Submissions by cheesa
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not a poet I started writing to Express feelings when going through hard times. I hope others can relate to or enjoy what I write
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2023 3:34pm
27th Jun 2023 3:34pm
f**k you
I feel like my lifes a marathon but I've got a brick in my shoe
I'm asking all the right questions but noone is telling me what to do
I smoke a cigarette hoping it takes my last breath
But I seem to escape the sweet clutches of Death
I ask the questions but noone tells me what to do
Only reply I seem to receive is a big fat fuck you
I'm asking all the right questions but noone is telling me what to do
I smoke a cigarette hoping it takes my last breath
But I seem to escape the sweet clutches of Death
I ask the questions but noone tells me what to do
Only reply I seem to receive is a big fat fuck you
#anger
#confusion
176 reads
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2023 3:24pm
27th Jun 2023 3:24pm
Another
Another port another plane
Another place their all the same
Another car Another train
Another day spent in vain
Another month Another year
Another face exploded with tears
Another person on me they drain
All these people are all the same
Another time to wear a mask
Another breath becomes a task
Another night to rest my head
One day it will end ill soon be dead
Another place their all the same
Another car Another train
Another day spent in vain
Another month Another year
Another face exploded with tears
Another person on me they drain
All these people are all the same
Another time to wear a mask
Another breath becomes a task
Another night to rest my head
One day it will end ill soon be dead
#anxiety
#dark
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
183 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Jun 2023 4:59am
25th Jun 2023 4:59am
Mind at times
The screams the noise in a silent room
Followed by the sadness and the pain in tune
The TV static the mist the fog
Life can be a pigsty and I'm a stinking hog
Laughing and crying not wanting to live
Begging you please to forgive
Impulsive urges uncontrollable at times
Best I can do is think of words and rhymes
The walls close in and I'm alone in a crowd
The noise is too much its just too loud
My hands shake when I pay for my goods
I'm not leaving the house today I'm staying inwards
Followed by the sadness and the pain in tune
The TV static the mist the fog
Life can be a pigsty and I'm a stinking hog
Laughing and crying not wanting to live
Begging you please to forgive
Impulsive urges uncontrollable at times
Best I can do is think of words and rhymes
The walls close in and I'm alone in a crowd
The noise is too much its just too loud
My hands shake when I pay for my goods
I'm not leaving the house today I'm staying inwards
#depression
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
205 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jun 2023 2:55pm
14th Jun 2023 2:55pm
The first kiss
The first time that you kissed me
Down under the moon
Ide been sucking on lifes lemons
This moment couldn't come to soon
You're lips they tasted like heaven
Suddenly my heart went boom
That first time that you kissed me
I was over the moon
I still feel the same way
You still make my flowers bloom
Down under the moon
Ide been sucking on lifes lemons
This moment couldn't come to soon
You're lips they tasted like heaven
Suddenly my heart went boom
That first time that you kissed me
I was over the moon
I still feel the same way
You still make my flowers bloom
#happiness
#love
#admiration #emotions
#admiration #emotions
158 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st May 2023 9:54am
21st May 2023 9:54am
All out of love
How do you expect me to get by
Living this lie
Trying to love
When I don't love myself
Sometimes I want to die
Times I cry
I'm all out of love
Feeling sorry for myself
I'm watching the days go by
But look in my eye
You'll see I'm all out of love
I mean nothing to myself
Living this lie
Trying to love
When I don't love myself
Sometimes I want to die
Times I cry
I'm all out of love
Feeling sorry for myself
I'm watching the days go by
But look in my eye
You'll see I'm all out of love
I mean nothing to myself
#sadness
#regret
#shame #confusion
#shame #confusion
202 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th May 2023 5:06pm
16th May 2023 5:06pm
Is this it
Is this it
Is this all I'm going to see
Is this all my life will ever be
Is this it
Is this the best it's going to get
It's got no better yet
Is this it
Is all broken going to mend
Is it going to give me the bends
Is everything going to turn to shit
Is this it
Is this all I'm going to see
Is this all my life will ever be
Is this it
Is this the best it's going to get
It's got no better yet
Is this it
Is all broken going to mend
Is it going to give me the bends
Is everything going to turn to shit
Is this it
#confusion
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
244 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
8th May 2023 6:36pm
8th May 2023 6:36pm
A place to hide
If I show you where I hide
Will hide away with me
Away from the world
Because the noise is absurd
And I can't spend another year
With it ringing in my ear
And screaming out loud
If I show you where I stay
Will you stay with me
Away from the crowd
Because the noise is to loud
And I can't spend another day
Listening to the words they say
Them screaming out loud
Come I've found a place to stay
Away from yesterday
Wheres it's just you and I
Under the sky
In each others arms
A place we...
