Submissions by knowthyself (know thyself)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
doing schizodelic and psycholyrical studies
Tripping through indifference
Tripping through indifference
to where I cannot guess at all
there is no meaning left to sense
it all was taken by the fall
the fall of how to be a self
without transcending what is there
around the masking ever past
with strange meaning left to bear
I dance and read and think and die
within a second of recall
my life – seen in-between a lie
passing dreams tracked by the fall
I sing and feel and write to live
within a moment to befall
my life – so many left to give
dreaming of...
to where I cannot guess at all
there is no meaning left to sense
it all was taken by the fall
the fall of how to be a self
without transcending what is there
around the masking ever past
with strange meaning left to bear
I dance and read and think and die
within a second of recall
my life – seen in-between a lie
passing dreams tracked by the fall
I sing and feel and write to live
within a moment to befall
my life – so many left to give
dreaming of...
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Fall
lucid noise deletes a guess
of fading structures of my thoughts
that can't be hold, that can't be grasped
getting drowned into some sort
of sea of ever-changing links
of the fitting senseful mess
of what experiences me to think
of interacted connectedness
lucid noise deletes a dream
by losing images of thoughts
knowing hides from its extreme
where mindfulness stays unexplored
of fading structures of my thoughts
that can't be hold, that can't be grasped
getting drowned into some sort
of sea of ever-changing links
of the fitting senseful mess
of what experiences me to think
of interacted connectedness
lucid noise deletes a dream
by losing images of thoughts
knowing hides from its extreme
where mindfulness stays unexplored
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veradadalove
You are the rightest thing in my life that's why
no matter what will come I know that I
can stay here or go on if only together with you
so everything turns out to be right and true
no matter what's coming our way
no matter if we go on or stay
you are the answer to each why
when you kiss me I kiss the sky
making love and jokes and sense
feeling love that never ends
believing in fate and chance
in the disguise of coincidence
with our heads up in the sky
You are...
no matter what will come I know that I
can stay here or go on if only together with you
so everything turns out to be right and true
no matter what's coming our way
no matter if we go on or stay
you are the answer to each why
when you kiss me I kiss the sky
making love and jokes and sense
feeling love that never ends
believing in fate and chance
in the disguise of coincidence
with our heads up in the sky
You are...
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resulting
where am I going next
by listening to my own thoughts
to shape a foreign text
reflecting every ought
thereby telling different lies
with enough links to something real
I hear my own word tries
to make new aspects feel
to frame weird worlds of a trance
believing in a whole
a living and surviving sense
twisted around its endless poles
by listening to my own thoughts
to shape a foreign text
reflecting every ought
thereby telling different lies
with enough links to something real
I hear my own word tries
to make new aspects feel
to frame weird worlds of a trance
believing in a whole
a living and surviving sense
twisted around its endless poles
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empty strangeness
like a serpent in the desert
this stream of words evolves a trace
framed by a structuralising hazard
suggesting the world's mocking ways
I cannot recognize the patterns
making sense out of the black
onto the whiteness of what matters
screaming against torn walls of lacks
stained by signs and spelled out letters
I got lost on one way tracks
like a serpent in the water
this stream of words is causing waves
crossing and forming unknown borders
but I cannot leave the writing cave
and what I...
this stream of words evolves a trace
framed by a structuralising hazard
suggesting the world's mocking ways
I cannot recognize the patterns
making sense out of the black
onto the whiteness of what matters
screaming against torn walls of lacks
stained by signs and spelled out letters
I got lost on one way tracks
like a serpent in the water
this stream of words is causing waves
crossing and forming unknown borders
but I cannot leave the writing cave
and what I...
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strange emptiness (of inspiration)
feeling freed after staying sick
was an illusion – a twisted trick
fasting calmed down the dialectic debate
but lightening caused a paradoxical weight
still feeling ill
waiting and writing to get cured, (redis)balanced, and filled
cannot guess where I do go
without thoughts pushing me to write them down
lost in some kind of desert I don't know
but starting this just makes me drown
into a very strange emptiness
somehow pleasant by calming former stirs
but challenging at the same time and...
was an illusion – a twisted trick
fasting calmed down the dialectic debate
but lightening caused a paradoxical weight
still feeling ill
waiting and writing to get cured, (redis)balanced, and filled
cannot guess where I do go
without thoughts pushing me to write them down
lost in some kind of desert I don't know
but starting this just makes me drown
into a very strange emptiness
somehow pleasant by calming former stirs
but challenging at the same time and...
