Submissions by fake_reality
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2013 4:57am
23rd Dec 2013 4:57am
cursed
i beath cursed by the days that are time
i am doomed a life of falling wellness
only to reflect on the good that was yesterday
only to look to the past as the golden days
and then they seemed the worst days
and as i look back i am blind to the future i am being dragged into
and now i am held back by any hope of being free
by the pain and hate, sowwrow that has bred into my chains
my weights are heavy and strong
and i fear i will never leave
i am worse than the year before
and i wish in my hope that being stripped of so much
i can become great...
i am doomed a life of falling wellness
only to reflect on the good that was yesterday
only to look to the past as the golden days
and then they seemed the worst days
and as i look back i am blind to the future i am being dragged into
and now i am held back by any hope of being free
by the pain and hate, sowwrow that has bred into my chains
my weights are heavy and strong
and i fear i will never leave
i am worse than the year before
and i wish in my hope that being stripped of so much
i can become great...
1017 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
19th Dec 2013 3:54am
19th Dec 2013 3:54am
solitude rant
how do you describe solitude
the nagging sensation
feeling so distant from everything
as if all that you can hear
is the typing of your keyboard the breaths you take
but mostly the silence
its so loud at times it almost causes physical pain
lean your head into your pillow and feel the throb of your heart
the deep set pain that longs for company
and it gets so lonely at times
even in the thickest crowds
it feels like no one exist
the umbilical cord to the world is detached
and you know in your heart you are alone
you know you have no...
the nagging sensation
feeling so distant from everything
as if all that you can hear
is the typing of your keyboard the breaths you take
but mostly the silence
its so loud at times it almost causes physical pain
lean your head into your pillow and feel the throb of your heart
the deep set pain that longs for company
and it gets so lonely at times
even in the thickest crowds
it feels like no one exist
the umbilical cord to the world is detached
and you know in your heart you are alone
you know you have no...
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Dec 2013 5:23am
13th Dec 2013 5:23am
how i long
how i long to be loved
to be looked upon for that which i am
with eyes of admiration
not just admiration
but the eyes that see through you
the eyes that love you
the eyes that you can talk to
the eyes that control you in ways you can't describe
to have someone press against you
trusting you
warming so much more than your arms
and in the way you lift them
they lift your heart so high
that it feels like it could brake in joy
so high you forget to be scared
of how far you can fall
when you are intoxicated...
to be looked upon for that which i am
with eyes of admiration
not just admiration
but the eyes that see through you
the eyes that love you
the eyes that you can talk to
the eyes that control you in ways you can't describe
to have someone press against you
trusting you
warming so much more than your arms
and in the way you lift them
they lift your heart so high
that it feels like it could brake in joy
so high you forget to be scared
of how far you can fall
when you are intoxicated...
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Dec 2013 5:16am
11th Dec 2013 5:16am
goast
what is it to walk as a goest
to be seen clearly as a blur go you burns out
to be heard as a whisper of yourself
to be talked about but nothing is known about you
to pass though the halls of hell
in a shell that was yourself
to bleed no matter your control
the worst of yourself to others
to be talked about as a monster
to be laughed at
humiliated hated and distrusted
yet no one has ever spent a hour with you
to be put and locked away in a pin
with 3000 other creatures
forced into a place a shell
that is my goest
...
to be seen clearly as a blur go you burns out
to be heard as a whisper of yourself
to be talked about but nothing is known about you
to pass though the halls of hell
in a shell that was yourself
to bleed no matter your control
the worst of yourself to others
to be talked about as a monster
to be laughed at
humiliated hated and distrusted
yet no one has ever spent a hour with you
to be put and locked away in a pin
with 3000 other creatures
forced into a place a shell
that is my goest
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2013 4:56pm
10th Dec 2013 4:56pm
Time
As time lingers on my heart Aches
And time will never fill the hole that's left
But through time can the pain of moments
Grow softer
More peaceful does time make the soul
It grows into the pain
It becomes close but never loved
It is the closeness of living togather
The most straining part of it all
Is living without love
Without love there is no humanity in us
Without love does our soul die
And death is what feels so sweet
Wanting it like this
Is something evil in its idea
And all I truly want is love
...
And time will never fill the hole that's left
But through time can the pain of moments
Grow softer
More peaceful does time make the soul
It grows into the pain
It becomes close but never loved
It is the closeness of living togather
The most straining part of it all
Is living without love
Without love there is no humanity in us
Without love does our soul die
And death is what feels so sweet
Wanting it like this
Is something evil in its idea
And all I truly want is love
...
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DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2013 5:38am
31st Aug 2013 5:38am
A Place of no Known Warmth
this is done as a school project
please give it a while to warm up
and comment please
Through the depths of human sin
The magic that should not be touched
The faint glimpses that should not be seen
Hell can be but glimpsed
A place where the sinners unholy will suffer
With doors written “thou who enter have been dammed to that of dirt”
Upon entering is the stench
And it is mightier than the sword or pen
Thousands of burning sinners disease run rapid
Worse than this is the smell of humans never bathed
Here water falls...
please give it a while to warm up
and comment please
Through the depths of human sin
The magic that should not be touched
The faint glimpses that should not be seen
Hell can be but glimpsed
A place where the sinners unholy will suffer
With doors written “thou who enter have been dammed to that of dirt”
Upon entering is the stench
And it is mightier than the sword or pen
Thousands of burning sinners disease run rapid
Worse than this is the smell of humans never bathed
Here water falls...
