Submissions by jinabell21 (Jina Bella)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
5th Apr 2012 8:52pm
5th Apr 2012 8:52pm
Alive in Boston
Sucked down
Trampled over
Stung too many times
Left on a leach
Tied to a poll
Locked in a room
Forgotten in the basement
Hung from a bridge
Thrown out a window
Set afire
Drowned in the river
Shot in the heart
Hit on the head
Swallowed too many stones
Used abused then left for dead on the side of the street
Taken and pranced around on stage hoping for approval
Stuck on a leash like a good little puppy obeying her owner
Time for a change
Time for some fun
Different city, different people
Time to let...
Trampled over
Stung too many times
Left on a leach
Tied to a poll
Locked in a room
Forgotten in the basement
Hung from a bridge
Thrown out a window
Set afire
Drowned in the river
Shot in the heart
Hit on the head
Swallowed too many stones
Used abused then left for dead on the side of the street
Taken and pranced around on stage hoping for approval
Stuck on a leash like a good little puppy obeying her owner
Time for a change
Time for some fun
Different city, different people
Time to let...
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ANGER POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2012 2:06am
3rd Apr 2012 2:06am
The Wolf
Flowing through my veins like a killing venom
Surging through my body making me twitchy
Shaking and trembling in my own skin
Anger flooding
Rage erupting
Baring my fangs
Claws coming out to rip and tear
Every muscle tense
Every moment
Every second counts
Think you're cute?
Think you're tough?
You stepped onto my territory
And tried to take what's mine?
Prepare yourself
Provoke me and I'll give a warning
Don't back off,push me into a corner
And I'll attack
I tried to be civil
Tried to be nice
Tried to ignore...
Surging through my body making me twitchy
Shaking and trembling in my own skin
Anger flooding
Rage erupting
Baring my fangs
Claws coming out to rip and tear
Every muscle tense
Every moment
Every second counts
Think you're cute?
Think you're tough?
You stepped onto my territory
And tried to take what's mine?
Prepare yourself
Provoke me and I'll give a warning
Don't back off,push me into a corner
And I'll attack
I tried to be civil
Tried to be nice
Tried to ignore...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 8:01pm
2nd Apr 2012 8:01pm
Shadows
They dance across my face in a dance
They keep us company when we walk alone into the cold night
They're always by our side unless a dark day comes our way
They stalk the halls as you quickly try to get to class to avoid the monsters
They play tricks on your mind and leave you scared and confused
They mimic whatever you do so you're never really alone
You can drown and the vast darkness that over looks you
And shudder at the thought of enjoying it
They creep and crawl up the walls
Images distort and vision becomes blurry
was...
They keep us company when we walk alone into the cold night
They're always by our side unless a dark day comes our way
They stalk the halls as you quickly try to get to class to avoid the monsters
They play tricks on your mind and leave you scared and confused
They mimic whatever you do so you're never really alone
You can drown and the vast darkness that over looks you
And shudder at the thought of enjoying it
They creep and crawl up the walls
Images distort and vision becomes blurry
was...
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Mar 2012 9:25pm
30th Mar 2012 9:25pm
Don't love it'll hurt you
Kiss on the lips
The taste of you is on my tounge
In my mouth
Burning my throat
Gentle caress of your hands
Down my body
Holding my face
Making me sick of myself
Gazing into my doe eyes
Loving and adoring
So happy it hurts me
And forces me to look away
Slipping inside of me
Kissing as you go deeper
Gently thrusting with moans
Whispering "I love you"
Sick of the touches
The kisses
The love
Don't love a monster
You call me beautiful,which rings in my ears even through the loudest...
