Submissions by inlovewithanaddict
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
a shift in view point- edit
No one knew
the real me
under the surface
what they couldn't see
I'd put on an act
fake a smile
just to be left alone
once in a while
Inside i was dying
ripping apart
like someone was stabbing
a knife through my heart
No one knew
I wanted my life to end
no one cared
so I'd continue to pretend
I couldn't focuse
being someone I'm not
I'd fake laugh and joke
and smile a lot
Coming home crying
became a daily ruitine
so I decided to try that
terrible thing
I'd keep...
the real me
under the surface
what they couldn't see
I'd put on an act
fake a smile
just to be left alone
once in a while
Inside i was dying
ripping apart
like someone was stabbing
a knife through my heart
No one knew
I wanted my life to end
no one cared
so I'd continue to pretend
I couldn't focuse
being someone I'm not
I'd fake laugh and joke
and smile a lot
Coming home crying
became a daily ruitine
so I decided to try that
terrible thing
I'd keep...
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when i lose you to drugs
the hardest thing ive ever done
is watching you fall into what you've become
it hurts my heart to know you high
it kills me a little to know that you lie
I see you struggle every day
with this addiction you despately want to face
ive been in your shoes i know its rough
but I've seen you fight I know you are tough
the only one who can help is you
because you push us away you always do
just try a little harder to stay clean
talk to me in three weeks youll see what I mean
is watching you fall into what you've become
it hurts my heart to know you high
it kills me a little to know that you lie
I see you struggle every day
with this addiction you despately want to face
ive been in your shoes i know its rough
but I've seen you fight I know you are tough
the only one who can help is you
because you push us away you always do
just try a little harder to stay clean
talk to me in three weeks youll see what I mean
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2 Comments
cutting- this sucks
this is just a five minute put together not good at all
cut for me
not for you
i cut when im too happy
i cut when im too blue
i cut for peace
not for hate
i cut when im really rushing
i cut when im really late
i cut for calm
not for crazy
I cut when im too hyper
i cut when im too lazy
I cut through withdrawal
not just on good days
I cut when I was full of words
I cut when I had nothing to say
I cut to show i wanted help
not at all for attention
when im too relaxed
when theres extra...
cut for me
not for you
i cut when im too happy
i cut when im too blue
i cut for peace
not for hate
i cut when im really rushing
i cut when im really late
i cut for calm
not for crazy
I cut when im too hyper
i cut when im too lazy
I cut through withdrawal
not just on good days
I cut when I was full of words
I cut when I had nothing to say
I cut to show i wanted help
not at all for attention
when im too relaxed
when theres extra...
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1 Comment
a shift in view point
i][font=Times New Roman][font=Times New Roman]no one knew
the real me
on the inside
what they couldn't see
I'd fake a laugh
put on a smile
just to be left alone
once in a while
inside I was dying
ripping apart
like someone was stabbing[font=Times New Roman]
a knife through my heart
coming home crying
became a daily routine
so i decided to try
that terrible thing
I wanted to stop
it was too addicting
the blade to my skin
seeing the blood dripping
I'd end it soon
it became very gory
with each new scar...
the real me
on the inside
what they couldn't see
I'd fake a laugh
put on a smile
just to be left alone
once in a while
inside I was dying
ripping apart
like someone was stabbing[font=Times New Roman]
a knife through my heart
coming home crying
became a daily routine
so i decided to try
that terrible thing
I wanted to stop
it was too addicting
the blade to my skin
seeing the blood dripping
I'd end it soon
it became very gory
with each new scar...
848 reads
4 Comments
how is addiction?
how far will you go to get your drug
do you use to make up for lost moments and love
detox get sober then relapse again
all for one plunge of heroin
how much of this life do you want to live?
dont you see all youve lost and what you must give?
up to the high, then crash back down
if you dont do it soon withdrawal will surround
how does it feel to be so criticized?
do you abuse to be tranced or just hypnotized?
away from the world where you can be free
where all of your pain cannot be seen
how does it feel to rely on something...
do you use to make up for lost moments and love
detox get sober then relapse again
all for one plunge of heroin
how much of this life do you want to live?
dont you see all youve lost and what you must give?
up to the high, then crash back down
if you dont do it soon withdrawal will surround
how does it feel to be so criticized?
do you abuse to be tranced or just hypnotized?
away from the world where you can be free
where all of your pain cannot be seen
how does it feel to rely on something...
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14 Comments
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