761 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Jul 2013 6:06am
21st Jul 2013 6:06am
still
every day i drag on
singing the same sad song
just another day just another wrong to come my day
i hold my head up in silence keeping my tears at bay
my soul has become a still
and my life all seems a bad pill
here i rot in pain
staying all the same
waiting for someone who wants what i can give
but until then i lay here with a hear leaking as a shiv
it all seems so distant
the world and ever thing in it
but i am persistent
so when the call is insistent
i try and put my tools of distraction down
and i feel the desire pound
i...
singing the same sad song
just another day just another wrong to come my day
i hold my head up in silence keeping my tears at bay
my soul has become a still
and my life all seems a bad pill
here i rot in pain
staying all the same
waiting for someone who wants what i can give
but until then i lay here with a hear leaking as a shiv
it all seems so distant
the world and ever thing in it
but i am persistent
so when the call is insistent
i try and put my tools of distraction down
and i feel the desire pound
i...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
8th Jul 2013 5:02am
8th Jul 2013 5:02am
my lovely weakened
this is something i wrote to my dad after he hurt me over a chair i figured its a good read in a messed up way
completely unedited
i put it in a letter with a hundred dollar bill and dad written on the front
had to be carful with my words
Dear dad,
I have been up many hours at night thinking. Of how something of the material world would cause such an uproar. I do apologize about the accident and, braking your chair I am heavier than I thought. As a maturing human being I have my own thoughts and feelings and, I have yet to see any reason to attack...
completely unedited
i put it in a letter with a hundred dollar bill and dad written on the front
had to be carful with my words
Dear dad,
I have been up many hours at night thinking. Of how something of the material world would cause such an uproar. I do apologize about the accident and, braking your chair I am heavier than I thought. As a maturing human being I have my own thoughts and feelings and, I have yet to see any reason to attack...
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DARK POEM
Published
13th May 2013 8:37pm
13th May 2013 8:37pm
safety
what is it to have safety
to be safe through isolation
to be ready to take another over material
to loath your world for the distance it is
what does it matter to be safe from the world
if your not safe from yourself
if your world is broken and sad
if your drowning in your own pain
what does it matter if someone broke me again
since all that i am
is defined by the pain that lies in me
with a deep hate that rots the heart
sadly i am not so ignorant
i'm far to gone to be broken
my world is an...
to be safe through isolation
to be ready to take another over material
to loath your world for the distance it is
what does it matter to be safe from the world
if your not safe from yourself
if your world is broken and sad
if your drowning in your own pain
what does it matter if someone broke me again
since all that i am
is defined by the pain that lies in me
with a deep hate that rots the heart
sadly i am not so ignorant
i'm far to gone to be broken
my world is an...
743 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
6th May 2013 10:19pm
6th May 2013 10:19pm
unyeilding
today is as yesterday
over two years and its the same way
the same emotion
stuck in the same ocaen
the simplest of things brought this ocean of pain to bare
so much care
again i saw her
and again this ocean undid itself
all my work to cover and make it feel soild came undone
came to class and there she was
this felt as if my frist wall was broken like glass
but solid i felt
num and safe
this was nothing more than a colloge recuter and some students
but to me it was hell
slowly i remembered how i love her
how i care
how it was...
over two years and its the same way
the same emotion
stuck in the same ocaen
the simplest of things brought this ocean of pain to bare
so much care
again i saw her
and again this ocean undid itself
all my work to cover and make it feel soild came undone
came to class and there she was
this felt as if my frist wall was broken like glass
but solid i felt
num and safe
this was nothing more than a colloge recuter and some students
but to me it was hell
slowly i remembered how i love her
how i care
how it was...
731 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Apr 2013 10:28pm
4th Apr 2013 10:28pm
how could you
theres a freind i have...
who's had wrong happen
she is a buetiful girl
and she desserves the world
she has such hardship
and shes nothing of a bitch
so how could she suffer
from the world being crul
jokes not funny but written in stone
things not nice but hurts to the bone
i don't know her very youthful years
but i know her now
and its been hard years
how could anyone
rape this young flower
and abuse her in such a manner
how could she ever bare a child
a child never ment to be
with such a crul...
who's had wrong happen
she is a buetiful girl
and she desserves the world
she has such hardship
and shes nothing of a bitch
so how could she suffer
from the world being crul
jokes not funny but written in stone
things not nice but hurts to the bone
i don't know her very youthful years
but i know her now
and its been hard years
how could anyone
rape this young flower
and abuse her in such a manner
how could she ever bare a child
a child never ment to be
with such a crul...
937 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Apr 2013 10:11pm
4th Apr 2013 10:11pm
lil poem
ok got off track got a joke...
where it says extreme content i almost put a yes becuse i'm always extream. hope i'm not chuckling alone.
thank you for reading through the fun little prefilm film the reason you came will be here in a molment... (lights dim)
when you look my way the world slows down
when your in my arms its just natrual
its just that feeling thats so right
to be in your company
when i go to kiss you
i forget everything but you
the feeling you give me is an atraction
that i can't stop
when i make you smile my world...
where it says extreme content i almost put a yes becuse i'm always extream. hope i'm not chuckling alone.
thank you for reading through the fun little prefilm film the reason you came will be here in a molment... (lights dim)
when you look my way the world slows down
when your in my arms its just natrual
its just that feeling thats so right
to be in your company
when i go to kiss you
i forget everything but you
the feeling you give me is an atraction
that i can't stop
when i make you smile my world...
707 reads
1 Comment
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