Submissions by brokeninside2024 (Gabby.S2378)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
as a poet i like to write from experiences, or how I'm feeling, etc. I like to keep my writing down to earth at times and other times take is far away from reality inside my world.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 4:37pm
4th Jul 2012 4:37pm
people all around
there are people all around
people up
people down
people high
people low
people left
people right
people forward
people backward
there are people all around
people in cars
people in buses
people in trains
people in planes
people in boats
there are people all around
people on skate boards
people on skates
people on bikes
people on horses
there are people all around
people up
people down
people high
people low
people left
people right
people forward
people backward
there are people all around
people in cars
people in buses
people in trains
people in planes
people in boats
there are people all around
people on skate boards
people on skates
people on bikes
people on horses
there are people all around
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 4:30pm
4th Jul 2012 4:30pm
shadows
These shadows have no face.
yet they know how to find me.
they surround me,
and they watch me.
they invited themselves into my home.
they stay close by
and never leave my side.
what do they want?
is it my flesh they need?
or is it my blood they crave?
these shadows stole my heart.
they sucked the life out of me
and ripped my body apart.
These shadows took care of me at first.
Then they became cautious and started to plan.
they turned against me.
haunted me in my dreams
and now they dismiss...
yet they know how to find me.
they surround me,
and they watch me.
they invited themselves into my home.
they stay close by
and never leave my side.
what do they want?
is it my flesh they need?
or is it my blood they crave?
these shadows stole my heart.
they sucked the life out of me
and ripped my body apart.
These shadows took care of me at first.
Then they became cautious and started to plan.
they turned against me.
haunted me in my dreams
and now they dismiss...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2012 11:31pm
3rd Jul 2012 11:31pm
suicide
depression takes over your mind.
loneliness destroys your soul.
hatred and jealousy rip apart your heart.
life has no purpose anymore.
you're not wanted here.
there's nothing left for you.
family left you.
friends rejected you.
and you abandoned yourself.
suicide comes knocking at your door.
life answers
and lets death come in.
suicide raps around your neck.
death sucks the life out of you.
now you can let go of all your pain
and let death and suicide take you home.
loneliness destroys your soul.
hatred and jealousy rip apart your heart.
life has no purpose anymore.
you're not wanted here.
there's nothing left for you.
family left you.
friends rejected you.
and you abandoned yourself.
suicide comes knocking at your door.
life answers
and lets death come in.
suicide raps around your neck.
death sucks the life out of you.
now you can let go of all your pain
and let death and suicide take you home.
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2012 11:21pm
3rd Jul 2012 11:21pm
Never be the Same
you were my addiction.
your love was so addictive.
i loved you till my heart faded.
after loving you ill never be the same.
you buried your heart into mine.
your soul faded into mine.
you are a part of me now.
after loving you ill never be the same.
oh how i wish you'd stay,
but you let me go.
the pain my heart felt was unbearable.
the darkness corrupted my soul.
after loving you ill never be the same.
i need to get rid of the pain in my heart.
light needs to come into my soul again.
i need your love inside me....
your love was so addictive.
i loved you till my heart faded.
after loving you ill never be the same.
you buried your heart into mine.
your soul faded into mine.
you are a part of me now.
after loving you ill never be the same.
oh how i wish you'd stay,
but you let me go.
the pain my heart felt was unbearable.
the darkness corrupted my soul.
after loving you ill never be the same.
i need to get rid of the pain in my heart.
light needs to come into my soul again.
i need your love inside me....
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 9:44pm
2nd Jul 2012 9:44pm
last night i dreamed (part 1)
last night i dreamed of you
and your beautiful face
and those brown eyes of yours looking into mine.
we were sitting in the garden like when i was little
with the tall grass against our toes
and surrounded by the most extraordinary flowers.
in i little bit there was a twist.
you were gone
and i was alone.
i was sitting in the garden that we both knew
but everything was dead and gloomy
and the sky was dark.
before i knew it i was standing in front of your grave
and i couldn't help but stare at your name written in stone.
and...
and your beautiful face
and those brown eyes of yours looking into mine.
we were sitting in the garden like when i was little
with the tall grass against our toes
and surrounded by the most extraordinary flowers.
in i little bit there was a twist.
you were gone
and i was alone.
i was sitting in the garden that we both knew
but everything was dead and gloomy
and the sky was dark.
before i knew it i was standing in front of your grave
and i couldn't help but stare at your name written in stone.
and...
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 9:34pm
2nd Jul 2012 9:34pm
i love you
I love you.
You should know that by now.
I’m not over you though.
I want you back into my life.
I know that’s never going to happen.
I wish losing you didn’t hurt so much.
Why did you leave me for him?
What does he have that I don’t?
I cared about you!
He didn’t give a shit about you!
I loved you!
He could care less about your heart!
You broke my heart to pieces.
So I had to return the favor.
I had to break your heart.
I had to die to make you see how much I loved you.
I turned your heart to stone.
If you really loved me you...
You should know that by now.
I’m not over you though.
I want you back into my life.
I know that’s never going to happen.
I wish losing you didn’t hurt so much.
Why did you leave me for him?
What does he have that I don’t?
I cared about you!
He didn’t give a shit about you!
I loved you!
He could care less about your heart!
You broke my heart to pieces.
So I had to return the favor.
I had to break your heart.
I had to die to make you see how much I loved you.
I turned your heart to stone.
