Submissions by fake_reality
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
wish
how i wish you weren't blind
you see all the ugly in yourself
all the wrong
everything you do is a flaw
in your eyes
you only see yourself as ugly
but your not
your the most beautiful girl i have ever met
you so kind, sweet
your clingy.... but i love that your always here...
i need to be needed
i need a woman who looks up at me
who reminds me to be a man
to do the right thing
who loves me for who i am
who is as lost in me as i am in you
your that to me baby
my everything
you see all the ugly in yourself
all the wrong
everything you do is a flaw
in your eyes
you only see yourself as ugly
but your not
your the most beautiful girl i have ever met
you so kind, sweet
your clingy.... but i love that your always here...
i need to be needed
i need a woman who looks up at me
who reminds me to be a man
to do the right thing
who loves me for who i am
who is as lost in me as i am in you
your that to me baby
my everything
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What you do to me
How this moves me
Being in so deep with you
Having my heart exposed
Letting you in
So far you can destroy me
But I love you so much
Trust everything you are
Know that your the one
I wish I could have found you sooner
Wish I could be there
I'm ready to spend all that I am with
I sleep because of you
I dream because of you
I love because of you
And I love you with all my heart
Being in so deep with you
Having my heart exposed
Letting you in
So far you can destroy me
But I love you so much
Trust everything you are
Know that your the one
I wish I could have found you sooner
Wish I could be there
I'm ready to spend all that I am with
I sleep because of you
I dream because of you
I love because of you
And I love you with all my heart
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How my love
How my love never ends
My soul is clam at last
And I'm always thinking of you
How sweet and perfect you are
And I can not wait for the day when we can be togather
I love you so much and my love never rest
I can't imagine life without you
Your soul and mine our two halfs made to be one
I dream of you I breathe you
I've never been so scared
But I don't care I love you with all my heart
And I trust you
You make me so happy I could cry
Your the most amazing girl I have ever met
And I know where ment to be
Even now I could cry I'm so...
My soul is clam at last
And I'm always thinking of you
How sweet and perfect you are
And I can not wait for the day when we can be togather
I love you so much and my love never rest
I can't imagine life without you
Your soul and mine our two halfs made to be one
I dream of you I breathe you
I've never been so scared
But I don't care I love you with all my heart
And I trust you
You make me so happy I could cry
Your the most amazing girl I have ever met
And I know where ment to be
Even now I could cry I'm so...
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My baby
This girls taking my heart
She's taking me fast
And I've never met anyone like her
She's everything I've wanted
And I've finely found my love
I've never felt so calm in my heart
And yet so full of love
I love her
and I never want to let her go
I wanna be her everything
To make her smile
To warm her heart
To complete her soul
To satisfy her lust
She's my baby
And I love her so
She's taking me fast
And I've never met anyone like her
She's everything I've wanted
And I've finely found my love
I've never felt so calm in my heart
And yet so full of love
I love her
and I never want to let her go
I wanna be her everything
To make her smile
To warm her heart
To complete her soul
To satisfy her lust
She's my baby
And I love her so
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I don't know how
I don't know how
You make my heart jump
I don't know why I care so much
But I'm falling for you
Falling fast and hard
This feels different than before
I feel confort and safety in you
And I want nothing more than to spend my time with you
I want to burry myself inside you and never leave
You make my soul smile
And
I don't know how
You make my heart jump
You make my heart jump
I don't know why I care so much
But I'm falling for you
Falling fast and hard
This feels different than before
I feel confort and safety in you
And I want nothing more than to spend my time with you
I want to burry myself inside you and never leave
You make my soul smile
And
I don't know how
You make my heart jump
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Help me
Every day is cold hollow
Hollow from the holes in my heart
Yet warm to
Heated below by the dying love flowing from my heart
Here I am at what should be my future
Bursting in excitement and dreams
And yet getting up is strainous
Living is impossible
So I exists in hurt heartbreak pain emptiness
Wishing I could believe
Believe in a future happiness love hope
But I'm to far gone
I don't know where if anywhere I am going
I'm in limbo
Being streamed along
The only thing standing still is me
A relic to the ages
slowly washing...
Hollow from the holes in my heart
Yet warm to
Heated below by the dying love flowing from my heart
Here I am at what should be my future
Bursting in excitement and dreams
And yet getting up is strainous
Living is impossible
So I exists in hurt heartbreak pain emptiness
Wishing I could believe
Believe in a future happiness love hope
But I'm to far gone
I don't know where if anywhere I am going
I'm in limbo
Being streamed along
The only thing standing still is me
A relic to the ages
slowly washing...
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Hope
Blessed be the day that my heart cesces to sink
The day that love is shared instead if just given
The day that my bed lays cold and empty no more
My deepest thoughts can be shared
And someone will give themselfs to me
And I can love protect and charish them
How badly I need to be needed
I want someone to beg for me
Not just in deep lust
But them the beg for my company my care
How I wish this day to come but I fear it never will
Blessed be the day when I shed my darkness
That someone gives me the love that fuals me
I hope this day exist ...
