Submissions by girlinthedark
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
15th Aug 2023 6:10pm
15th Aug 2023 6:10pm
The edge
It's like I'm sitting on the edge and all I have to do is push myself off. I want the peacefulness of nothing but of everything. I want the heartache and pain to leave I want to slip into the darkness and never come out.
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Jun 2021 3:15pm
21st Jun 2021 3:15pm
Guns
I was gonna get a gun but my head is screaming at me. If you do you know you'll pull the trigger my head is screaming don't do it turn back but my head is screaming do it the world will be better off my head is screaming do it Noone will care my head is scream no and yes and no all at once but I can't tell my husband all he will say is don't worry the people who say they will do it are the people who don't but my head is screaming you know you will my heart is saying tell someone but my head and voice won't let me I'm scared but also excited my depression is back and Noone can tell and that's...
#depression
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2019 4:18am
3rd Aug 2019 4:18am
I dont know
My mind is foggy and i dont know why
My mind is screaming at me i dont know why
My mind is running a mile a minute
Some one save me from my thoughts
My mind is trying to tell me something
If i only knew what id be happy
Lately i dont know any more
My mind is screaming at me i dont know why
My mind is running a mile a minute
Some one save me from my thoughts
My mind is trying to tell me something
If i only knew what id be happy
Lately i dont know any more
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2019 2:30am
23rd Jun 2019 2:30am
Panic
One day im good
The im in a panic
Not able to breathe
I feel numb and i cant seem
To breathe and thats all
I want to do then im ggod again the
Next few days are good until
Someone or something sets
Me off again and im in a panic everything
Is in slow motion and blurry but wait just breathe but i cant its like swimming trying to reach the surface to breathe but never getting there im panicing please save me from myself
The im in a panic
Not able to breathe
I feel numb and i cant seem
To breathe and thats all
I want to do then im ggod again the
Next few days are good until
Someone or something sets
Me off again and im in a panic everything
Is in slow motion and blurry but wait just breathe but i cant its like swimming trying to reach the surface to breathe but never getting there im panicing please save me from myself
#anxiety
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SELF POEM
Published
27th May 2019 7:56am
27th May 2019 7:56am
Breathe
I all of a sudden cant breathe
I look around me and everyone
Is gone i feel myself falling
Into the black hole of life
I sit in the corner trying to breathe
But i cant the people not
Caring the friends not bothering
To find me im that person who
Has fallen and for this time
I fear its for good
I look around me and everyone
Is gone i feel myself falling
Into the black hole of life
I sit in the corner trying to breathe
But i cant the people not
Caring the friends not bothering
To find me im that person who
Has fallen and for this time
I fear its for good
#depression
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SELF POEM
Published
27th May 2019 7:48am
27th May 2019 7:48am
Love, hate
I love you
I hate you
You blame me
But its okie
Im drowning
In depression
Wish you would notice
I love you
But hate myslef
I hate you but
I love you
We scream
We fight
We make up
We repeat
I love you
Do you love me
I cant take much more
I hate you
I love you
What about me
I hate you
You blame me
But its okie
Im drowning
In depression
Wish you would notice
I love you
But hate myslef
I hate you but
I love you
We scream
We fight
We make up
We repeat
I love you
Do you love me
I cant take much more
I hate you
I love you
What about me
#myself
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2017 6:27am
17th Mar 2017 6:27am
Put down
I've been put down my entire life
And in this poem I will tell you how
I've been beaten and broken
I've been raped and I can tell you know that
I did not ask for it. When I was feeling low all you would do is say you'll get over it. When I felt like I wanted to die you said its just a phase you'll get over it. When you found out I self harmed you told me you do it for attention. When I asked for help you told me I didn't need it in school I was always the odd ball out I was constantly the one they made fun of for being different. Then a few days ago I was told I...
And in this poem I will tell you how
I've been beaten and broken
I've been raped and I can tell you know that
I did not ask for it. When I was feeling low all you would do is say you'll get over it. When I felt like I wanted to die you said its just a phase you'll get over it. When you found out I self harmed you told me you do it for attention. When I asked for help you told me I didn't need it in school I was always the odd ball out I was constantly the one they made fun of for being different. Then a few days ago I was told I...
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2017 4:56am
2nd Jan 2017 4:56am
f**k up
I know I fuck up alot but for once i didn't do shit don't take it out on me the fact that you blame me for everything pisses me off we had a good day until.you turned into a straight up.dick and don't expect me to be pissed I'll just go mute the what will you do huh
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Dec 2016 4:14am
28th Dec 2016 4:14am
f**k you
All you want is sex anymore I'm sick of it I work you work but when I get home don't be asking for sex everyday cause your not getting don't call me a bitch and say I take all your money I say im gonna get something next pay and you go and get it so dont blame me don't be a dick for no reason at all it pisses me I'm done being the person you take it out on so fuck you
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2016 3:34am
3rd Dec 2016 3:34am
Can't wait
I've done things I'm not proud of
I've lost people that I would love to
Have again I've been to places I'd
Dream of going back and
I've been places I don't want to be agian
My depression has come and gone and has come again I've been wanting to feel the very bliss of the beautiful cold metal
Across my skin again but I won't allow my self to go down that road again there is times when I can't get put of bed there are times when I break down but I refuse to sink again I refuse to put everyone threw my dark days so I once again act like everything is fine but I'm the...
I've lost people that I would love to
Have again I've been to places I'd
Dream of going back and
I've been places I don't want to be agian
My depression has come and gone and has come again I've been wanting to feel the very bliss of the beautiful cold metal
Across my skin again but I won't allow my self to go down that road again there is times when I can't get put of bed there are times when I break down but I refuse to sink again I refuse to put everyone threw my dark days so I once again act like everything is fine but I'm the...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Oct 2016 1:32am
11th Oct 2016 1:32am
I cant
I can't i won't do this anymore I'm done you can do it by yourself the fact that I have to do everyrhing around here yes we live at my mom's and yes you work but so do I I'm ready to leave it all behind and go back to the city were I feel at home you need to start to help me what happens when we get a house of our own are you gonna make me do everything by myself
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Oct 2016 4:20am
5th Oct 2016 4:20am
f**k you
You guys can go fuck yourself
You think making fun of me to my boyfriend
Is funny you guys are a horrible family I've done nothing wrong yet you treat me like shit and act like my boyfriend is an angel I'm sick of it im ready to dump him and move because you love him more and when he does shit to me or doesn't do the things you want you blame me I'm sick of it go fuck yourself
You think making fun of me to my boyfriend
Is funny you guys are a horrible family I've done nothing wrong yet you treat me like shit and act like my boyfriend is an angel I'm sick of it im ready to dump him and move because you love him more and when he does shit to me or doesn't do the things you want you blame me I'm sick of it go fuck yourself
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