Submissions by darlingxxdesolate (Desolate Noir)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Just a lost macabre lady...spilling out words
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Aug 2019 00:21am
17th Aug 2019 00:21am
Ruminate
Illusions of grandiose
Swear the wind
Carries your voice
Panic and fear
Have stripped bare
Flesh and bones
And still I lay here
wondering
Swear the wind
Carries your voice
Panic and fear
Have stripped bare
Flesh and bones
And still I lay here
wondering
#anxiety
#dreams
#universe
426 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Aug 2019 3:30pm
16th Aug 2019 3:30pm
Mess
I wrote a poem today
I hate it so
I hate it so
The words sound like nonsense
And I've gone and fucked up the context
Broken things need not be fixed
Sometimes beauty can be messy
Sometimes beauty is purely empty
I hate it so
I hate it so
The words sound like nonsense
And I've gone and fucked up the context
Broken things need not be fixed
Sometimes beauty can be messy
Sometimes beauty is purely empty
#anger
#emptiness
364 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Aug 2019 3:02pm
16th Aug 2019 3:02pm
Take Your Joy
Open wide and shove it in
Gulp it down
And force a grin
Take your joy
They laugh at me
Expecting me to be
Anyone else but Zee
Take your joy
And ask no questions
Side effects give no direction
Lost between the light & darkness
Here comes a frown,
Oh no, she needs another now
Never lasting long enough
This joy is just really a bluff
Gulp it down
And force a grin
Take your joy
They laugh at me
Expecting me to be
Anyone else but Zee
Take your joy
And ask no questions
Side effects give no direction
Lost between the light & darkness
Here comes a frown,
Oh no, she needs another now
Never lasting long enough
This joy is just really a bluff
#anxiety
#depression
#dark #PTSD
#dark #PTSD
568 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Aug 2019 3:49am
16th Aug 2019 3:49am
Purgatory
Being alive makes me feel
Nauseous constantly
I'm trapped in purgatory
Waiting in haste
For better days
That never come
My body turns numb
I inhale and let go
Still I wake
I lie in hate
It hurts to breathe
It hurts to speak
Just to be
I wish I knew how
to unleash my
Demons
Nauseous constantly
I'm trapped in purgatory
Waiting in haste
For better days
That never come
My body turns numb
I inhale and let go
Still I wake
I lie in hate
It hurts to breathe
It hurts to speak
Just to be
I wish I knew how
to unleash my
Demons
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#bipolar
#despair
588 reads
3 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
15th Aug 2019 10:19pm
15th Aug 2019 10:19pm
The Truth About Goodbyes
Couldn't fathom such notions
While you held me in your strong arms
Dancing in the moonlight
Cat Steven's swirled in the air
Laughter and smiles filled
Your tiny cabin
Daddy's little girl
I wish I held you tighter
I wish you never left
Goodbyes are sprung
Upon us
And we are left
In sinking emptiness
I hate goodbyes
But how I wish
I could have back that
One night
Cherish your moments
For all is fleeting
And tonight
May be the night
Someone you love
May...
While you held me in your strong arms
Dancing in the moonlight
Cat Steven's swirled in the air
Laughter and smiles filled
Your tiny cabin
Daddy's little girl
I wish I held you tighter
I wish you never left
Goodbyes are sprung
Upon us
And we are left
In sinking emptiness
I hate goodbyes
But how I wish
I could have back that
One night
Cherish your moments
For all is fleeting
And tonight
May be the night
Someone you love
May...
