Submissions by black-roses (rosy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
as a poet i would say that im more on the dark side but i can be on the bright side but i care not to write happy things
im willing
can you feel it
the pain. . . .
the blood. . . .
i feel it
i feel it cuz ofyou
what is happening to me
why am i letting you get to me
your the reason of why i suddenly
started to cutt myself
the pain that i held in myself
i had to let it go
and yet i barely even know you
and i need you
im willing to die for you
the pain. . . .
the blood. . . .
i feel it
i feel it cuz ofyou
what is happening to me
why am i letting you get to me
your the reason of why i suddenly
started to cutt myself
the pain that i held in myself
i had to let it go
and yet i barely even know you
and i need you
im willing to die for you
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my world is'nt right
painting roses red
coloring vioelts blue
well it feels like i just woke up
and the world isturning around
i dont think im the right place any more
the world is turning
turning into something else
i fell and picked myself
well it feels like i just woke up
you make every thing feel alright
but your gone now
i found out that im not in the right place
when my world started to spin and spin
and i know that
i just fell and picked myself up
it feels like im gonna end this problem
by going...
coloring vioelts blue
well it feels like i just woke up
and the world isturning around
i dont think im the right place any more
the world is turning
turning into something else
i fell and picked myself
well it feels like i just woke up
you make every thing feel alright
but your gone now
i found out that im not in the right place
when my world started to spin and spin
and i know that
i just fell and picked myself up
it feels like im gonna end this problem
by going...
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hopefully its my time
those words you say
they really hurt
im tired of living a lie
heart feltsadness
throbbing in pain
its burning me away
its a mask that i wear
and yet it looks so real
that you cant see past a lie
i wish i could stay
but hopefully its my time to go now
and if its not then i guess i'll have to deal
but what ever you do
dont expect me
to be alive within five minutes in your life
they really hurt
im tired of living a lie
heart feltsadness
throbbing in pain
its burning me away
its a mask that i wear
and yet it looks so real
that you cant see past a lie
i wish i could stay
but hopefully its my time to go now
and if its not then i guess i'll have to deal
but what ever you do
dont expect me
to be alive within five minutes in your life
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wat ever you do
love is a lie
as it shatters my insides
i cant handle it anymore
im giving up on life
can you hear me
im screaming in your ear
kill me. . . .
destroy me. . . .
burry me alive. . . .
wat ever you do
as long as im gone
i'll be greatfull
for someone to actually come
through for me
as it shatters my insides
i cant handle it anymore
im giving up on life
can you hear me
im screaming in your ear
kill me. . . .
destroy me. . . .
burry me alive. . . .
wat ever you do
as long as im gone
i'll be greatfull
for someone to actually come
through for me
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withdrawing its self
forever lays in the hands
to the one who is not spoken to directly
but yet as i say this
forever is not the optioni would chose
but i am the one who would love to destroy forever
i am to hope that i will end up dieing
on the floordrowndedin my ownblood
my faceto haveblood streaked tears
screaming
dont help me . . . .
leave me . . . .
my body covered in maggots
you would think this is disturbing
but i find it love
but i know love is not true
becuz its withdrawing
from mysoul
as i speak
to the one who is not spoken to directly
but yet as i say this
forever is not the optioni would chose
but i am the one who would love to destroy forever
i am to hope that i will end up dieing
on the floordrowndedin my ownblood
my faceto haveblood streaked tears
screaming
dont help me . . . .
leave me . . . .
my body covered in maggots
you would think this is disturbing
but i find it love
but i know love is not true
becuz its withdrawing
from mysoul
as i speak
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im honest
im honest
i cutt my self and bleed
but please just let me free
i'll do waht ever you say
i'll grab a knife and stab it in my heart
but please just let me depart
i do all those thing
i cutt myself and bleed
but please just let me free
you look at me for once
but having you see me do these things
makes feel as if i just got punched
so i'll walk away with sarrow
knowing there will be no tomarrow
i cutt my self and bleed
but please just let me free
i'll do waht ever you say
i'll grab a knife and stab it in my heart
but please just let me depart
i do all those thing
i cutt myself and bleed
but please just let me free
you look at me for once
but having you see me do these things
makes feel as if i just got punched
so i'll walk away with sarrow
knowing there will be no tomarrow
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i hate it
i hate it when every thing you do
is fake. . . .
