Submissions by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha I've been to nowhere and everywhere at same time ,I've felt so lost and silent. Until someone gave me deep underground on which to purge my thoughts spewing them from the depths of my mind..laying them out for others like me to find.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2014 10:36am
23rd Mar 2014 10:36am
how can i say exactly what i mean
here i sit perfectly over it
moving right through this saddness
on to anger and disgust
i guess to repent is a must
i gave myself a little too much rope
i allowed myself to hope
i i dangle carelessly flying ,
... so high...your love better than dope
so high im so above it all
takeing a deep breath
try not to tumble to my death
im sorry was to hard to say
i am though words fueled by pain
i just forget to use my brain
ive never loved anyone but you
and hurtful hatred slung in anger
please my shadowed cloak of fate ...
moving right through this saddness
on to anger and disgust
i guess to repent is a must
i gave myself a little too much rope
i allowed myself to hope
i i dangle carelessly flying ,
... so high...your love better than dope
so high im so above it all
takeing a deep breath
try not to tumble to my death
im sorry was to hard to say
i am though words fueled by pain
i just forget to use my brain
ive never loved anyone but you
and hurtful hatred slung in anger
please my shadowed cloak of fate ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2014 8:41am
5th Mar 2014 8:41am
my heart
perfect night perfect kiss
holding you tightly aah bliss
tasting you with every sense
my mind wraps up in you body tense
i want to say so much
but you erase my words with your touch
i needed you from then to now
two years almost three
how could we forsee
this trip weve taken my ground rumbles
my ground visibly shaken
my heart youve taken
all the love well be makin
with tears in my eyes and lonliness in my heart
for another five in ahalf months well be apart
i never knew love before you found my heart
your my clyde im your...
holding you tightly aah bliss
tasting you with every sense
my mind wraps up in you body tense
i want to say so much
but you erase my words with your touch
i needed you from then to now
two years almost three
how could we forsee
this trip weve taken my ground rumbles
my ground visibly shaken
my heart youve taken
all the love well be makin
with tears in my eyes and lonliness in my heart
for another five in ahalf months well be apart
i never knew love before you found my heart
your my clyde im your...
724 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Mar 2014 1:29am
1st Mar 2014 1:29am
hold on
Somewhere i scream
out so fuckin loud is my
silenced fury not allowed
to express myself
who needs the bull
i dont save apologies
superficial bull you
niether feel or believe
fake ass words
spilt by a fake ass excuse
for a humanoid
playing games
useing real people
As pawns well im neither pawn
or rooke but you are a crooke
stealing all that is real and crazy
beautiful and makin.g it self conscious
Idiocy looking for aproval a stamp
of a tramp who gives a fuck what the masses
assess as beauty beauty is in my...
out so fuckin loud is my
silenced fury not allowed
to express myself
who needs the bull
i dont save apologies
superficial bull you
niether feel or believe
fake ass words
spilt by a fake ass excuse
for a humanoid
playing games
useing real people
As pawns well im neither pawn
or rooke but you are a crooke
stealing all that is real and crazy
beautiful and makin.g it self conscious
Idiocy looking for aproval a stamp
of a tramp who gives a fuck what the masses
assess as beauty beauty is in my...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2014 8:21am
23rd Feb 2014 8:21am
why so sad
Depression creeps in my mind
and the cold lonley chill
i want to cry or scream
but to what end
i caan no longer pretend
or fake happiness
as stolen moments
tear at my heart
my mind makes
everything good feel bad
all this love i oncee had
the emotional vampirres
suck any joy from the air
before it reaches my presense
im on the edge the verge
of something but its not viable
just a thought lisssstless and lazy
it is a gleaming spark light
its hope off in the distance
One sseemingly to far from my grasp
why does...
and the cold lonley chill
i want to cry or scream
but to what end
i caan no longer pretend
or fake happiness
as stolen moments
tear at my heart
my mind makes
everything good feel bad
all this love i oncee had
the emotional vampirres
suck any joy from the air
before it reaches my presense
im on the edge the verge
of something but its not viable
just a thought lisssstless and lazy
it is a gleaming spark light
its hope off in the distance
One sseemingly to far from my grasp
why does...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
11th Feb 2014 4:38am
11th Feb 2014 4:38am
living the dream
living in this world
playing the part of some sad woman
in love with honor honesty an loyalty
i wear my shining armor over my heart
gods words of faith my shield against
the evils of life lurking around every corner
something evil and a waiting destroyer
of all the loving good within
i pray for help please guide me
dont lose faith in me lord father
i felt as if i had died but within moments
i was reborn in your light
all the painful past erased atleast
the feelings of inadequacy i felt before
that day when you gave me the love i...
