Submissions by kept_breathing (deadbetween2lungs)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
lies
Lies, they're what i tell....
Only to protect myself from when i first fell.
So this here poem is to explain to you,
Who i really am, and what i really do.
Im not who you wish me to be,
Im not nor will i ever be you, just me.
My life to you is a big lie,
So go ahead look down on me and sigh...
I cant hide the truth from anymore,
Because i know for me your heart has grown very sore...
So i tell you now i truly want to apologize,
That everything you know about me, is simply lies....
Only to protect myself from when i first fell.
So this here poem is to explain to you,
Who i really am, and what i really do.
Im not who you wish me to be,
Im not nor will i ever be you, just me.
My life to you is a big lie,
So go ahead look down on me and sigh...
I cant hide the truth from anymore,
Because i know for me your heart has grown very sore...
So i tell you now i truly want to apologize,
That everything you know about me, is simply lies....
888 reads
4 Comments
Dont Forget
You were the start to my addiction,
our story, it seemed so real, turns out it was just fiction..
i saw our faults,
an earthquake hit,
and our love came to an imediate hault.
the more i try to forget you,
i only remember the way you felt too..
i dont think we're through yet...
so i ask that you wont forget,
i still want to be apart of you,
no matter what i have to do...
our story, it seemed so real, turns out it was just fiction..
i saw our faults,
an earthquake hit,
and our love came to an imediate hault.
the more i try to forget you,
i only remember the way you felt too..
i dont think we're through yet...
so i ask that you wont forget,
i still want to be apart of you,
no matter what i have to do...
805 reads
1 Comment
My Nightmare
This is my nightmare,
please enter if you dare.
Feel what i feel,
make the horror real.
Look at every cut every burn,
I promise, so it will be your turn.
You'll understand my pain,
and every loss i had to gain.
This is my living hell,
a story that will soon be yours to tell.
Welcome to my nightmare,
your in for quite a scare.
please enter if you dare.
Feel what i feel,
make the horror real.
Look at every cut every burn,
I promise, so it will be your turn.
You'll understand my pain,
and every loss i had to gain.
This is my living hell,
a story that will soon be yours to tell.
Welcome to my nightmare,
your in for quite a scare.
928 reads
6 Comments
Come Closer My Dear
Come closer my dear,
for i am not one to fear.
I want to love you with an open heart,
not break you down, and tear you apart.
I want to love you like theres no tomorrow,
and take away all your sorrows.
I want to make your world a better place,
and love you at a slow and steady pace.
Come closer my dear,
for i am not one to fear.
for i am not one to fear.
I want to love you with an open heart,
not break you down, and tear you apart.
I want to love you like theres no tomorrow,
and take away all your sorrows.
I want to make your world a better place,
and love you at a slow and steady pace.
Come closer my dear,
for i am not one to fear.
835 reads
3 Comments
Some Father You Are
You are my biological father,
but i see you as nothing but a bother.
All you ever do is yell and scream,
why do you insist on being so damn mean?!
Take your threats and make them real,
fuck it, i cant even feel.
You sick son of a bitch,
you torment like a fucked up witch!
You like to see others in pain,
your whole damn life is lived in total vain.
I fucking hate you,
hope you feel the same way too!
but i see you as nothing but a bother.
All you ever do is yell and scream,
why do you insist on being so damn mean?!
Take your threats and make them real,
fuck it, i cant even feel.
You sick son of a bitch,
you torment like a fucked up witch!
You like to see others in pain,
your whole damn life is lived in total vain.
I fucking hate you,
hope you feel the same way too!
771 reads
6 Comments
I Miss You....
I pushed you away and made a mistake,
Said i regreted you and needed a break.
You quickly took it to heart,
our relationship fell apart.....
Convinced myself i had moved on,
reality sank in, and you were truly gone?
I have no clue what im going to do,
i fucking loved you....
I miss what could of been,
loosing you feels worse than comitting a sin.
I dont want to go on, knowing you are what i lack,
Darling i honestly want you back....
Said i regreted you and needed a break.
You quickly took it to heart,
our relationship fell apart.....
Convinced myself i had moved on,
reality sank in, and you were truly gone?
