Panic

One day im good
The im in a panic
Not able to breathe
I feel numb and i cant seem
To breathe and thats all
I want to do then im ggod again the
Next few days are good until
Someone or something sets
Me off again and im in a panic everything
Is in slow motion and blurry but wait just breathe but i cant its like swimming trying to reach the surface to breathe but never getting there im panicing please save me from myself