The day that love is shared instead if just given
The day that my bed lays cold and empty no more
My deepest thoughts can be shared
And someone will give themselfs to me
And I can love protect and charish them
How badly I need to be needed
I want someone to beg for me
Not just in deep lust
But them the beg for my company my care
How I wish this day to come but I fear it never will
Blessed be the day when I shed my darkness
That someone gives me the love that fuals me
I hope this day exist ...
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Care
How betral burns
The mixxed pains of suffering
Hating a person that you love
Loving a person you hate
A person who doesn't care
Who dropped me because someone else could give more
Without a care in the world
And she will go on without caring
Forgetting me
And I remember
I remember every person I loved everyday
I go through the pain everyday
And they will never know
I will cry and suffer and hurt everyday
And they move on and never know or care
My heart will bleed every moment
And they will smile and laugh in there world
As...
The mixxed pains of suffering
Hating a person that you love
Loving a person you hate
A person who doesn't care
Who dropped me because someone else could give more
Without a care in the world
And she will go on without caring
Forgetting me
And I remember
I remember every person I loved everyday
I go through the pain everyday
And they will never know
I will cry and suffer and hurt everyday
And they move on and never know or care
My heart will bleed every moment
And they will smile and laugh in there world
As...
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Empty
How empty I am
Broken again
My heart has been shattered by love
My only freind gone
Someone I love
Someone I trusted
the only person I did
Now I am alone and hollow
My heart had been torn from the inside
How I trusted her
And now she is gone
And the words she speaks for another
Brings me to tears
She cares not wink about me
There is nothing left for me
It's the same story over and over
so now I see there is no hope
I must die
Becuse if I don't my heart will die
And I will become the monster that brakes my heart...
Broken again
My heart has been shattered by love
My only freind gone
Someone I love
Someone I trusted
the only person I did
Now I am alone and hollow
My heart had been torn from the inside
How I trusted her
And now she is gone
And the words she speaks for another
Brings me to tears
She cares not wink about me
There is nothing left for me
It's the same story over and over
so now I see there is no hope
I must die
Becuse if I don't my heart will die
And I will become the monster that brakes my heart...
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Again
Again I have lost my freind
the only one that really cared
Everything I touch I ruin I hurt
I make It a mirror of the inside of my heart
Broken and torn
No matter my intentions I hurt
Anyone that gets close
No matter how much I love them
I hurt them I ruin them
My broken heart matters not
But what I do to the people I love does
I throw it all in one person
And brake so easily
And I always brake them with my pain
I distory them
And I hate myself for it
But no matter how hard I try
Just to distory myself
I never go one...
the only one that really cared
Everything I touch I ruin I hurt
I make It a mirror of the inside of my heart
Broken and torn
No matter my intentions I hurt
Anyone that gets close
No matter how much I love them
I hurt them I ruin them
My broken heart matters not
But what I do to the people I love does
I throw it all in one person
And brake so easily
And I always brake them with my pain
I distory them
And I hate myself for it
But no matter how hard I try
Just to distory myself
I never go one...
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Freind
You give me life
You make me live
You may not feel as deeply for me
But I could care less
I wake up thinking of you
I go to bed thinking of you
You warm my heart
You are my best freind
And I lust for you
But I lied to you
Keeping a deep secret I hate form you
I let you in
And told you the truth
I thought it was right to tell you
And now I see how wrong that was to keep it form you
I've been abused so much it's hard to remember you are different
you have a deep place in my heart
It tears me apart to have hurt you
I...
You make me live
You may not feel as deeply for me
But I could care less
I wake up thinking of you
I go to bed thinking of you
You warm my heart
You are my best freind
And I lust for you
But I lied to you
Keeping a deep secret I hate form you
I let you in
And told you the truth
I thought it was right to tell you
And now I see how wrong that was to keep it form you
I've been abused so much it's hard to remember you are different
you have a deep place in my heart
It tears me apart to have hurt you
I...
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clouds
Heavy are my clouds today
Barring down with all the weight of my pain in tears and days
The elongated time that leaves me an infested rotting swamp
Is only stirred by worse things
And today it was greatly stirred
A catharsis of sort
But wisdom did come
Excepting a rock is to heavy to move by yourself can be dreadful
But when the rock is the one in your heart preventing healing
It becomes unbearable to ask for help
Adding that this rock has personal secrets written all over it
Has become what any man would never tell
But...
Barring down with all the weight of my pain in tears and days
The elongated time that leaves me an infested rotting swamp
Is only stirred by worse things
And today it was greatly stirred
A catharsis of sort
But wisdom did come
Excepting a rock is to heavy to move by yourself can be dreadful
But when the rock is the one in your heart preventing healing
It becomes unbearable to ask for help
Adding that this rock has personal secrets written all over it
Has become what any man would never tell
But...
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