Submissions by angel53

PAIN!!!
It creeps up on me in the middle of the night...
It leaves me to lay awake crying till the day time comes again...
It eats me from the inside out....
It just keeps burning inside of me....
PAIN!!!

It stays with me just so i don't forget...
So i don't forget what i saw or what i remember.......
PAIN

It is so great it makes me want to forget....
But yet it wont let me...
Is it because it is my fault............
Or is it just to torture me............

The pain is so great.
It feels like...
A...

I scream..
I shout...
Yelling for help.....
But yet no one hears me
It's like I'm invisable


All I want is help
But they just keep walking
Like I'm not here
Like I don't exist

The pain is just too much
I'm just so over whelmed

I just want this pain to disappear
But yet I'm scared
scared that I will forget
That everyone will forget

But yet i keep seeing it replay over and over
in my head...

I remeber his last heart beat
His last breath
His last words
I also remeber the amount of...

I close my eyes andI see you.
Idon't want to go back to reality,
there is where you're not.
In my heart you're still alive,
you never disapeared.
But in this cruel world you did.

I still can hear you....
feel you...
see you...
butI always realize your not there

I was left here to grieve
with a whole in my soul that will never be filled
I still have the hope that you will be there whenI wake
and that this is a horrible dream.

I always thought I would go first
but this world had a different plan.

I go day by...