Submissions by fake_reality
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
8th Jul 2012 9:38pm
8th Jul 2012 9:38pm
need
need grows by pain
suppresses my thoughts that where sane
now its just desire
it just takes me a little higher
a little farther away from my pain with a knife in my legs
just takes the heavy bleeding heart it segs
low like my thoughts i have
i am a slave
to my hurt
but maybe if i weren't
so empty... but here i go again winying
i could get out of my binding
i am trying my hard
but i know i owe you all so much when i'm better i'll give you a card
my ace
thats all i have to give in this place
if i had four i'd give them to you...
suppresses my thoughts that where sane
now its just desire
it just takes me a little higher
a little farther away from my pain with a knife in my legs
just takes the heavy bleeding heart it segs
low like my thoughts i have
i am a slave
to my hurt
but maybe if i weren't
so empty... but here i go again winying
i could get out of my binding
i am trying my hard
but i know i owe you all so much when i'm better i'll give you a card
my ace
thats all i have to give in this place
if i had four i'd give them to you...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jul 2012 9:18am
8th Jul 2012 9:18am
my problem
it seems to my sadness more and more no one will ever love me
the one inside
i'm told its cuz i'm to strong coming on
but why is everyone so quick when it comes to my dick
do they care not for me ever?
cuz i do them...
i just wanted to hold and love tell the morning knowing someone wanted me
but they seem to want me all hot tell they dirty another pair of panties
will anyone want the one driving? the one steering the one under here?
it just happens over and over...
i want to drowned them in my never ending love
not squirts of cum...
but i answer...
the one inside
i'm told its cuz i'm to strong coming on
but why is everyone so quick when it comes to my dick
do they care not for me ever?
cuz i do them...
i just wanted to hold and love tell the morning knowing someone wanted me
but they seem to want me all hot tell they dirty another pair of panties
will anyone want the one driving? the one steering the one under here?
it just happens over and over...
i want to drowned them in my never ending love
not squirts of cum...
but i answer...
835 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jul 2012 2:39am
8th Jul 2012 2:39am
broken again
my hearts broken again
i gave it away so freely it feels like a sin
i loved and lost and wanted to die
so i said goodbye
but people love me and wouldn't let me leave
now i wanna pull up my sleave
and morn love the best way i know how
but my ways are wrong i know the now
i'm sick i'm demented but i don't care
i'll just have to change what i where
to hide the cuts the burns make my outside like my inside
i'm told to eat but i can't i won't not tell i'm as wide as my dried up heart
i'm dieing inside i just wanna do it on the outside to part...
i gave it away so freely it feels like a sin
i loved and lost and wanted to die
so i said goodbye
but people love me and wouldn't let me leave
now i wanna pull up my sleave
and morn love the best way i know how
but my ways are wrong i know the now
i'm sick i'm demented but i don't care
i'll just have to change what i where
to hide the cuts the burns make my outside like my inside
i'm told to eat but i can't i won't not tell i'm as wide as my dried up heart
i'm dieing inside i just wanna do it on the outside to part...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Jul 2012 3:47pm
7th Jul 2012 3:47pm
names
why does this have to be this way
your so scared of opening your heart all the way
baby why is it this way
the names i say
you say
i may not say
part of me doesn't want this pay
the other half is glad to pay
and the rest doesn't want to stay here as long as you say this is what i must pay
o my love logic says i must go away
before its to late and shallow thoughts say go away
but i can't go away
i don't take the easy way so i must stay
i know what your worth so i must stay
i've made you smile and you loved me so sweetly so i must stay...
your so scared of opening your heart all the way
baby why is it this way
the names i say
you say
i may not say
part of me doesn't want this pay
the other half is glad to pay
and the rest doesn't want to stay here as long as you say this is what i must pay
o my love logic says i must go away
before its to late and shallow thoughts say go away
but i can't go away
i don't take the easy way so i must stay
i know what your worth so i must stay
i've made you smile and you loved me so sweetly so i must stay...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Jul 2012 3:47pm
7th Jul 2012 3:47pm
torn
last night i made the same mistake
i picked up that phone
i let her work her magic
let her clam me down
talk me down
i was so ready to go
ready to end this
but no i let her talk me down
i know she loves me shes my best friend
but i didn't wanna stay i still don't
i live because others need me alive
but i've wanted to die for so long
no
not really die just stop the pain
any way i can
i just wanted to leave
i don't see what she sees in me
i don't see what anybody else sees
all i see is a winy self centered bitch that needs...
i picked up that phone
i let her work her magic
let her clam me down
talk me down
i was so ready to go
ready to end this
but no i let her talk me down
i know she loves me shes my best friend
but i didn't wanna stay i still don't
i live because others need me alive
but i've wanted to die for so long
no
not really die just stop the pain
any way i can
i just wanted to leave
i don't see what she sees in me
i don't see what anybody else sees
all i see is a winy self centered bitch that needs...
