The way my brain see the world

I lookup and I see a blank stare.....I see the glares from people who don't care....do I dare....show them a side of me that really rare...a small part of my mental art. Crazy isn't learned......can't find a book .....crazy is earned...with a say a society brought on by unnecessary concerned. Natural for me is to pretend I put my shoes on wrong again...I smile when a smile is not due and laugh at the mistake I made with shoes....who care what they say that was the highlight of my new day.....so stare at me please.....I gabbed your eyesight now ur trapped in my light ....god gave it to me....it lovely and it's free...when u stare me down I know that day I was a funny clown .....ill hold my head High as I walk away ...bc my power of life made u see me today ...remember one day as u think she is so strange...I'm human and here and I won't go away from a small blank stare you gave me today .... People who see like out of the box.... Have done great things that normal forgot....if u watch how simple it is....suffering and stupid wouldn't have to exsist....it not a mind trick....or a unlucky guess ... I would rather have crazy when normals at it best....so stare ur stares and say what people say I will go one being different ...so you're world can be magnificent...I'm beautiful I won't be told ....that I'm not worth this beautiful world