Submissions by forever_alone117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
31st Oct 2013 1:57am
31st Oct 2013 1:57am
Now You Die
How Dare You Hurt Him
How Dare You Break That Trust
How Dare You Think Its Fine
How Can You Sleep At Night
How Can You Still Flirt With Others
How Can You Know That He's In Pain And Not Care
How I Wish I Could Have Trusted You
How I Wish He Wouldn't Hurt
How I Wish You Would Now. Die.
How Dare You Break That Trust
How Dare You Think Its Fine
How Can You Sleep At Night
How Can You Still Flirt With Others
How Can You Know That He's In Pain And Not Care
How I Wish I Could Have Trusted You
How I Wish He Wouldn't Hurt
How I Wish You Would Now. Die.
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EROTIC POEM
Published
7th Nov 2012 00:49am
7th Nov 2012 00:49am
Remember that night..
Do you remember?
how we started?
You asked me out
One and a half years later,
It was our first time.
Your kiss
Your touch
You undressed me with your eyes
before laying me down on the bed
kissing every piece of skin revealed
i undressed you, my fingers fumbling at buttons and zips
for the twelfth time you asked me if i'm okay
i smile, laying naked in your arms as you put your legs around by waist.
You hold my head and kiss my lips, telling me you love me.
Then the animal came out.
I remember how good it felt
kissing...
how we started?
You asked me out
One and a half years later,
It was our first time.
Your kiss
Your touch
You undressed me with your eyes
before laying me down on the bed
kissing every piece of skin revealed
i undressed you, my fingers fumbling at buttons and zips
for the twelfth time you asked me if i'm okay
i smile, laying naked in your arms as you put your legs around by waist.
You hold my head and kiss my lips, telling me you love me.
Then the animal came out.
I remember how good it felt
kissing...
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Oct 2012 5:42am
11th Oct 2012 5:42am
You would be the death of me
I slowly close my eyes
to fall into the restful slumber of my own demise
but you stop me
torture me
scar me
rape me
all while you tell me you love me
you are my demon
the one that got me in this mess
the devil who killed all my hopes and dreams
starting with the child that is now growing inside me.
i did not ask for this
i did not want this
but what happened, happened
what is done, done
i am your slave
you are my captor.
and i am no longer free to live my life
you will be the death of me
to fall into the restful slumber of my own demise
but you stop me
torture me
scar me
rape me
all while you tell me you love me
you are my demon
the one that got me in this mess
the devil who killed all my hopes and dreams
starting with the child that is now growing inside me.
i did not ask for this
i did not want this
but what happened, happened
what is done, done
i am your slave
you are my captor.
and i am no longer free to live my life
you will be the death of me
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Oct 2012 00:08am
11th Oct 2012 00:08am
Finish Me
Fucking Slit my throat
Let my blood run all over your hands
I'm already dead on the inside thanks to you
Now as the demons haunt me
and the pain has possession over me
I am dying slowly
cut by cut
scar by scar.
its your turn now
see the scars?
see the blood that flows from my veins?
its your turn to take responsibility for your actions
take the blade
press it against my skin
and slide.
its not hard.
Its been done.
You said you would never hurt me.
Well its too fucking late for that.
So finish what you have...
Let my blood run all over your hands
I'm already dead on the inside thanks to you
Now as the demons haunt me
and the pain has possession over me
I am dying slowly
cut by cut
scar by scar.
its your turn now
see the scars?
see the blood that flows from my veins?
its your turn to take responsibility for your actions
take the blade
press it against my skin
and slide.
its not hard.
Its been done.
You said you would never hurt me.
Well its too fucking late for that.
So finish what you have...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
15th Jun 2012 1:40am
15th Jun 2012 1:40am
watching.. waiting
i sit by myself everyday
and watch the world go by around me
figuring out people's story
there is one girl
she is so popular, with all her friends
always smiling, always happy
but her eyes tell me different.
she cries herself to sleep every night
as she listens to her parents screaming at each other downstairs
but no one knows.. except me
there is a boy
he is cool, collected, smart
he has it all going for him, his parents believe he has a great future
but i can see behind the lies
he works his hardest to even try to pass the course...
and watch the world go by around me
figuring out people's story
there is one girl
she is so popular, with all her friends
always smiling, always happy
but her eyes tell me different.
she cries herself to sleep every night
as she listens to her parents screaming at each other downstairs
but no one knows.. except me
there is a boy
he is cool, collected, smart
he has it all going for him, his parents believe he has a great future
but i can see behind the lies
he works his hardest to even try to pass the course...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
5th Jun 2012 1:14am
5th Jun 2012 1:14am
Never knew i could feel this way
oh my god
his smile
the way he looks at me
the way he kisses my neck
the way he teases me
the way he picks me up and places me softly on his bed
oh god the way he turns me on
he is sexy
he is amazing
he is my man
his smile
the way he looks at me
the way he kisses my neck
the way he teases me
the way he picks me up and places me softly on his bed
oh god the way he turns me on
he is sexy
he is amazing
he is my man
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DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Jun 2012 6:01am
1st Jun 2012 6:01am
why didn't it work
i got these pills you see?