782 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Jul 2012 5:43am
6th Jul 2012 5:43am
shorty
i know i went to fast
i'm sorry i did
i felt warm again
but warmer than i ever did
last night...
you filled me up with love
i couldn't say no
i couldn't slow down
part of me wanted to
but i fell so quick
i needed someone
and i think you did to
it gets so dark
so dim
you made me happy
when you said you didn't care how far we where
i knew you where for me
i fell in love quick than i fall asleep
you made me happy i made you happy
that was all that mattered
to know i make you smile thats all i wanted
and you...
i'm sorry i did
i felt warm again
but warmer than i ever did
last night...
you filled me up with love
i couldn't say no
i couldn't slow down
part of me wanted to
but i fell so quick
i needed someone
and i think you did to
it gets so dark
so dim
you made me happy
when you said you didn't care how far we where
i knew you where for me
i fell in love quick than i fall asleep
you made me happy i made you happy
that was all that mattered
to know i make you smile thats all i wanted
and you...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Jul 2012 1:29am
6th Jul 2012 1:29am
seeded field
i love you now
heart is now gone again
days of green are back
you flow though me like water in a seeded field
you bring the life back in me
i know your with me wherever i go
i'd do anything you asked
you are my shorty
all 5 one of you
you made me happy again and i don't want this to ever go
i love it when you smile
i love it when you wanna get close
i love it when you get me wild
but i love just being in your presents more
now i think ahead i'm happy now
marriage kids
i just wanna do it all with you
heart is now gone again
days of green are back
you flow though me like water in a seeded field
you bring the life back in me
i know your with me wherever i go
i'd do anything you asked
you are my shorty
all 5 one of you
you made me happy again and i don't want this to ever go
i love it when you smile
i love it when you wanna get close
i love it when you get me wild
but i love just being in your presents more
now i think ahead i'm happy now
marriage kids
i just wanna do it all with you
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Jul 2012 4:01pm
5th Jul 2012 4:01pm
waking up
when i woke up
i looked up
and the first thing that came to mind was you
you've done me in you own me and you choose where i move
i'd do just about anything for you baby
and maybe
this will last a lifetime
cuz you light up my world like a well stranded christmas pine
you fill the holes with happiness and joy
i love being your boy
so please take me and never let this end
i know i have sinned
but you make me wanna do everything right
make everything in my world bright
and knowing i make you smile
makes me just wanna hug you for a...
i looked up
and the first thing that came to mind was you
you've done me in you own me and you choose where i move
i'd do just about anything for you baby
and maybe
this will last a lifetime
cuz you light up my world like a well stranded christmas pine
you fill the holes with happiness and joy
i love being your boy
so please take me and never let this end
i know i have sinned
but you make me wanna do everything right
make everything in my world bright
and knowing i make you smile
makes me just wanna hug you for a...
763 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Jul 2012 6:07am
5th Jul 2012 6:07am
new regret
time
space
distance
fading reality
slowly
i've forgotten much
when i get a little taste it moves me wildly
i've forgotten the taste of lust
being wanted
it makes me so hot
but after so cold when i realize what i've done
i forget what it was like and i lost it
i did exactly what she asked
now i regret
my dick it brings me nothing good
nothing i want
now i remember
i made a mistake
i didn't know
what i was doing
i hurt myself i sold my dignity and got nothing
now i remember why i hide so much
i stay away...
space
distance
fading reality
slowly
i've forgotten much
when i get a little taste it moves me wildly
i've forgotten the taste of lust
being wanted
it makes me so hot
but after so cold when i realize what i've done
i forget what it was like and i lost it
i did exactly what she asked
now i regret
my dick it brings me nothing good
nothing i want
now i remember
i made a mistake
i didn't know
what i was doing
i hurt myself i sold my dignity and got nothing
now i remember why i hide so much
i stay away...
826 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
2nd Jul 2012 10:15pm
2nd Jul 2012 10:15pm
Alexa Burke
i came when days where of dark
i put a in a spark
it ignited
but you where always shortsighted
love flourished
and i felt encouraged
to make you better inside
but i always implied
and you as well
that the distance between us was nothing more than water out of a well
well i trusted you to much
and in return such
a lie you told
you hid the truth i sold my heart but for so low you really stoled
you know you could have told me
you could have showed me
if that was at all the truth
but i was never a sleuth
i trusted you to much...
i put a in a spark
it ignited
but you where always shortsighted
love flourished
and i felt encouraged
to make you better inside
but i always implied
and you as well
that the distance between us was nothing more than water out of a well
well i trusted you to much
and in return such
a lie you told
you hid the truth i sold my heart but for so low you really stoled
you know you could have told me
you could have showed me
if that was at all the truth
but i was never a sleuth
i trusted you to much...
823 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 6:08am
2nd Jul 2012 6:08am
different
i felt different today
when i wanted to die
i had my knife ready
but i felt funny
i didn't wanna go
i felt closer to this world
needed wanted like
like i fit somehow
it was nice
i put the knife down carla said too
she was mad and i did
i kinda liked someone giving a shit :)
even if shes mad she cared
thats someone:)
when i wanted to die
i had my knife ready
but i felt funny
i didn't wanna go
i felt closer to this world
needed wanted like
like i fit somehow
it was nice
i put the knife down carla said too
she was mad and i did
i kinda liked someone giving a shit :)
even if shes mad she cared
thats someone:)
612 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 1:45am
2nd Jul 2012 1:45am
my reasons
sometimes i wander why i am so anti social timid hide so much
isolate myself
but when i get out
i see the girls
with their shorts and there juicy ass
the curves the legs
it reminds me
i'm horny
how i wish to fuck them tell they squirt
the guys
there tight shirts ripped abs little facial hair short jeans
they have that confidant look a little ass
i just wanna be on my knees and suck i want my anus to be violated
i wanna be treated like a bitch
and soon after i remember
i get sad
i don't have any sex
hell i haven't even had a...
isolate myself
but when i get out
i see the girls
with their shorts and there juicy ass
the curves the legs
it reminds me
i'm horny
how i wish to fuck them tell they squirt
the guys
there tight shirts ripped abs little facial hair short jeans
they have that confidant look a little ass
i just wanna be on my knees and suck i want my anus to be violated
i wanna be treated like a bitch
and soon after i remember
i get sad
i don't have any sex
hell i haven't even had a...
788 reads
0 Comments
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