Submissions by gennalove99 (Genevieve)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have now been writing poetry for nearly 2 years. I think everyone should have something to loose themselves in, and poetry is what I loose myself in (:
Dear World
Dear World,
I can't take this anymore!
The pain is suckng me in, oh lord.
I don't know what I am still here for.
I hope Mutha Natua is happy to be relieved of one more person
I have the gun right now
My life can not worsen
It's all over, let me take a bow
I am tired of the judgment of me
I am tired of slitting my wrists to free pain
I am not even me anymore, can you not see?!
This fucking feeling is driving me insane!
Dear World,
Thank you for nothing
My whole life has been hazy and swirled
My life is ending;I ain't...
I can't take this anymore!
The pain is suckng me in, oh lord.
I don't know what I am still here for.
I hope Mutha Natua is happy to be relieved of one more person
I have the gun right now
My life can not worsen
It's all over, let me take a bow
I am tired of the judgment of me
I am tired of slitting my wrists to free pain
I am not even me anymore, can you not see?!
This fucking feeling is driving me insane!
Dear World,
Thank you for nothing
My whole life has been hazy and swirled
My life is ending;I ain't...
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My Life
My story was a fantasy made long ago
For an old show
I am living my life in a lie
I just wanna break away; is this goodbye?
My life is a dream
Its being lived in this mysterious realm
Half the time I dunno what's going on
For lying to myself was wrong
I live my life in regret and fear
Fake smiles and absolutely no cheer
I cannot live like this any longer
I ain't getting any stronger.
I am hallucinating
My social life is fading
I have nowhere to turn to
God damn I am so through
For an old show
I am living my life in a lie
I just wanna break away; is this goodbye?
My life is a dream
Its being lived in this mysterious realm
Half the time I dunno what's going on
For lying to myself was wrong
I live my life in regret and fear
Fake smiles and absolutely no cheer
I cannot live like this any longer
I ain't getting any stronger.
I am hallucinating
My social life is fading
I have nowhere to turn to
God damn I am so through
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Darkness
This darkness is eating me alive
Will I even survive?
The darkness is sucking me in
I am tempted to let it win.
No one cares anyway
What is there left to say?
This darkness is ruining my life
It makes me pick up a sharp knife.
The darkness; so crude, so deep
I can no longer stand on my feet
It is caressing my soul
The light can't win against the dull
Will I even survive?
The darkness is sucking me in
I am tempted to let it win.
No one cares anyway
What is there left to say?
This darkness is ruining my life
It makes me pick up a sharp knife.
The darkness; so crude, so deep
I can no longer stand on my feet
It is caressing my soul
The light can't win against the dull
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Anger
This feeling builds up inside of me
I wish it could be free
Anger; the only thing I feel these days
I can't fell the sun's rays.
Maybe its my abusive mum
Who I can get no freeom from
Maybe is my druken dad
Who hits me so muchg it is sad
Maybe its those people that make me cut,
The reason everyones trust is shut
Or it could be that every morning at school people point and stare
I guess I give them a scare
Can't a person express themself
Holding these emotions in can't be good for my health
I just wanna quit
And stop...
I wish it could be free
Anger; the only thing I feel these days
I can't fell the sun's rays.
Maybe its my abusive mum
Who I can get no freeom from
Maybe is my druken dad
Who hits me so muchg it is sad
Maybe its those people that make me cut,
The reason everyones trust is shut
Or it could be that every morning at school people point and stare
I guess I give them a scare
Can't a person express themself
Holding these emotions in can't be good for my health
I just wanna quit
And stop...
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The Devil Has Risen
Sometimes I look in the mirrior and have one thought.
The devil has risen
It feels like I have been shot
And went to hell to be recreated as the devil or a demon
The feeling, the evil, is eating away the pain
The devil has risen
It is driving me fucking insane!
I don't have any desision!
I have done wrong, take me away!
The devil has risen
I don't wanna stay!
This is a prison!
My life is no longer worth anything
The devil has risen
Kill me! Lives we can exchange!
I am not a Satanist, this isn't my religion.
The devil has risen
It feels like I have been shot
And went to hell to be recreated as the devil or a demon
The feeling, the evil, is eating away the pain
The devil has risen
It is driving me fucking insane!
I don't have any desision!
I have done wrong, take me away!
The devil has risen
I don't wanna stay!
This is a prison!
My life is no longer worth anything
The devil has risen
Kill me! Lives we can exchange!
I am not a Satanist, this isn't my religion.
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Music
Music, music, it puts on quite a show
It keeps you here yet let's you go
Music expresses what words cannot contain
From a beautiful melody to hellish rain
A beautiful voice; one that you can relate too
This voice tells you what to do
A whispered beat that whispers to your soul
Seizing your very essence and keeping you full
It keeps the cursed knife away from the beautiful flesh,
It is always there wishing you the best
Giving misconceptions of an easy to reach fame
Music is quite a shame
Mixed emotions
Love potions.
Listen readers for you...
It keeps you here yet let's you go
Music expresses what words cannot contain
From a beautiful melody to hellish rain
A beautiful voice; one that you can relate too
This voice tells you what to do
A whispered beat that whispers to your soul
Seizing your very essence and keeping you full
It keeps the cursed knife away from the beautiful flesh,
It is always there wishing you the best
Giving misconceptions of an easy to reach fame
Music is quite a shame
Mixed emotions
Love potions.
Listen readers for you...
745 reads
1 Comment
Heart broken
You seem to crush my heart again and again,
I can't go on and pretend
That even know I am heart broken there is no end,
For myself I must defend
For as many times as he pushes me down,
I just get back up and barely frown
He knows I am heart broken
So he goes outside, gets stressed, starts smokin
You have indirectly given me scars on my wrists,
As much as my hands clench up in fists
Heart broken shouldn't be the way,
On this hell I shouldn't have to stay
I can't go on and pretend
That even know I am heart broken there is no end,
For myself I must defend
For as many times as he pushes me down,
I just get back up and barely frown
He knows I am heart broken
So he goes outside, gets stressed, starts smokin
You have indirectly given me scars on my wrists,
As much as my hands clench up in fists
Heart broken shouldn't be the way,
On this hell I shouldn't have to stay
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8 Comments
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