Submissions by cloubay
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"Dont get confused between my personality and my attitude, my personality is who I am and my attitude depends on who you are".
DARK POEM
Published
2nd May 2016 9:12pm
2nd May 2016 9:12pm
The suicide soul
A life uninhabited by the suicide soul
Life ground him down and took its toll
Once a fruitful hardworking life endured
Grandeur created from dreams obscured
Being an Entrepreneur creating millionaire lifestyle
Every year that past money making was futile
A place for amusement a place where he'd grown
Betrayed by his peers sold out now
Insubstantial Life meaningless with all accomplishment now worthless
A requirement to living had now become surpluses
Escalating worry of money, health decreasing
Only one outcome, a need to end it increasing...
Life ground him down and took its toll
Once a fruitful hardworking life endured
Grandeur created from dreams obscured
Being an Entrepreneur creating millionaire lifestyle
Every year that past money making was futile
A place for amusement a place where he'd grown
Betrayed by his peers sold out now
Insubstantial Life meaningless with all accomplishment now worthless
A requirement to living had now become surpluses
Escalating worry of money, health decreasing
Only one outcome, a need to end it increasing...
573 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2016 7:56pm
8th Apr 2016 7:56pm
My life I’ll live it my way.
I will rebel if people disapprove the way I live my life
If told to do something I’ll do it more for spite
I cause no one trouble I am my own worst enemy
I love the drugs but they don’t love me
My body's in a state of recovery
For one nights pleasure 3 days of pain
Illicit drug use has made me insane
The suffering is worth doing what I love
But the times coming my body's had enough
Ive done as much as I could
When the session was going good But so much time spent from reality
Has resulted in me floating without gravity
Nothing to hold...
If told to do something I’ll do it more for spite
I cause no one trouble I am my own worst enemy
I love the drugs but they don’t love me
My body's in a state of recovery
For one nights pleasure 3 days of pain
Illicit drug use has made me insane
The suffering is worth doing what I love
But the times coming my body's had enough
Ive done as much as I could
When the session was going good But so much time spent from reality
Has resulted in me floating without gravity
Nothing to hold...
795 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2016 9:46am
8th Apr 2016 9:46am
Getting Wreaked
Suicide Sunday comes when Monday is in sight
If you like to party and live life for Friday night
After the weekend the first five days are the hardest!
A drink fuelled weekend for most to end up retarded
Thursday is the new Friday for those who cant wait
Party hard for the wreak heads that will always partake
Partake in celebrating the week at its end
Unite together I do so recommend Drink and drugs a majestic blend
Good weekend times we can all now spend
Reality distorted rearranged out of shape
In an intoxicated mess we can all relate
Feeling...
If you like to party and live life for Friday night
After the weekend the first five days are the hardest!
A drink fuelled weekend for most to end up retarded
Thursday is the new Friday for those who cant wait
Party hard for the wreak heads that will always partake
Partake in celebrating the week at its end
Unite together I do so recommend Drink and drugs a majestic blend
Good weekend times we can all now spend
Reality distorted rearranged out of shape
In an intoxicated mess we can all relate
Feeling...
715 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2016 9:44am
8th Apr 2016 9:44am
Drug induced Psychosis
Every time I begin a psychosis cycle of a psychotic attack
Its from actual reality I then be detached
Some lessons I've learnt from others but mostly I’ll not
Being told by others their advice is forgot
I know what's bad and I know what is wrong
A casualty of misuse I cant refrain for long
Withering enjoyment with unstable thought
Delusions making my inner self distraught
Einstein depicts insanity…….
Doing the same thing repeatedly
Expecting the outcome to be the same
I DO THAT AM I INSAINE?
Its from actual reality I then be detached
Some lessons I've learnt from others but mostly I’ll not
Being told by others their advice is forgot
I know what's bad and I know what is wrong
A casualty of misuse I cant refrain for long
Withering enjoyment with unstable thought
Delusions making my inner self distraught
Einstein depicts insanity…….
Doing the same thing repeatedly
Expecting the outcome to be the same
I DO THAT AM I INSAINE?
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2016 7:03am
4th Apr 2016 7:03am
Abuse, Misuse to most abstruse.