i hate it when you think
im crazy. . . .
i hate it when you try to make me stop
cutting my self. . . .
i hate it when you try to
calm me down. . . .
i hate it when evey thing you do can
never help me. . . .
i hate it how im in love with you
when i hate you. you make
me wanna die all because of ive been dieing
on the in and dieing on the out can never help me see a lie
is fake. . . .
i hate it when you think
im crazy. . . .
i hate it when you try to make me stop
cutting my self. . . .
i hate it when you try to
calm me down. . . .
i hate it when evey thing you do can
never help me. . . .
i hate it how im in love with you
when i hate you. you make
me wanna die all because of ive been dieing
on the in and dieing on the out can never help me see a lie
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cause of you
Am i out of my mind?
Or have i gone psycho?
Yet i think i would care about what you say
Cause what you say is true
I cut myself
I go crazy
I'm scary
And yet im so very depressed
But people dont know why
They dont think about what they say
Because they're the ones that make me do this
It's like I have to put on show just to keep there minds reeling
It's never gonna end
Or have i gone psycho?
Yet i think i would care about what you say
Cause what you say is true
I cut myself
I go crazy
I'm scary
And yet im so very depressed
But people dont know why
They dont think about what they say
Because they're the ones that make me do this
It's like I have to put on show just to keep there minds reeling
It's never gonna end
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im scared
im scared
my arm is in pain
worser than what it usaully is
im scared im going to die
im so used to my arm covered in blood
but i wanna stop and i cant
i wish someone there
to tell me its okay
my arm is in pain
worser than what it usaully is
im scared im going to die
im so used to my arm covered in blood
but i wanna stop and i cant
i wish someone there
to tell me its okay
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deamon of my soul
as i lay on my bed
with my eyes wide open
my knife sits untouched
and my closet door starts to creak
swaying back and forth
each time it moves it gets faster
now slaming on the wall
something starts to come out
the deamon of my soul
has come for me
i wish i could kill it
but theres only one way that will happen
and thats only if i have someone to love
yet i love no one not even myself
so i let the deomon take over me
no caring wat he does
with my eyes wide open
my knife sits untouched
and my closet door starts to creak
swaying back and forth
each time it moves it gets faster
now slaming on the wall
something starts to come out
the deamon of my soul
has come for me
i wish i could kill it
but theres only one way that will happen
and thats only if i have someone to love
yet i love no one not even myself
so i let the deomon take over me
no caring wat he does
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just like you have befor
pain and blood pours from my soul
as adrenaline takes a hold of me
i run to the nearest bus stop
and i see you there
with a gun in your hand
your aim already set
and you pull the trigger
as blood flys every where
i fall to the ground the same as you
and yet im still alive
but you think im not
and you left me
just like you have befor
as adrenaline takes a hold of me
i run to the nearest bus stop
and i see you there
with a gun in your hand
your aim already set
and you pull the trigger
as blood flys every where
i fall to the ground the same as you
and yet im still alive
but you think im not
and you left me
just like you have befor
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till i die
why do i even care about life
nobody cares
if you didnt want me
then why didnt you have an abortion
i would have been fine with that
you treat me like shit
i would be better off on my own
as long as i have a knife
and meat on my arm
i'll cut till i die
just like they say "till death do us part"
nobody cares
if you didnt want me
then why didnt you have an abortion
i would have been fine with that
you treat me like shit
i would be better off on my own
as long as i have a knife
and meat on my arm
i'll cut till i die
just like they say "till death do us part"
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