Submissions by hatterwithhorns (Julian)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The best of us find happiness in misery
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st May 2012 1:17am
21st May 2012 1:17am
i wish I could fix this
I wish I could fix it,
I wish I could ease your pain,
But I know I cannot,
I know its only in vain.
I wish you couldnt feel it,
I mean the pain,
I want to take it away,
I want to be your novacaine.
But I can't however,
And that kills me inside,
I don't like to see you hurt,
That fact I cannot hide.
I wish you would laugh,
Because I hate to see you cry,
If another tear hits the floor,
I think I may die.
Always remember my dear,
Though it may drive you insane,
You only get a rainbow, ...
I wish I could ease your pain,
But I know I cannot,
I know its only in vain.
I wish you couldnt feel it,
I mean the pain,
I want to take it away,
I want to be your novacaine.
But I can't however,
And that kills me inside,
I don't like to see you hurt,
That fact I cannot hide.
I wish you would laugh,
Because I hate to see you cry,
If another tear hits the floor,
I think I may die.
Always remember my dear,
Though it may drive you insane,
You only get a rainbow, ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st May 2012 00:52am
21st May 2012 00:52am
life after love
Life after love,
Is such a dreadful thing,
You will never forget,
The pain it can bring.
Such a lonely existence,
On the edge of sanity,
What you truely feel inside,
No one can see.
Your body goes numb,
Your heart goes cold,
Friends trying to reach you,
Gets quite old.
They say they get it,
But they don't understand,
They say they'll walk with you,
Hand in hand.
They'll only leave,
They always do,
You feel irrelevant,
Like they've forgoten you.
You feel alone,
As if no one could care,...
Is such a dreadful thing,
You will never forget,
The pain it can bring.
Such a lonely existence,
On the edge of sanity,
What you truely feel inside,
No one can see.
Your body goes numb,
Your heart goes cold,
Friends trying to reach you,
Gets quite old.
They say they get it,
But they don't understand,
They say they'll walk with you,
Hand in hand.
They'll only leave,
They always do,
You feel irrelevant,
Like they've forgoten you.
You feel alone,
As if no one could care,...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th May 2012 7:25pm
18th May 2012 7:25pm
Frantic Insanity
I need to tell you something,
You see I've gone insane,
I've lost my mind my dear,
I've gone mad with pain!
I've gone crazy my dear,
And they know I have too,
Pretty soon they'll come to get me,
And take me away from you!
They'll lock me away,
And throw away the key,
In a dull white room,
Alone I will be!
Please don't let them get me,
Hide me away,
Somewhere secretive,
That doesn't see the light of day!
Oh won't you please help me,
To their rules I won't comply,
I've heard stories about that place,...
You see I've gone insane,
I've lost my mind my dear,
I've gone mad with pain!
I've gone crazy my dear,
And they know I have too,
Pretty soon they'll come to get me,
And take me away from you!
They'll lock me away,
And throw away the key,
In a dull white room,
Alone I will be!
Please don't let them get me,
Hide me away,
Somewhere secretive,
That doesn't see the light of day!
Oh won't you please help me,
To their rules I won't comply,
I've heard stories about that place,...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
16th May 2012 2:43am
16th May 2012 2:43am
novacaine take away my pain
Hello novacaine,
I have a favor to ask of you,
It shouldn't be too hard,
After all it's what you do.
Novacaine take away my pain,
Like only you can,
You are my addiction,
I'm your biggest fan!
Oh please novacaine,
You can't say no,
I can take much more of this,
To the looney bin I will go!
I'm begging you novacaine,
Numb my pain,
For if I can't feel it,
It can't drive me insane.
I have a favor to ask of you,
It shouldn't be too hard,
After all it's what you do.
Novacaine take away my pain,
Like only you can,
You are my addiction,
I'm your biggest fan!
Oh please novacaine,
You can't say no,
I can take much more of this,
To the looney bin I will go!
I'm begging you novacaine,
Numb my pain,
For if I can't feel it,
It can't drive me insane.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th May 2012 00:51am
16th May 2012 00:51am
the shut out
Keeping to myself,
Letting no one in,
Making myself numb,
So the shut out can begin.
I'm sorry if this hurts,
Or makes you want to cry,
Just know that inside,
I want to die.
There is one that walks among you,
One I won't shut out,
One that can save me,
One I can't live without.
She won't however,
For she does not care,
She doesn't notice,
If I'm even there.
So dear if you're reading this,
I need you to know,
That you can save me if you stay,
Or destroy me if you go.
Letting no one in,
Making myself numb,
So the shut out can begin.
I'm sorry if this hurts,
Or makes you want to cry,
Just know that inside,
I want to die.
There is one that walks among you,
One I won't shut out,
One that can save me,
One I can't live without.
She won't however,
For she does not care,
She doesn't notice,
If I'm even there.
So dear if you're reading this,
I need you to know,
That you can save me if you stay,
Or destroy me if you go.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th May 2012 11:46pm
14th May 2012 11:46pm
my little worrier
You worry about me,
I can't say I blame you,
I'm not okay,
Say that I was I could never do.
You say you don't get me,
Honestly no one does,
Most people only see the outside,
Never looking past the fuzz.
The fuzz,
That's what I call my wall,
If you pile it up,
You cant see through it at all.
It is still soft however,
So that no one can see,
How I really feel inside,
What's truely bothering me.
I know you can see,
My happiness is an act,
I can see it in your eyes,
That's a fact.
You are one...
I can't say I blame you,
I'm not okay,
Say that I was I could never do.
You say you don't get me,
Honestly no one does,
Most people only see the outside,
Never looking past the fuzz.
