Submissions by flowerchildmeshely (Flowerchildmeshelly)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My favorite quote .....i have not left on the right side of my brain ....and nothing right on the left side of my brain ......why do I think at all........lol
Ask me now?
Written with my pen and sealed with my kiss..if you see me you see a true friendship.....but please answer me this.Are we friends or are we not?....you told me once but I plum forgot.So tell me now...and tell me true....so I finally can say I'm here for you. Of all the people I ever met...or a dream of mine who I never forget....if I die before you do....I'll go to a designer heaven and wait for you.Ill give him back my angel wings and risk my loss of everything...because there is no risk I wouldn't do to have a loyal friend like you....you have shown me love in many forms ....you have...
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Homeless Friend
To have no home is to show your brave...to learn your nothing to people you know...scares me to death and then feelings show....you need one person to let you feel normal...you need on blanket to warm u....u need to buy shoes because your sandals are wrong ....all this and your Heart remains strong...your head shouts and your eyes cry and you find yourself asking God really? Why? Sometimes when u are laying awake hungry with a stomach ache you remember a time when Mosquitos were fine bc you could walk in your home and they would leave you alone...little things weren't so bad cause your tv...
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Diana The Queen
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Never stopped love
Today I was to tell u what happened....why I did what I did. Before I gave u away I said it was nothing big...I wanted to keep y'all I wanted to stand tall but tryed a I did my addiction put up a harsh wall... My drug abuse started to play game a an party I met ur dad an my whole world was sad...he said I was safe I never had a place.... Soon u born my first and he hated u and cursed bc u were a girl not a boy to him u were a doll just a toy.... So he beat me up Dailey I swore I would stay so u would have a home where u could play.... Your brother came next and it got somewhat sweeter but I...
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Herion army
The spoon sat on the candle in a tray shaped spoon,fire from the candle making a brown pool o water the needle will bring out its style , my hands shaky can't do nothing till after while ,the veins. Damage calling for the shooter to make sure it hits.the ship sinks to the cold bathroom floor like it has so many times before.should I tie up my arm or should I do it on feelings alone. Finally it's done and I'm in a zone... As it enters my body my thoughts creep to an outta body...so many days like this ... Feelings without u I can't skip being sick ....somehow I it win wanna hear my burden its...
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placebo of herion
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The way my brain see the world
I lookup and I see a blank stare.....I see the glares from people who don't care....do I dare....show them a side of me that really rare...a small part of my mental art. Crazy isn't learned......can't find a book .....crazy is earned...with a say a society brought on by unnecessary concerned. Natural for me is to pretend I put my shoes on wrong again...I smile when a smile is not due and laugh at the mistake I made with shoes....who care what they say that was the highlight of my new day.....so stare at me please.....I gabbed your eyesight now ur trapped in my light ....god gave it to...
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Friends with trust so rare
Sitting in the bubble room..I see smiles...people looking....truth gratitude aimed right for you....this bubble of people know whose in the room ... We are mentally glued ....together loyalty shows true....no body has two faced...we are brothers sailing the sea...part of this click of that perfect ,priceless,population of awesome world harmonies ....sitting in our safe room the drugs become a mind bloom...all in this room have earn the highest honor given ....they believe in... One life is worth living .....the windows are covered doors are locked ....we don't care about how it is outside we...
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God Sit Me Down
Can I trust you....are you real? So many times I thought I knew...Can you show me...Can I once feel how real you are? Does God own a house....can I walk up and just knock ....can he sit and have coffee.... Would he sit and just talk....some time that why a person has crisis of faith....can my human creator become what he creates.....to many times I want a person A human body of mind....and I believe to surely see god.... Then he would surely see me.....I would love to hear why he created me.... I would cry over a written diary of me.... I get afraid with no answers to my life ... Please...
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Deadley dealer card
Waiting for the call from my dealer, he holds the deck he hold all the cards, he holds all the chips.... He can afford a double dip. He is smart he knows ill wait...bc he know ill crave that hit. Today it's a really bad ache... A long wait to scratch my itch and my dealer is being a bitch. Waiting on the edge of a knife ....that's the reality of a junkies life. He is waiting for me to call. Waiting for me to trip. Dealers live for us to crack it's a dealers kick. When u call alot he will catch amnesia like he fucking forgot . I'm hating the monster I can become I can't go to bed.. He needs to...
#drugs
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SongWriter
a poem or song slowely comes to mind...some wonderful lyrical rhyme...but something one of a kind...and surley one of my kind...im just a girl one comic blink...god gave me the power to never not think....i dont have to think hard to lyrically speak...i can write many songs in only one week...vocal i never speak... i just seek for someone to sing them...i want to be a loud writer...i want to teach...somebody i can lyrical reach...i want a beautiful sound coming out of any room...in my head there is plenty of muse ....it a power i have that is pro-longed...the music world is where i...
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Moment Like Mine
MOMENTS LIKE THIS MAKE MY FAVORITE LIST...TO THE MANY TIMES I DONT SMILE....I HAVENT SMILED IN QUITE AWHILE.....TODAY WAS LIKE A BRIGHT SUNBEAM...LOTS OF MOMENTS OF CLARITY....SHOWS LIFE HAS GREAT RARITY....SO MUCH POSITIVE GRAVITY....SEEING ADOLESENCE SMILING SWEET FACES...ALL AROUND MY AURA I GOT GREAT KARMA...THIS BEAUTY SURPRISES BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH INSECURITY AROUND ME DAILEY....SO MANY TEARS DRY ME...CRACKS MY SOUL DRY....LIFE SOMETIMES ELIGHTENS THATS DRY WITH GODS ROLE...KILLING ALL THE DEMON GOALS...GOD HAS MY BACK I WORK WITH HIM ON MY OWN TIME...HE GIVES ME MY LYRICAL RHYME TO...
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