I have no clue what im going to do,
i fucking loved you....
I miss what could of been,
loosing you feels worse than comitting a sin.
I dont want to go on, knowing you are what i lack,
Darling i honestly want you back....
908 reads
4 Comments
Im sorry nyx
im terribly sorry to you. i try to hard to not hurt the ones i love but thats always what happens. im sorry i broke my promise yet again.....i cant wrap my mind around the fact that you care, i honestly wish i could take back what i did.....im working things out and have a hard time letting people in....so im sorry nyx. i love you and K and xanaga, but i am truely sorry. i understand those words mean nothing coming out of my mouth to you anymore, but i do mean them.
803 reads
5 Comments
Behind Blue Eyes
Behind these blue eyes is a girl filled with
pain.
She has nothing to loose not a thing
gain.
She merely exist in this lonely
place.
Hiding behind a mask, fearful to show her true
face.
Before she even thinks
twice,
She carelessly roles her
dice.
Dangerously playing the bitter sweet game of
life.
Toying with death, daring to use the
knife.
No longer holding on until
tomorrow.
Foucusing on the pain of past
sorrow.
For the end of her tunnel has no more
light.
So this will be her final
night.
pain.
She has nothing to loose not a thing
gain.
She merely exist in this lonely
place.
Hiding behind a mask, fearful to show her true
face.
Before she even thinks
twice,
She carelessly roles her
dice.
Dangerously playing the bitter sweet game of
life.
Toying with death, daring to use the
knife.
No longer holding on until
tomorrow.
Foucusing on the pain of past
sorrow.
For the end of her tunnel has no more
light.
So this will be her final
night.
831 reads
4 Comments
Looking at the Better
Looking towards tomorrow,
not the burn of yesterdays
sorrow.
Shinning like
sunlight, boldy burning at
midnight.
Finally moving on, glad
that we're done and your gone.
Striding forward not looking
back, the burden of you pressence
i no longer pack.
My heart pounding in my
chest, knowing im doing good,
my best.
Completely forgetting you,
is exactly what i plan to do!
not the burn of yesterdays
sorrow.
Shinning like
sunlight, boldy burning at
midnight.
Finally moving on, glad
that we're done and your gone.
Striding forward not looking
back, the burden of you pressence
i no longer pack.
My heart pounding in my
chest, knowing im doing good,
my best.
Completely forgetting you,
is exactly what i plan to do!
707 reads
3 Comments
Stolen By Death
Slow and gentle you slip
into deaths chilling grip
He gently rocks you into
a cold lifeless sleep.
Forever you are his to keep.
Slip away faster and faster,
for now its time to meet
your new master.
You will finally see his wrath,
and must follow down his
sickening path.
with you now by his side,
death no longer has to hide.
into deaths chilling grip
He gently rocks you into
a cold lifeless sleep.
Forever you are his to keep.
Slip away faster and faster,
for now its time to meet
your new master.
You will finally see his wrath,
and must follow down his
sickening path.
with you now by his side,
death no longer has to hide.
745 reads
0 Comments
Today
Today i must set out to find, a happy me,
A new state of mind.
A new outlook on life,
Not solve my problems with a knife.
Today i must lift up, not fall down,
Put on a smile, not a frown.
Today i must love who i was made to be,
Not hate the real me.
Today i must put the mask away,
Come out and say what i need to say.
Because today i need to see,
The world put out infront of me.
A new state of mind.
A new outlook on life,
Not solve my problems with a knife.
Today i must lift up, not fall down,
Put on a smile, not a frown.
Today i must love who i was made to be,
Not hate the real me.
Today i must put the mask away,
Come out and say what i need to say.
Because today i need to see,
The world put out infront of me.
1191 reads
2 Comments
With You Now Gone
With you gone,
I must move on.
The hardest thing
i have to do,
Cause all i think
about, is you.
Constantly on my
mind,
A new path is what
i must find.
A new road to walk,
a new talk to talk.
I must move on,
with you now gone.
I must move on.
The hardest thing
i have to do,
Cause all i think
about, is you.
Constantly on my
mind,
A new path is what
i must find.
A new road to walk,
a new talk to talk.
I must move on,
with you now gone.
657 reads
0 Comments
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