The taste of you is on my tounge
In my mouth
Burning my throat
Gentle caress of your hands
Down my body
Holding my face
Making me sick of myself
Gazing into my doe eyes
Loving and adoring
So happy it hurts me
And forces me to look away
Slipping inside of me
Kissing as you go deeper
Gently thrusting with moans
Whispering "I love you"
Sick of the touches
The kisses
The love
Don't love a monster
You call me beautiful,which rings in my ears even through the loudest...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Mar 2012 9:31pm
27th Mar 2012 9:31pm
Friend
Physco
Mental
Freak
Weirdo
Odd
Strange
Nutty
Scared
Rude
Crazy
Liar
Selfish
Hateful
Spiteful
Sickening
Confused
Tired
Lonely
But you know I'll still say "you're my friend."
Mental
Freak
Weirdo
Odd
Strange
Nutty
Scared
Rude
Crazy
Liar
Selfish
Hateful
Spiteful
Sickening
Confused
Tired
Lonely
But you know I'll still say "you're my friend."
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Mar 2012 9:46pm
26th Mar 2012 9:46pm
Stuck together,Ripped apart
Trust is dead like the spider crawling on your wall and squished with a shoe
Close your eyes and go to sleep
Maybe the angel of death will stop by and say
''hello my dear,I have come to take you away.''
Smiling brightly at all the lies heard
Ears bleeding and bugs crawling out of every open wound
Cut yourself open and see you are dead inside
Rotting flesh and insects feeding on your insides
Gouging out your eyes for you are sick and tired of seeing it all
The lies
The decete
The blank empty stares of faces you can't remember
Hiding in the...
Close your eyes and go to sleep
Maybe the angel of death will stop by and say
''hello my dear,I have come to take you away.''
Smiling brightly at all the lies heard
Ears bleeding and bugs crawling out of every open wound
Cut yourself open and see you are dead inside
Rotting flesh and insects feeding on your insides
Gouging out your eyes for you are sick and tired of seeing it all
The lies
The decete
The blank empty stares of faces you can't remember
Hiding in the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Mar 2012 1:51am
12th Mar 2012 1:51am
See through my mask
Smile like nothing's wrong he won't notice
Laugh like something's funny when inside you want to cry
Pretend you're interested when really
You don't care
Don't want to hear about how happy he,they were
Heart pounding
Chest hurting
Pretend you're somewhere else
Go far away
Deep into your mind and imagine you're happy
Where you're never disappointed
Never let down
Never angered
Because the one who's always supposed to know and be there is as
Oblivious as a young child
That's all he is,a child
Easily upset,easily...
Laugh like something's funny when inside you want to cry
Pretend you're interested when really
You don't care
Don't want to hear about how happy he,they were
Heart pounding
Chest hurting
Pretend you're somewhere else
Go far away
Deep into your mind and imagine you're happy
Where you're never disappointed
Never let down
Never angered
Because the one who's always supposed to know and be there is as
Oblivious as a young child
That's all he is,a child
Easily upset,easily...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Mar 2012 1:55am
10th Mar 2012 1:55am
An Itch
A scratch
An itch on the inside
Clawing,slinking
Growling,hungrily feeding from the my body
I cry out in pain
Try to
Scratch
Scratch
Scratch
The itch out
But it grows,from my legs to my stomach
Then my arms,my face
My mind
Twitching I smile while you look at me with a fearful expression
Laughing when you shrink away for the itch grew into a rash
It gets worse and worse
Don't touch anyone you're infected with the disease
It twists your mind and images begin to blur
You're safe but the dark always waits to consume you...
An itch on the inside
Clawing,slinking
Growling,hungrily feeding from the my body
I cry out in pain
Try to
Scratch
Scratch
Scratch
The itch out
But it grows,from my legs to my stomach
Then my arms,my face
My mind
Twitching I smile while you look at me with a fearful expression
Laughing when you shrink away for the itch grew into a rash
It gets worse and worse
Don't touch anyone you're infected with the disease
It twists your mind and images begin to blur
You're safe but the dark always waits to consume you...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Mar 2012 00:34am
7th Mar 2012 00:34am
Darkness fading
Fat little girl that she sees in the mirror
Chub seeping through her clothing
Shouting 'don't eat don't eat!'
