Submissions by babygirl89 (HeartbrokenandConfused89)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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Commonsense would tell me to leave you alone
cuz with you all I get is pain
but then again my heart says to press on
and try to make it through the rain.
I'm so confused on what to do
because one side really wants 2 be with you
yet the other side just wants us to be through.
This shit is killing me because I feel so blue
and it's all because of you.
I hate to say it but I hate you
and it's not because of who you are
but because of all that you've put me through.
It's sad because, together we could have gone so far
But...
cuz with you all I get is pain
but then again my heart says to press on
and try to make it through the rain.
I'm so confused on what to do
because one side really wants 2 be with you
yet the other side just wants us to be through.
This shit is killing me because I feel so blue
and it's all because of you.
I hate to say it but I hate you
and it's not because of who you are
but because of all that you've put me through.
It's sad because, together we could have gone so far
But...
#sadness
#love
#relationships
#heartbroken
#hurt
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My Fault(Revised)
You say it’s meant to help us as a couple
But I say the pain is too much to endure.
I sit back and wish I could hear her chuckle
And I even hoped the pregnancy would make you mature.
But that was not the case you see
And that one is all on me.
I’m the one who couldn’t bring her home
And I’m the one who couldn’t let it be.
I was too busy worrying about if you would roam
Instead of trying to protect her from harm.
So now because of my actions I’m sitting here all alone
Trying to face this storm.
I’m dealing with the pain...
But I say the pain is too much to endure.
I sit back and wish I could hear her chuckle
And I even hoped the pregnancy would make you mature.
But that was not the case you see
And that one is all on me.
I’m the one who couldn’t bring her home
And I’m the one who couldn’t let it be.
I was too busy worrying about if you would roam
Instead of trying to protect her from harm.
So now because of my actions I’m sitting here all alone
Trying to face this storm.
I’m dealing with the pain...
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Letter From A Bitter Woman
You promised that you would love
You promised that you would change
Its ten years later
And shit is still the same.
The non-existent phone calls,
Her staring at the walls
The late night creep sessions,
Hoes calling yo phone,
Yet you still classify her as your backbone,
Your one, true love
You don’t even realize that you’ve been blockin’ yo blessings.
The blessings that our heavenly father sent you.
A partner,
A soul mate,
A woman.
Your woman!
Your woman that’s always sitting at home
All alone, ...
You promised that you would change
Its ten years later
And shit is still the same.
The non-existent phone calls,
Her staring at the walls
The late night creep sessions,
Hoes calling yo phone,
Yet you still classify her as your backbone,
Your one, true love
You don’t even realize that you’ve been blockin’ yo blessings.
The blessings that our heavenly father sent you.
A partner,
A soul mate,
A woman.
Your woman!
Your woman that’s always sitting at home
All alone, ...
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Unimportant
I feel so unimportant
and I don't know whether it's my emotions or even my hormones.
But I can't help but to feel unwanted
yes you may call and we may fall asleep on our phones.
but it doesn't compare to being in your presence ,
to waking up to your face the next morning,
I feel like you don't understand the pain that I feel in your absence
and I don't mean to make this sound like a warning
but I miss having our face- to- face conversations
and I even miss you holding me.
I don't want to meet up just to have relations
and I don't want to give...
and I don't know whether it's my emotions or even my hormones.
But I can't help but to feel unwanted
yes you may call and we may fall asleep on our phones.
but it doesn't compare to being in your presence ,
to waking up to your face the next morning,
I feel like you don't understand the pain that I feel in your absence
and I don't mean to make this sound like a warning
but I miss having our face- to- face conversations
and I even miss you holding me.
I don't want to meet up just to have relations
and I don't want to give...
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And I'm still going to be okay
I’ve dealt with the pain and the struggles
Even dealt with people coming in and out my bubble.
Hearing all the shit they talked about me but constantly smiling in my face.
Dealing with family members and so called friends downing me
And even dealt with so called lovers clowning me
And lying saying they would never hurt or leave me.
I’ve dealt with the weight of the world on my shoulders
And even dealt with my heart growing colder.
I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t give a fuck anymore.
I don’t give a fuck about your feelings
Or...
Even dealt with people coming in and out my bubble.
Hearing all the shit they talked about me but constantly smiling in my face.