Ectasty, mkcat , mdma and speed
All of which I truly need
Acid for the giggles and distorted vision
A cocktail of substances my only mission
Cocaine for the comedown to carry on the session
3 days awake each following in succession
Avoid smoking green as it makes me parinoid
Delusional psychosis is something I try to avoid
Ectasty and mkat bring on such endless chatters
Chasing the first ever felt high is all that matters
Mdma leaving one in a sledging state
Speed easing the inevitable social norm to integrate
For I binge on alchol and drugs...
All of which I truly need
Acid for the giggles and distorted vision
A cocktail of substances my only mission
Cocaine for the comedown to carry on the session
3 days awake each following in succession
Avoid smoking green as it makes me parinoid
Delusional psychosis is something I try to avoid
Ectasty and mkat bring on such endless chatters
Chasing the first ever felt high is all that matters
Mdma leaving one in a sledging state
Speed easing the inevitable social norm to integrate
For I binge on alchol and drugs...
811 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2016 6:48am
30th Mar 2016 6:48am
My confined mind
Untamed self control my own worst enemy I can be
I can not be the poison and the remedy
The voices I hear are not in my head
I hear the words as if they’ve been said.
Horrific thoughts I must endure
Collective voices worse than before
The madness escalates, reducing me to an unbalanced state
A break mentally so much others can not relate
Psychotic attack or psychotic illusion
Is it reality or is it a delusion?
Derogatory constant running commentary
Over thinking causing chaos; corrupting my mind
No escape nor shred of peace can I find
The...
I can not be the poison and the remedy
The voices I hear are not in my head
I hear the words as if they’ve been said.
Horrific thoughts I must endure
Collective voices worse than before
The madness escalates, reducing me to an unbalanced state
A break mentally so much others can not relate
Psychotic attack or psychotic illusion
Is it reality or is it a delusion?
Derogatory constant running commentary
Over thinking causing chaos; corrupting my mind
No escape nor shred of peace can I find
The...
782 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Mar 2016 6:47am
30th Mar 2016 6:47am
The tale of a smackhead demise
918 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2016 11:13am
26th Mar 2016 11:13am
Addiction of the soul
I cant live with my profound instability
I cant be the poison and the remedy
I can inform, enlighten, give an idea;
cant explain how my reality's so severe
Not willing to accept that I am actually an addict
That my day to day life is controlled by a habit
Over indulgence in substance abuse
Determined by no reasonable excuse
Taunted by inner demons I have created
Suffer of Psychotic schizophrenia; drug related
Will power ceases to exist never to reappear
Self control lost with the inability to commandeer
Sobriety brings lack of interest, days...
I cant be the poison and the remedy
I can inform, enlighten, give an idea;
cant explain how my reality's so severe
Not willing to accept that I am actually an addict
That my day to day life is controlled by a habit
Over indulgence in substance abuse
Determined by no reasonable excuse
Taunted by inner demons I have created
Suffer of Psychotic schizophrenia; drug related
Will power ceases to exist never to reappear
Self control lost with the inability to commandeer
Sobriety brings lack of interest, days...
998 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2016 11:11am
26th Mar 2016 11:11am
Forestry com—mission!
Trippin in a outdoor rave
What a way to misbehave
All manner of illusions colour appearing in the tree tops
Majestic collaboration of tunes, pills and trips popped
Hardstyle music only no techno allowed at this rave
The twisted generation a unique gathering needs to be saved
Hippys banned on principle bringing their dogs and kids along
No drum circles and acoustic guitar soloist breaking in to song
Sesh hard sesh heads ending up completely annihilated
Enjoying night before daylight comes leaving you violated
Wandering all over the forest on a magical...
What a way to misbehave
All manner of illusions colour appearing in the tree tops
Majestic collaboration of tunes, pills and trips popped
Hardstyle music only no techno allowed at this rave
The twisted generation a unique gathering needs to be saved
Hippys banned on principle bringing their dogs and kids along
No drum circles and acoustic guitar soloist breaking in to song
Sesh hard sesh heads ending up completely annihilated
Enjoying night before daylight comes leaving you violated
Wandering all over the forest on a magical...
781 reads
1 Comment
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