The fuzz,
That's what I call my wall,
If you pile it up,
You cant see through it at all.
It is still soft however,
So that no one can see,
How I really feel inside,
What's truely bothering me.
I know you can see,
My happiness is an act,
I can see it in your eyes,
That's a fact.
You are one...
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th May 2012 3:37am
14th May 2012 3:37am
i was wrong
The deepest pain one can feel,
The pain I feel right now,
Forget what you did,
I dont know how.
For it cuts deep,
Even deeper than my blade,
And past all the hope I know,
It wont fade.
You hurt me,
More than she ever hoped to,
I know someone loves me,
I thought it was you.
I was wrong,
For that I will pay,
Goodbye,
I have nothing more to say.
The pain I feel right now,
Forget what you did,
I dont know how.
For it cuts deep,
Even deeper than my blade,
And past all the hope I know,
It wont fade.
You hurt me,
More than she ever hoped to,
I know someone loves me,
I thought it was you.
I was wrong,
For that I will pay,
Goodbye,
I have nothing more to say.
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th May 2012 3:02pm
13th May 2012 3:02pm
cant be with you
I want you back,
I miss you so,
I love you,
I didn't want to go.
I can't be with you,
For reasons I can't explain,
I guess that means,
All this want is in vain.
Things will get better,
Although this causes you pain,
You can't get a rainbow,
Without the rain.
I miss you so,
I love you,
I didn't want to go.
I can't be with you,
For reasons I can't explain,
I guess that means,
All this want is in vain.
Things will get better,
Although this causes you pain,
You can't get a rainbow,
Without the rain.
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DARK POEM
Published
11th May 2012 10:39pm
11th May 2012 10:39pm
you told me so
Barely alive,
Gasping for air,
Clinging to your arm,
To be sure that you're there.
You said this would happen,
You begged me so,
I screamed in your face,
And asked you to go.
You took all my blades,
Or so you thought,
There was something hidden,
Something you forgot.
You missed,
A single knife,
With it I tryed,
To take my life.
In the ambulance now,
You're singing to me,
My visions going fuzzy,
I cannot see.
For a moment my vision returns,
In your eye there is a tear,
I look in...
Gasping for air,
Clinging to your arm,
To be sure that you're there.
You said this would happen,
You begged me so,
I screamed in your face,
And asked you to go.
You took all my blades,
Or so you thought,
There was something hidden,
Something you forgot.
You missed,
A single knife,
With it I tryed,
To take my life.
In the ambulance now,
You're singing to me,
My visions going fuzzy,
I cannot see.
For a moment my vision returns,
In your eye there is a tear,
I look in...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th May 2012 1:32am
10th May 2012 1:32am
won't forget you
I wish there were words,
To explain how I feel,
With eachother,
We made a deal.
No cuts for me,
No cuts for you,
I've thought about breaking it,
Dear I know you have too.
Yes I left,
It was for a good cause,
I couldn't risk hurting you,
I needed to take a pause.
Thats just what I've done,
It kills me inside,
The pain it causes,
Behind this smile I hide.
Hope in time you will forgive,
And maybe forget me too,
One thing before I go,
I won't forget you.
To explain how I feel,
With eachother,
We made a deal.
No cuts for me,
No cuts for you,
I've thought about breaking it,
Dear I know you have too.
Yes I left,
It was for a good cause,
I couldn't risk hurting you,
I needed to take a pause.
Thats just what I've done,
It kills me inside,
The pain it causes,
Behind this smile I hide.
Hope in time you will forgive,
And maybe forget me too,
One thing before I go,
I won't forget you.
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th May 2012 00:05am
9th May 2012 00:05am
Reliving the past...
The memories,
They once made me smile,
I run from them now,
An endless chase.
The nights we spent,
In eachothers arms,
They were once what I lived for,
Now they leave scars.
Your gone now,
And I'm stuck reliving the past,
This faint heartbeat of mine,
I don't think it will last.
The sound of your voice,
Still spins in my head,
Maybe just maybe,
I'd be better off dead.
When Your hearts screaming in pain,
You can't listen to your head,
I drag the blade,
While sitting on your side of the bed.
...
They once made me smile,
I run from them now,
An endless chase.
The nights we spent,
In eachothers arms,
They were once what I lived for,
Now they leave scars.
Your gone now,
And I'm stuck reliving the past,
This faint heartbeat of mine,
I don't think it will last.
The sound of your voice,
Still spins in my head,
Maybe just maybe,
I'd be better off dead.
When Your hearts screaming in pain,
You can't listen to your head,
I drag the blade,
While sitting on your side of the bed.
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th May 2012 11:42pm
8th May 2012 11:42pm
Happy Anniversery... </3
Happy anniversery,
I love you my dear,
I just wish,
You were here.
I can't explain,
How I miss you so,
If you wanted me back,
I couldn't say no.
I can't stop thinking,
About how you left,
Since that day,
Every night I've wept.
I miss you,
And all the nights we used to share,
Nothing I've done since,
Could ever compare.
So happy seven months my dear,
I still love you,
I hope your happy,
Maybe in time I can be too.
I want you to know,
I miss you so much,
I want to hear your voice,...
I love you my dear,
I just wish,
You were here.
I can't explain,
How I miss you so,
If you wanted me back,
I couldn't say no.
I can't stop thinking,
About how you left,
Since that day,
Every night I've wept.
I miss you,
And all the nights we used to share,
Nothing I've done since,
Could ever compare.
So happy seven months my dear,
I still love you,
I hope your happy,
Maybe in time I can be too.
I want you to know,
I miss you so much,
I want to hear your voice,...
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