If you really loved me you...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 9:11pm
1st Jul 2012 9:11pm
the cries for help
I don’t want to be here. I want to die. I can’t handle school. Now I know how Steven felt when he was in high school and dropped out. I tried to talk to Gage but he doesn’t seem to understand what I am going through. Eric gave me some good advice but it’s hard to put the advice into action because I’m so afraid, depressed, and angry. My parents don’t understand what I am going through. I try and explain it but they just don’t get it. They don’t understand who I’ve become. I don’ know how to tell them the truth about my life. I want to tell them who I’ve become. I need help but I don’t want...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Jul 2012 9:10pm
1st Jul 2012 9:10pm
not good enough for you
Nobody cares about me.
Nobody loves me.
When I’m happy you hate me.
I thought you wanted me to have friends.
I try my hardest to please you,
But I guess my hardest isn’t enough for you.
What else do you want from me?
There’s only so much I can give.
Do you understand?
I guess you don’t.
Well that’s okay.
I’m not going to put blame on you.
I’ll take all my blame and burry it deep inside my heart.
I’ll never forget this?
I’ll let time destroy you,
But let time revive me and make me stronger.
Only time will tell your fate, not me....
Nobody loves me.
When I’m happy you hate me.
I thought you wanted me to have friends.
I try my hardest to please you,
But I guess my hardest isn’t enough for you.
What else do you want from me?
There’s only so much I can give.
Do you understand?
I guess you don’t.
Well that’s okay.
I’m not going to put blame on you.
I’ll take all my blame and burry it deep inside my heart.
I’ll never forget this?
I’ll let time destroy you,
But let time revive me and make me stronger.
Only time will tell your fate, not me....
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ANGER POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 10:39pm
27th Jun 2012 10:39pm
what annoys me
Seriously,
family annoys the hell out of me lately.
You say you want the best for me,
but I don’t see that when all you do is nothing.
You tell me I need to get better,
but I don’t see you helping me when all you do is bring up the past.
Telling me I can’t help my own brother is ridiculous.
Really though,
I’m trying to work things out,
and change to become a better person,
but all you do is discourage me,
and pull me back into my darkness.
Do you really have any idea on how damaged I am?
No!
You really...
family annoys the hell out of me lately.
You say you want the best for me,
but I don’t see that when all you do is nothing.
You tell me I need to get better,
but I don’t see you helping me when all you do is bring up the past.
Telling me I can’t help my own brother is ridiculous.
Really though,
I’m trying to work things out,
and change to become a better person,
but all you do is discourage me,
and pull me back into my darkness.
Do you really have any idea on how damaged I am?
No!
You really...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 10:36pm
27th Jun 2012 10:36pm
not pretty
I feel fat.
When I look in the mirror I feel ugly.
I hate being so subs conscience.
There are days when I feel pretty,
But today is not one of those days.
I feel like I need to skip meals.
Food is my enemy.
I want to be thin not average.
I hate myself right now,
But that doesn’t mean I’ll hate myself tomorrow.
I feel like I’m going to hurt myself.
I feel like I’m going to over exercise.
I want to lose weight.
I know people tell me I’m pretty.
I also know people tell me I have an amazing body.
You see, for me at times this is...
When I look in the mirror I feel ugly.
I hate being so subs conscience.
There are days when I feel pretty,
But today is not one of those days.
I feel like I need to skip meals.
Food is my enemy.
I want to be thin not average.
I hate myself right now,
But that doesn’t mean I’ll hate myself tomorrow.
I feel like I’m going to hurt myself.
I feel like I’m going to over exercise.
I want to lose weight.
I know people tell me I’m pretty.
I also know people tell me I have an amazing body.
You see, for me at times this is...
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2012 2:41am
26th Jun 2012 2:41am
running away
You’re not the same person anymore.
You’ve become something you don’t want to be.
You’ve lost all control.
You’re running away from your problems.
You’re too scared to face your fears.
You’re unable to handle the truth.
You’re trying so hard to keep the truth hiding.
Unsure on what to do you just take off.
You run as far as your legs will carry you.
Jumping on the bus and taking it to the train station and runaway.
You’ve become something you don’t want to be.
You’ve lost all control.
You’re running away from your problems.
You’re too scared to face your fears.
You’re unable to handle the truth.
You’re trying so hard to keep the truth hiding.
Unsure on what to do you just take off.
You run as far as your legs will carry you.
Jumping on the bus and taking it to the train station and runaway.
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jun 2012 7:13pm
24th Jun 2012 7:13pm
what happened to us?
Every day I think about you
And what we once were.
I love you and that’s for sure.
Even though you were miles away I loved you.
You told me every day for six months that you loved me.
But now look at me!
Tell me what do you see?
Do you recognize me?
I was always there for you.
I listened when no one else wanted to.
I stood by your side through thick and thin.
I never gave up on you.
You were the one who gave up.
You gave up on me.
And you gave up on us.
How can I ever forgive you?
You left me for him!
I hate you for that....
And what we once were.
I love you and that’s for sure.
Even though you were miles away I loved you.
You told me every day for six months that you loved me.
But now look at me!
Tell me what do you see?
Do you recognize me?
I was always there for you.
I listened when no one else wanted to.
I stood by your side through thick and thin.
I never gave up on you.
You were the one who gave up.
You gave up on me.
And you gave up on us.
How can I ever forgive you?
You left me for him!
I hate you for that....
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