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(seeing with eyes) closed
(suddenly)
the missing link
started to blink
to change what I think
feeling very strange
a dark noise sky
just passing by
before my closed eye
some letters start to range
while in my head
something was led
and some light was shed
upon an asking trance
inside the lid
a blacked out kit
far beyond my wit
my mind received by chance
some kind of pledge
a minded sketch
from beyond some edge
half bottom up lifted sense
the missing link
started to blink
to change what I think
feeling very strange
a dark noise sky
just passing by
before my closed eye
some letters start to range
while in my head
something was led
and some light was shed
upon an asking trance
inside the lid
a blacked out kit
far beyond my wit
my mind received by chance
some kind of pledge
a minded sketch
from beyond some edge
half bottom up lifted sense
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sometimes something
(some)
whispering
something whispers
something is speaking
something is speaking to me
something is speaking through me
something that I could never see
besides the written words I hear
wrapped in my very „now and here“
ambivalent but sounding clear
there is this world I'm living in
things are different – curled up within
this world to which I've never been
these words seem to reveal what's made
just by the sense their letters made
while I returned to where I stayed
and I'm still there...
whispering
something whispers
something is speaking
something is speaking to me
something is speaking through me
something that I could never see
besides the written words I hear
wrapped in my very „now and here“
ambivalent but sounding clear
there is this world I'm living in
things are different – curled up within
this world to which I've never been
these words seem to reveal what's made
just by the sense their letters made
while I returned to where I stayed
and I'm still there...
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ambiguity is one key
(too many)
emphasized reality
pardon what I doubt to see
yearning for a prophecy
transforming just my world to be
bound to a truth that sets me free
as a part of mystery
dancing towards destiny
within a knowing tendency
hiding beyond and within me
until I try so carefully
to trace the link to every
contextual sense density
I need some words to reagree
with my light antonymy
another complex entity
carried by the...
emphasized reality
pardon what I doubt to see
yearning for a prophecy
transforming just my world to be
bound to a truth that sets me free
as a part of mystery
dancing towards destiny
within a knowing tendency
hiding beyond and within me
until I try so carefully
to trace the link to every
contextual sense density
I need some words to reagree
with my light antonymy
another complex entity
carried by the...
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quantum statement of diversity
what's the essence of true ambiguities
and their ontological implications
states of being, existence that disagree
within and through their very own creation
and their ontological implications
states of being, existence that disagree
within and through their very own creation
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spring sun
tried exploring some new words
without knowing where to search
tried to flee from common thoughts
feeding a far stranger urge
pleading for an innersight
dumb enough to fail again
blinded by misguiding lights
doubts may guess the worlds I can
sense by using words to trace
what is happ'ning, undefined
within widened inner space
what seems linked but wrongly signed
staying lost in that dark maze
I believed - deceived to leave ...
without knowing where to search
tried to flee from common thoughts
feeding a far stranger urge
pleading for an innersight
dumb enough to fail again
blinded by misguiding lights
doubts may guess the worlds I can
sense by using words to trace
what is happ'ning, undefined
within widened inner space
what seems linked but wrongly signed
staying lost in that dark maze
I believed - deceived to leave ...
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proof
struggling with another truth
without knowing if it's real
writing to create a proof
bearing meaning to reveal
veiling tensed ways to prevail
tracking doubtful destinies
poetized interlocked trails
thought of opaque tendencies
changing aspects made unthink
versifying dreaming acts
that screen context within links
between parallel schemed tracks
feeling sense is a plain maze
seeing fails to scan that haze
lacking valid ways to trace
what is meeting in a daze
without knowing if it's real
writing to create a proof
bearing meaning to reveal
veiling tensed ways to prevail
tracking doubtful destinies
poetized interlocked trails
thought of opaque tendencies
changing aspects made unthink
versifying dreaming acts
that screen context within links
between parallel schemed tracks
feeling sense is a plain maze
seeing fails to scan that haze
lacking valid ways to trace
what is meeting in a daze
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