prescribed by the doctor.
i have insomnia.
i have half a one and knocks me out for about 12 hours
i looked on the internet you see?
it says with that medication if i take more than 5 i will die
my heart will slow down to the point that i will never wake up again
i was given 16 you see?
two sets of 8, that were supposed to last me a year.
they didn't
i have depression also you see?
it comes and goes but i decided it would not be a good idea to tell the doctor that.
so one night.
my boyfriend had just cheated on...
prescribed by the doctor.
i have insomnia.
i have half a one and knocks me out for about 12 hours
i looked on the internet you see?
it says with that medication if i take more than 5 i will die
my heart will slow down to the point that i will never wake up again
i was given 16 you see?
two sets of 8, that were supposed to last me a year.
they didn't
i have depression also you see?
it comes and goes but i decided it would not be a good idea to tell the doctor that.
so one night.
my boyfriend had just cheated on...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jun 2012 4:24am
1st Jun 2012 4:24am
Sick
When i think of you
i feel sick
physically sick
you make me cry till i throw up
you make me bleed till im pale
you make me scream till i lose my voice
thats what you have done to me
boy i have changed for you
i promised myself i wouldn't let myself for in love again
but i couldn't
and now i wish i had.
i feel sick
physically sick
you make me cry till i throw up
you make me bleed till im pale
you make me scream till i lose my voice
thats what you have done to me
boy i have changed for you
i promised myself i wouldn't let myself for in love again
but i couldn't
and now i wish i had.
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th May 2012 1:25am
24th May 2012 1:25am
Not my problem
it was you and me
you and me against the world
but you made a mistake
a fucking big mistake
sleeping with another girl?
and getting her pregnant...
that is unforgivable
but worse than that was the abortion you wanted for her
that's killing someone.
you make a 'mistake'
now you pay the consequence for it, not kill an innocence life
but i had no say in the decision.
because of course it wasn't my child
but if that is the only way to let it live, i was going to make it mine
she had the child
but wanted nothing more to do with it...
you and me against the world
but you made a mistake
a fucking big mistake
sleeping with another girl?
and getting her pregnant...
that is unforgivable
but worse than that was the abortion you wanted for her
that's killing someone.
you make a 'mistake'
now you pay the consequence for it, not kill an innocence life
but i had no say in the decision.
because of course it wasn't my child
but if that is the only way to let it live, i was going to make it mine
she had the child
but wanted nothing more to do with it...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th May 2012 00:44am
24th May 2012 00:44am
Just Take Two
no one knows my addiction
no one knows my problem
everyone sees the typical boys
the ones that brag about it
but not me...
because no one would understand
every night. i take two
to stop the pain
to close my eyes and
hope that i can sleep that night
no one knows my problem
everyone sees the typical boys
the ones that brag about it
but not me...
because no one would understand
every night. i take two
to stop the pain
to close my eyes and
hope that i can sleep that night
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd May 2012 7:04am
23rd May 2012 7:04am
Scars
Slits
All down my legs
All up my arms
My torso
Everywhere.
The blood is warm
But the memories make me cold
Scars
From past emotional break downs
From times when he tried to kill me
From the times i tried to kill myself.
Your turn.
Bring the knife to my skin
make me bleed
it wont be the first time
and definitely not the last.
Im not weak
I don't cry
I don't scream
But i'm not strong
I still feel pain
and until i can't feel anything anymore
the scars will keep coming
The are the only thing in my life...
All down my legs
All up my arms
My torso
Everywhere.
The blood is warm
But the memories make me cold
Scars
From past emotional break downs
From times when he tried to kill me
From the times i tried to kill myself.
Your turn.
Bring the knife to my skin
make me bleed
it wont be the first time
and definitely not the last.
Im not weak
I don't cry
I don't scream
But i'm not strong
I still feel pain
and until i can't feel anything anymore
the scars will keep coming
The are the only thing in my life...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd May 2012 5:28am
22nd May 2012 5:28am
the darkness of winter
i love winter
its not because of the cold nights
cuddled under the warm blankets
its not because of the warm cuddles
as the wind blows around me
its because of the nice long jumpers
and the jeans that keep my ankles warm
because no one can see my pain
no one can see my addiction
no one can know about the scars.. and they dont
all because its winter
its not because of the cold nights
cuddled under the warm blankets
its not because of the warm cuddles
as the wind blows around me
its because of the nice long jumpers
and the jeans that keep my ankles warm
because no one can see my pain
no one can see my addiction
no one can know about the scars.. and they dont
all because its winter
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