Will hide away with me
Away from the world
Because the noise is absurd
And I can't spend another year
With it ringing in my ear
And screaming out loud
If I show you where I stay
Will you stay with me
Away from the crowd
Because the noise is to loud
And I can't spend another day
Listening to the words they say
Them screaming out loud
Come I've found a place to stay
Away from yesterday
Wheres it's just you and I
Under the sky
In each others arms
A place we...
#happiness
#love
#emotions
244 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2023 6:25pm
11th Apr 2023 6:25pm
Next to you
We all must sleep but when we do
I wanna wake up next to you
When I dream you know what I see
I see you next to me
We all living a separate life
I wanna live mine with you as my wife
We all must sleep but when I do
I'm only comfortable next to you
I wanna wake up next to you
When I dream you know what I see
I see you next to me
We all living a separate life
I wanna live mine with you as my wife
We all must sleep but when I do
I'm only comfortable next to you
#happiness
#girlfriend
#admiration
422 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2023 10:01am
8th Apr 2023 10:01am
Together
We got faith and time
To keep our love alive
We exist together and life we share
You made up my mind
For you I strive
We got each other and that's all I care
We got faith and time
Through every road we drive
We got a love that we share
And I know inside
We share each others lives
Hand in hand through any despair
To keep our love alive
We exist together and life we share
You made up my mind
For you I strive
We got each other and that's all I care
We got faith and time
Through every road we drive
We got a love that we share
And I know inside
We share each others lives
Hand in hand through any despair
#gratitude
#admiration
#emotions
159 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Apr 2023 2:55pm
5th Apr 2023 2:55pm
My decease
I miss me
What happened
Where did I go
I'm not the me I used to know
Who am I
Not who I used to be
A weaker version of me
Fair well old pal
Rest in piece
This is my decease
What happened
Where did I go
I'm not the me I used to know
Who am I
Not who I used to be
A weaker version of me
Fair well old pal
Rest in piece
This is my decease
#grief
#heartbroken
#frustration #despair
#frustration #despair
272 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2023 2:26pm
4th Apr 2023 2:26pm
Fck family
I never asked to be born
Times I wish I was not
Family can be phelm they can be snot
Chasing approval of a narcissist
I hope his face falls into a fist
There's no need to love family
Not when everything is against me
God I wish I wasn't born
Ever since I was I been scorn
Fuck my family
It's my life its about me
Times I wish I was not
Family can be phelm they can be snot
Chasing approval of a narcissist
I hope his face falls into a fist
There's no need to love family
Not when everything is against me
God I wish I wasn't born
Ever since I was I been scorn
Fuck my family
It's my life its about me
#brother
#childhood
#family #memories
#family #memories
179 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2023 7:51am
26th Mar 2023 7:51am
Just one more
Just one more drink and I'll go
One more drink and I'm done
I'll stop tomorrow with the rising of the new sun
Just one more drink and that's me
One more and that's it
I'll just finish this last little bit
Just one more drink I mean it this time
Just one more then ill be fine
I just can't control what's in my nind
One more drink and I'm done
I'll stop tomorrow with the rising of the new sun
Just one more drink and that's me
One more and that's it
I'll just finish this last little bit
Just one more drink I mean it this time
Just one more then ill be fine
I just can't control what's in my nind
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#weakness
227 reads
2 Comments
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