playing the part of some sad woman
in love with honor honesty an loyalty
i wear my shining armor over my heart
gods words of faith my shield against
the evils of life lurking around every corner
something evil and a waiting destroyer
of all the loving good within
i pray for help please guide me
dont lose faith in me lord father
i felt as if i had died but within moments
i was reborn in your light
all the painful past erased atleast
the feelings of inadequacy i felt before
that day when you gave me the love i...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jan 2014 8:10pm
18th Jan 2014 8:10pm
just thiking
Time makes the love stronger
painful now make empowered tomorrows
But still the doubt creates confusion
My head pounds contusion
I cry but for months my eyes have no tears
It takes to much to to consider
Sure I'm a heavy hitter
All dolled up sequences and lace
Just to gaze for two joyous hours with you
At the end we embrace neither of us willing
To let go just yet we could run I bet
Wed never make it out ta town
Before the sheriff would gun us down
It is a lovely thought just to sleep by each other
In twilights slumber dreaming of this...
painful now make empowered tomorrows
But still the doubt creates confusion
My head pounds contusion
I cry but for months my eyes have no tears
It takes to much to to consider
Sure I'm a heavy hitter
All dolled up sequences and lace
Just to gaze for two joyous hours with you
At the end we embrace neither of us willing
To let go just yet we could run I bet
Wed never make it out ta town
Before the sheriff would gun us down
It is a lovely thought just to sleep by each other
In twilights slumber dreaming of this...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Dec 2013 3:37pm
29th Dec 2013 3:37pm
the reason
hold me down he says
but who held me down
nobody i realize with a frown
i try to find a lighter crown
i cry silently cause nobody hears
my slow falling tears
they march to an out of tune
melody of melancholy drumming
heartbeats raceing against the inevitable
time doesnt matter and soon my body
so cold my teeth chatters
let loves blood splatters
and silently my heart breaking
cutting away all that i loathe
but then
id have to cut away all of me
finally i see what it is
that makes me unlovable
its just that i need to be ...
but who held me down
nobody i realize with a frown
i try to find a lighter crown
i cry silently cause nobody hears
my slow falling tears
they march to an out of tune
melody of melancholy drumming
heartbeats raceing against the inevitable
time doesnt matter and soon my body
so cold my teeth chatters
let loves blood splatters
and silently my heart breaking
cutting away all that i loathe
but then
id have to cut away all of me
finally i see what it is
that makes me unlovable
its just that i need to be ...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Dec 2013 3:30am
1st Dec 2013 3:30am
brainstorming
chaos envelopes my life
wrapping it up in a perfect pocket
to store or throw away
such as the chaos of my days
my mind goes slack
as my vision goes black
i dont want to see all the ugliness
about myself let alone
the ugly side of everyone else
my retinas stained with red
this daily bread the body and blood
prayerful and tolerant meditive at best
i try to escape the chaos around me
by just blinking out shut down my recepters
please just for an hour
only god has that power i just long to be alone
with you father your divine...
wrapping it up in a perfect pocket
to store or throw away
such as the chaos of my days
my mind goes slack
as my vision goes black
i dont want to see all the ugliness
about myself let alone
the ugly side of everyone else
my retinas stained with red
this daily bread the body and blood
prayerful and tolerant meditive at best
i try to escape the chaos around me
by just blinking out shut down my recepters
please just for an hour
only god has that power i just long to be alone
with you father your divine...
655 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Nov 2013 11:19pm
29th Nov 2013 11:19pm
marriage vows (IThink)
There's no reason I should be allowing
All these promises but he swears he wants change
I just hope all of it is true
I gave myself to you,
you gave me away and yet here we are today
Two years later now what have you got to say
I told you ill possess you you say ill miss you
When your gone cause i throw you out
Well honey you'll miss me too without a doubt
Somehow god brought us together and we've
Been tested to the point of breaking
Our team is a powerful duo one empowering the other
Our bond is an unbreakable seal one built of love...
All these promises but he swears he wants change
I just hope all of it is true
I gave myself to you,
you gave me away and yet here we are today
Two years later now what have you got to say
I told you ill possess you you say ill miss you
When your gone cause i throw you out
Well honey you'll miss me too without a doubt
Somehow god brought us together and we've
Been tested to the point of breaking
Our team is a powerful duo one empowering the other
Our bond is an unbreakable seal one built of love...
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