#despair
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
438 reads
DARK POEM
Published
15th Aug 2019 1:14pm
15th Aug 2019 1:14pm
Full moon quakes
Let myself down again
Buried myself in the sheets
Agony to comfort me
On the cusp of epilepsy
Shaking
Heart pounding
Right out of my
Chest cavity
Daggers penetrated
Into every inch
Tearing away at my flesh
Falling deeper into
The darkness
Consumed by the glow
Of a the full moon
Drowning
Buried myself in the sheets
Agony to comfort me
On the cusp of epilepsy
Shaking
Heart pounding
Right out of my
Chest cavity
Daggers penetrated
Into every inch
Tearing away at my flesh
Falling deeper into
The darkness
Consumed by the glow
Of a the full moon
Drowning
#anxiety
#dark
#bipolar #monsters
#bipolar #monsters
426 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Aug 2019 5:20pm
14th Aug 2019 5:20pm
Shotgun
Don't they say
Its dangerous
To fall in love
With a poet
But I shot the gun
And I'm the culprit
Lock me up
I'll set you free
Running off
Into the sunset
Its dangerous
To fall in love
With a poet
But I shot the gun
And I'm the culprit
Lock me up
I'll set you free
Running off
Into the sunset
#admiration
#bisexual
#dark #FallingInLove
#dark #FallingInLove
563 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Aug 2019 2:12pm
14th Aug 2019 2:12pm
Momma dear
Momma is always so mad
Tell me momma am I bad
Do you wish to be rid of me
Do you wish I would cease to be
Momma why do I anger you so
Momma dont you know
I love you best
Momma please leave it to rest
Bruised and bloody
I know you tried your best
Momma why don't you love me anymore
Momma I'm sorry I'll never be yours
Tell me momma am I bad
Do you wish to be rid of me
Do you wish I would cease to be
Momma why do I anger you so
Momma dont you know
I love you best
Momma please leave it to rest
Bruised and bloody
I know you tried your best
Momma why don't you love me anymore
Momma I'm sorry I'll never be yours
#dark
#family
#confessional #memories
#confessional #memories
396 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Aug 2019 9:17pm
13th Aug 2019 9:17pm
Ignite
Light my fire,
Strike the match,
Breaking from myself
Detached
Burn my body,
Burn my dreams,
Burn my hopes and
Reality
Fade into the flames,
Crumble to ashes.
In this dreadful world
Nothing is everlasting.
Strike the match,
Breaking from myself
Detached
Burn my body,
Burn my dreams,
Burn my hopes and
Reality
Fade into the flames,
Crumble to ashes.
In this dreadful world
Nothing is everlasting.
#dark
#bipolar
#confessional
497 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Aug 2019 12:54pm
12th Aug 2019 12:54pm
Greatest Chase
Sweet simple remedies
Sofly kissing cheek to cheek
Chasing night and losing days
Tangled in each others praise
Never dreamt a dream as sweet
Laying in ecstasy
beside my lovely
Satiated and whole again
A dream I wish I dreamt
Beneath a starry lover's trust
For you my dear I do lust
A dream I know I shall not grasp
Sofly kissing cheek to cheek
Chasing night and losing days
Tangled in each others praise
Never dreamt a dream as sweet
Laying in ecstasy
beside my lovely
Satiated and whole again
A dream I wish I dreamt
Beneath a starry lover's trust
For you my dear I do lust
A dream I know I shall not grasp
#hope
#dreams
#FallingInLove
562 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2019 1:24am
12th Aug 2019 1:24am
Broken Crown
They scream at me
Demanding that I stop
But I don't know how to end it
I fucking wish I could end it
This eternal suffering the fantasy of death
Alluring and enticing Seductive in his ways
Beckons me into the flames
I dont wish to paint such dark scapes
But this disease it haunts me
It has taken control
I fear I can no longer hold reign
Demanding that I stop
But I don't know how to end it
I fucking wish I could end it
This eternal suffering the fantasy of death
Alluring and enticing Seductive in his ways
Beckons me into the flames
I dont wish to paint such dark scapes
But this disease it haunts me
It has taken control
I fear I can no longer hold reign
#dark
#illness
#despair
415 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Aug 2019 00:53am
12th Aug 2019 00:53am
Bullet
Every day I fall more apart
And today there's a new bullet in my heart
And today there's a new bullet in my heart
#dark
#minimalist
#hurt
516 reads
5 Comments
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