Dealing with family members and so called friends downing me
And even dealt with so called lovers clowning me
And lying saying they would never hurt or leave me.
I’ve dealt with the weight of the world on my shoulders
And even dealt with my heart growing colder.
I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t give a fuck anymore.
I don’t give a fuck about your feelings
Or...
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I Just Don't Know
When I look in the mirror what am I supposed to see?
A beautiful woman who's trapped inside me?
or maybe a little girl who just wants & needs to be loved
instead of a little girl who feels like she's constantly being shoved.
Am I supposed to love everything about me
when there's no beauty inside of me that I can see?
Or am I supposed to fake a smile
when I know I have been crying for a while?
What am I supposed to show
because honestly I just don't know!!!!!
A beautiful woman who's trapped inside me?
or maybe a little girl who just wants & needs to be loved
instead of a little girl who feels like she's constantly being shoved.
Am I supposed to love everything about me
when there's no beauty inside of me that I can see?
Or am I supposed to fake a smile
when I know I have been crying for a while?
What am I supposed to show
because honestly I just don't know!!!!!
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My Fault
you say it's meant to help us as a couple
but I say the pain is too much to endure.
I know she was yours just as much as mine
but I was the one that couldn't bring her home.
I was the one who couldn't cuddle
with her and protect her from harm.
My baby could of been pure but I wanted to act immature
and keep her a secret.
I can admit I crossed the line
and my actions will forever replay in my dome.
And due to my actions, I was alone.
I had to deal with the pain of losing my child on my own.
I don't talk about her because it hurts ...
but I say the pain is too much to endure.
I know she was yours just as much as mine
but I was the one that couldn't bring her home.
I was the one who couldn't cuddle
with her and protect her from harm.
My baby could of been pure but I wanted to act immature
and keep her a secret.
I can admit I crossed the line
and my actions will forever replay in my dome.
And due to my actions, I was alone.
I had to deal with the pain of losing my child on my own.
I don't talk about her because it hurts ...
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10 Years and a broken heart
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I'm not that bitch
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What Do You Do?
What do you do when the man you love doesn't love you back
and you know there is someone else by the way that he acts.
Do you blame yourself and ask him what it is that you lack
or do you just let it go because you know that you might overreact.
Do you just sit and cry
because your world is falling apart
or do you just say goodbye
and leave him with a broken heart?
Do you except it and find you someone new
or do you stand by his side and pray that this shall pass too.
Do you get even and...
and you know there is someone else by the way that he acts.
Do you blame yourself and ask him what it is that you lack
or do you just let it go because you know that you might overreact.
Do you just sit and cry
because your world is falling apart
or do you just say goodbye
and leave him with a broken heart?
Do you except it and find you someone new
or do you stand by his side and pray that this shall pass too.
Do you get even and...
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My Love For You
When you look into my eyes you see nothing but love,
and you know that deep in my heart you will always be there,
because I constantly say that you're my angel and you were sent to me from the Lord above,
and you show me constantly that you care, and that when it comes to hurting me you said you wouldn't dare.
When you look into my heart you should know that with you is where I wanna be
and that I would never hurt you,
because hurting you is just like hurting me
so therefore,I would never make you blue because I'm deeply in love...
and you know that deep in my heart you will always be there,
because I constantly say that you're my angel and you were sent to me from the Lord above,
and you show me constantly that you care, and that when it comes to hurting me you said you wouldn't dare.
When you look into my heart you should know that with you is where I wanna be
and that I would never hurt you,
because hurting you is just like hurting me
so therefore,I would never make you blue because I'm deeply in love...
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Where did we go wrong?
I remember when you would hold me in your arms at night.
I remember how you would look in my eyes and say I love you.
I remember when you would tell me that everything would be alright
and how I knew that everything you ever told me was true.
I remember all the kisses we shared
and all the late night talks between us.
I remember the ways you showed me that you cared
and the many ways you made me blush.
I remember the day you asked me to marry you
and how you reacted when I said yes.
I...
I remember how you would look in my eyes and say I love you.
I remember when you would tell me that everything would be alright
and how I knew that everything you ever told me was true.
I remember all the kisses we shared
and all the late night talks between us.
I remember the ways you showed me that you cared
and the many ways you made me blush.
I remember the day you asked me to marry you
and how you reacted when I said yes.
I...
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