Submissions by birdv

my life is a contest
a sik fukin game
everyday is a struggle
overwhelmed with the shame

y u gotta exist?
y u gotta compete?
throw in the towel....
and leave me in peace!

my whole life i felt smaller
less loved then u were
but i tried hard 2 bring it
as much as i could...

i tried hard 2 compete
still am 2 this day
but u always bring the fight
n put me in my place

some battles i won
some little defeats
but when it comes 2 the war
u throw me off my feet

take who u will
go back 2 ur hell...

fuck family fuck friends money over everything
I'm trynna live straight in a world so crooked
I'm trynna live straight, fuck it, it's not worth it
the life is calling me, pulling me back to the dark
chains n shackles, i didn't get very far
"you'll be back, you're a lifer" i said that'll never be me
now look at me, I'm a lifer, dead as can be
nothin left, no love, just me n my greed
makin money has become the life of me
nobody cares so fk it ill do what i do best
the life thats gonna kill me, is all that i have left
bitches actin like they...