Submissions by kaylamgraham

take a hit of the wonderful marijane,
take another hit,
it keeps me from going insane.
this life is so mellow,
screw everything else,
i'll think about it all later.
at the point where my brain is going to melt.
smoke glazing out my ears.
eyes are so red, their like the eyes of a zombie.
i'm high right now,
don't bother to call me.

For the people I thought i knew,
yeah, fuck you.
puddles of tears fill the inner hallways behind my eyes.
i see things differently,
that's why i cry.
just don't give me sympathy.
that's not what i want.
I've held on this long with all these haunts,
i'm strong enough not to let myself cave him,
but maybe i'm not.
maybe i'm not..

Tears drop,
nobody notices.
Cries for help fill the silence,
nobody hears me.
Bags under my eyes,
its only hideous when I smile,
because my smiles fake.
I've been this way awhile.
Nothing's getting better,
everything's getting the opposite.
Too much bullshit.
This is life I guess,
sometimes I may feel as if i wanna die,
that's the easy way out,
I'm gonna have to finish the ride,
and take the hard way out.

Nobody understands,
not even the people that matter most,
I act indestructeable,
when really my insides are being pulled apart,
Tears roam down my face hitting the ground,
Stabs slash through my heart,
I've finally gone insane,
another nervous breakdown to handle,
but this one may be worse,
And I don't know how to handle this one,
My life is just a big obstacle course,
I've seen things that could make you quiver,
goosebumps would raise on your arms,
you'd just feel the shiver,
dinging in my ears sets off alarms,
alarms...