Submissions by kittykat3945
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2019 10:00pm
7th Feb 2019 10:00pm
Invisible
alone in a crowd...
I’m here but you don’t see me,
I scream but you don’t hear me,
I’m here in front of you but you’re completely unaware....
what is worse?
For people to point and stare or never notice you anywhere??
Smile in front of my face but so out of place,
the sadness in my eyes nothing can erase......
no matter what I do I just don’t belong,
yet still so wrapped up in tagging along...
content look on my face yet I’m dying inside.
.no one to talk too.
. I just want to hide what do I do, where do I go
I want to go home...
I’m here but you don’t see me,
I scream but you don’t hear me,
I’m here in front of you but you’re completely unaware....
what is worse?
For people to point and stare or never notice you anywhere??
Smile in front of my face but so out of place,
the sadness in my eyes nothing can erase......
no matter what I do I just don’t belong,
yet still so wrapped up in tagging along...
content look on my face yet I’m dying inside.
.no one to talk too.
. I just want to hide what do I do, where do I go
I want to go home...
#loneliness
#shame
#hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Feb 2019 5:36am
7th Feb 2019 5:36am
Kisses and Pain
He kisses you gently and parades you around.
You smile so sweetly as you start to blush.
Love is all that is seen on those perfect days.
You have the perfect marriage or so it may seem.
Behind closed doors you are a bitch and a whore.
A punching bag for all of his hate.
What did I do? What did I say?
I know that I’m wrong, I deserve this pain.
He loves me I know because he told them so.
I try to please him but I always seem to fail.
I brag of his kindness, love and respect.
I wear long sleeves to cover the bruises.
A little extra...
You smile so sweetly as you start to blush.
Love is all that is seen on those perfect days.
You have the perfect marriage or so it may seem.
Behind closed doors you are a bitch and a whore.
A punching bag for all of his hate.
What did I do? What did I say?
I know that I’m wrong, I deserve this pain.
He loves me I know because he told them so.
I try to please him but I always seem to fail.
I brag of his kindness, love and respect.
I wear long sleeves to cover the bruises.
A little extra...
#heartbroken
#violence
#abuse #hurt
#abuse #hurt
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Feb 2019 5:34am
7th Feb 2019 5:34am
Cancer
Do you realize what cancer is?
It’s not the sweet heartfelt commercials.
No one is paying your bills or fighting for you.
No one cares when you can’t come out.
Drs don’t care for you if they can’t get paid.
Pharmacies don’t give a damn if you are in pain.
Life goes on as you slowly die
And everyone keeps passing you by.
No one can help you because you can’t pay.
A few sympathetic smiles.
I’m praying for you are their words
As they continue to go on with their day
You push through every day
Take your mind off the pain ...
It’s not the sweet heartfelt commercials.
No one is paying your bills or fighting for you.
No one cares when you can’t come out.
Drs don’t care for you if they can’t get paid.
Pharmacies don’t give a damn if you are in pain.
Life goes on as you slowly die
And everyone keeps passing you by.
No one can help you because you can’t pay.
A few sympathetic smiles.
I’m praying for you are their words
As they continue to go on with their day
You push through every day
Take your mind off the pain ...
#frustration
#despair
#hurt #cancer
#hurt #cancer
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Feb 2019 9:35pm
6th Feb 2019 9:35pm
Never to Become 1
Build me up, then tear me down.
I could give the world but
that will never be enough.
Me and you. You and me.
That is not what I see.
Want to be number one but
you just seem to run and run.
Understanding you say
but where is yours.
Just lend an open ear but
you never tend to hear...
Spit in my face as if I am the disgrace
Hurting deeper than a bruise
A hole in the soul BUT
It will be ok, I will be alright,
You will be just fine, but
two will never become one
I could give the world but
that will never be enough.
Me and you. You and me.
That is not what I see.
Want to be number one but
you just seem to run and run.
Understanding you say
but where is yours.
Just lend an open ear but
you never tend to hear...
Spit in my face as if I am the disgrace
Hurting deeper than a bruise
A hole in the soul BUT
It will be ok, I will be alright,
You will be just fine, but
two will never become one
#sadness
#love
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Feb 2019 9:32pm
6th Feb 2019 9:32pm
Pretend
Woke up today feeling like I'm cursed
My depression seemed to go from bad to worse
I don't think that I'm gonna make a stand
I think I'll move away to some far off land
It seems the more I try to get close to you
The further away from me you move
I wish I never had revealed myself
Then you wouldn't have put me on the shelf
I never asked anyone to feel this way
Nor my feelings to grow with every day
I blame you for being who you are
I never should have reached for that star
Alone again in this filled up house
Playing...
My depression seemed to go from bad to worse
I don't think that I'm gonna make a stand
I think I'll move away to some far off land
It seems the more I try to get close to you
The further away from me you move
I wish I never had revealed myself
Then you wouldn't have put me on the shelf
I never asked anyone to feel this way
Nor my feelings to grow with every day
I blame you for being who you are
I never should have reached for that star
Alone again in this filled up house
Playing...
#love
#regret
#heartbroken #hurt
#heartbroken #hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Feb 2019 7:35am
6th Feb 2019 7:35am
Walls
Walls were built so thick I began to suffocate.
Never knew how to escape.
Separate from the whole wide world
then here you came.
Never planned it this way.
Brick by Brick you tore that wall down.
Gentle and loving, never in anger or hate.
Loving me in every single way.
Letting me know that i am perfect being
Until that one day when our love just changed.
Never feeling true self worth.
I hid the bruises because I knew it wasn’t you.
Over and Over I hid my pain but
This has got to change someday.
I’ve began to suffocate ...
Never knew how to escape.
Separate from the whole wide world
then here you came.
Never planned it this way.
Brick by Brick you tore that wall down.
Gentle and loving, never in anger or hate.
Loving me in every single way.
Letting me know that i am perfect being
Until that one day when our love just changed.
Never feeling true self worth.
I hid the bruises because I knew it wasn’t you.
Over and Over I hid my pain but
This has got to change someday.
I’ve began to suffocate ...
#regret
#heartbroken
#abuse
#escape
#emotional
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2019 7:22am
6th Feb 2019 7:22am
Trickle Slowly
Trickle slowly. Trickle deep.
The blood will soon trickle down to my feet.
A rush of calmness when the pain is felt
On the outside as well as in.
For that brief moment of security
that you are in control.
Control of your life and no one can come in and hurt.
Longer sleeves to hide the scars. Scars and tracks,
that will show them how.
Numbness and calmness wears away and you hurt again.
A cry for help but no one knows.
Would it be easier to end this painful life
or just become a hollow shell.
No one knows the pain inside...
The blood will soon trickle down to my feet.
A rush of calmness when the pain is felt
On the outside as well as in.
For that brief moment of security
that you are in control.
Control of your life and no one can come in and hurt.
Longer sleeves to hide the scars. Scars and tracks,
that will show them how.
Numbness and calmness wears away and you hurt again.
A cry for help but no one knows.
Would it be easier to end this painful life
or just become a hollow shell.
No one knows the pain inside...
#sadness
#loneliness
#dark
#suicide
#despair
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