Starvation not working and
Problems becoming more than just a nightmare
The blade
Sharp and bringing relief
Slicing crimson red
The monsters were quiet
But it never lasted
Stopped eating
Breathing
Smiling
Living
The world faded to grey
The sky was cloudy and dark
Staring at the girl in the mirror
Tears running down her face
Red oozing out of open wounds
Fat everywhere consuming herself
She...
Chub seeping through her clothing
Shouting 'don't eat don't eat!'
Starvation not working and
Problems becoming more than just a nightmare
The blade
Sharp and bringing relief
Slicing crimson red
The monsters were quiet
But it never lasted
Stopped eating
Breathing
Smiling
Living
The world faded to grey
The sky was cloudy and dark
Staring at the girl in the mirror
Tears running down her face
Red oozing out of open wounds
Fat everywhere consuming herself
She...
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Mar 2012 6:23am
2nd Mar 2012 6:23am
Not worth a fight
Tears pricking my eyes and falling over in a steady stream
I guess I'm not as strong as I seem
Biting my lip to avoid screaming
Part of me believes I am dreaming
A threat
Then another
And another
And another
I can't protect you from your past
I don't want this to shatter like glass
I hate her for doing this to you
I hate him for making you scared too
I looked him up
And down
And all around
He means what he says
I want to rip off his moronic head
If he hurts you I don't know what I'll do
I feel sick...
I guess I'm not as strong as I seem
Biting my lip to avoid screaming
Part of me believes I am dreaming
A threat
Then another
And another
And another
I can't protect you from your past
I don't want this to shatter like glass
I hate her for doing this to you
I hate him for making you scared too
I looked him up
And down
And all around
He means what he says
I want to rip off his moronic head
If he hurts you I don't know what I'll do
I feel sick...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Feb 2012 2:38am
29th Feb 2012 2:38am
Not forever
Hidden behind brown eyes
Shadows dance across her face
She has a smile plastered on
Tall and quiet
That's all she is
Stab her in the back with knives,she won't mind
Say you'll always be there for her,and she'll do something crazy like believe it
Hidden behind brown eyes
Every word she hears is a lie
The pain is the only thing she feels
It reminds her everything's real
Nothing stays for everything must go
Acting like you have it together so they will never know
Every time you try
You feel like you're telling a lie
To...
Shadows dance across her face
She has a smile plastered on
Tall and quiet
That's all she is
Stab her in the back with knives,she won't mind
Say you'll always be there for her,and she'll do something crazy like believe it
Hidden behind brown eyes
Every word she hears is a lie
The pain is the only thing she feels
It reminds her everything's real
Nothing stays for everything must go
Acting like you have it together so they will never know
Every time you try
You feel like you're telling a lie
To...
679 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Feb 2012 9:21pm
27th Feb 2012 9:21pm
Sick
Do this
Do that
Go here
Go there
Good girl now roll over
I'm treated like a dog
Don't do this,youll get hurt
Don't be around them,they're not good for you
Do what I say (I scream at the top of my lungs)
Do what you're told (pushed and pulled around leaving marks)
Sit still and behave (locked away in my heart for no one listens)
I don't have to obey you like a little girl
Not a rag doll you can throw around
Not a shiny new toy to fight over
Don't need protecting
Don't need to listen
Just shut your mouth,all of...
Do that
Go here
Go there
Good girl now roll over
I'm treated like a dog
Don't do this,youll get hurt
Don't be around them,they're not good for you
Do what I say (I scream at the top of my lungs)
Do what you're told (pushed and pulled around leaving marks)
Sit still and behave (locked away in my heart for no one listens)
I don't have to obey you like a little girl
Not a rag doll you can throw around
Not a shiny new toy to fight over
Don't need protecting
Don't need to listen
Just shut your mouth,all of...
518 reads
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