Submissions by amari25
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've been writing since I was thirteen four poems published hope to have more someday open to critiques always looking for ways to improve my writing.i write from personal experience with raw emotion.message me and we can do a collaboration.
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jan 2020 10:22pm
9th Jan 2020 10:22pm
When do I get this
Engagements are happening all around
Looking back
When is it my turn
When will my heart be found
When will someone long for forever
when they look into my eyes
When will I have happiness
On the day that is all mine
Petal
flowing dress
Veil
When do I get this
Looking back
When is it my turn
When will my heart be found
When will someone long for forever
when they look into my eyes
When will I have happiness
On the day that is all mine
Petal
flowing dress
Veil
When do I get this
#love
#marriage
519 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2020 10:21pm
9th Jan 2020 10:21pm
Not worthy
It's frustrating how much my heart can't convey
Loneliness
Emptiness
Hurt
All the pain
Memories
like permanent pictures
in my mind
Keep me awake
Makes me feel I won't ever be enough
My confidence fizzled
I silently wonder why
What did I do to deserve this pain
Mental
Physical
emotional
I constantly feel like I am not worth anything to anyone
Just a trophy for you to put on your shelf
there for your convenience
not worthy of anything else.
Loneliness
Emptiness
Hurt
All the pain
Memories
like permanent pictures
in my mind
Keep me awake
Makes me feel I won't ever be enough
My confidence fizzled
I silently wonder why
What did I do to deserve this pain
Mental
Physical
emotional
I constantly feel like I am not worth anything to anyone
Just a trophy for you to put on your shelf
there for your convenience
not worthy of anything else.
#depression
#loneliness
878 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Sep 2019 7:48pm
9th Sep 2019 7:48pm
Losing sleep
You tormented me
Made it hard to sleep
Hurt me in ways no one would even think
Kept my son from me
Kidnapped him
Whats a mother to feel
The pain you caused was surreal
Wake up at night clutching his pillow
Grasping for air
Reaching out for him to nothing but air
This pain though it was a year ago now
Still remains
You have moved on a new family
Dont come around for the kids at all
But the fear is always there
I wake up at night look over in my sons bed to be sure he is there
How can you still have...
Made it hard to sleep
Hurt me in ways no one would even think
Kept my son from me
Kidnapped him
Whats a mother to feel
The pain you caused was surreal
Wake up at night clutching his pillow
Grasping for air
Reaching out for him to nothing but air
This pain though it was a year ago now
Still remains
You have moved on a new family
Dont come around for the kids at all
But the fear is always there
I wake up at night look over in my sons bed to be sure he is there
How can you still have...
#conflict
#nightmares
#emotional
559 reads
8 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
12th Nov 2018 9:17am
12th Nov 2018 9:17am
Sugar Bear written with runaway-mindtrain
#sexy
629 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Nov 2018 4:46pm
9th Nov 2018 4:46pm
Runaway
#love
#family
#abuse #hurt
#abuse #hurt
472 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Nov 2018 8:31pm
8th Nov 2018 8:31pm
You are Mom
#love
#children
#breakup
419 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Oct 2018 3:49am
17th Oct 2018 3:49am
The monster that is you
Its funny how for five years i felt like i was never enough.
But looking back it was you
The put downs
The screaming
The fighting
Making me feel as if i was to blame
Late nights you not coming home
You playing the victim but you were never alone
You held my heart prisoner in this game
Crushing me to the core
When i was hating myself
I should have hated you more
Now i look at what you shattered to pieces my heart and theirs
Someone else another kid an addiction to. My worst nightmare coming true.
Im holding them...
But looking back it was you
The put downs
The screaming
The fighting
Making me feel as if i was to blame
Late nights you not coming home
You playing the victim but you were never alone
You held my heart prisoner in this game
Crushing me to the core
When i was hating myself
I should have hated you more
Now i look at what you shattered to pieces my heart and theirs
Someone else another kid an addiction to. My worst nightmare coming true.
Im holding them...
#heartbroken
496 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Apr 2018 4:52am
1st Apr 2018 4:52am
Craving u again written with DevilsChild
#love
640 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2018 6:14am
22nd Mar 2018 6:14am
take me dont just tease me
#erotic
1054 reads
11 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
21st Mar 2018 5:11am
21st Mar 2018 5:11am
wouldnt mind forever
I have felt a happiness
that i thought i would never know
i lay in your arms and my heart is home
a kiss has never meant so much but with you its pure ecstasy
it drives me wild
I have felt more love from you
then years combined with another
with you its scary
but i wouldnt mind forever.
that i thought i would never know
i lay in your arms and my heart is home
a kiss has never meant so much but with you its pure ecstasy
it drives me wild
I have felt more love from you
then years combined with another
with you its scary
but i wouldnt mind forever.
#anxiety
#love
572 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2017 00:44am
23rd Dec 2017 00:44am
Mommy's here
I sit in this place my arms around my lil man
This little boy who holds my heart in his hands
He smiles at me
Constantly makes me laugh
Im sorry little man
I never wanted things to happen this way
I cant speak for your dad
I know he loves you
But sometimes mommy and daddies love ends
The babies get caught in the crossfire it isnt fair
Watching a movie
cuddling
I am so sorry baby
Mommy is gonna be right here
This little boy who holds my heart in his hands
He smiles at me
Constantly makes me laugh
Im sorry little man
I never wanted things to happen this way
I cant speak for your dad
I know he loves you
But sometimes mommy and daddies love ends
The babies get caught in the crossfire it isnt fair
Watching a movie
cuddling
I am so sorry baby
Mommy is gonna be right here
#dark
#family
#identity
#LifeCycle
#metaphor
703 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2017 00:38am
23rd Dec 2017 00:38am
How did we get here
How did we get here
To look at the man i fell in love with
Feel nothing but regret
To look into his eyes
no longer feel
what i felt the day we met
How did we get here
To screaming
Fighting
Pushing one another to the brink
To think you can break me
By making my heart sink
Every ounce of my being is because of them
How can you stand there and call yourself a man
You did this not me
No call no text
No attention
No affection
You dont come home
Running around like you dont have a family...
To look at the man i fell in love with
Feel nothing but regret
To look into his eyes
no longer feel
what i felt the day we met
How did we get here
To screaming
Fighting
Pushing one another to the brink
To think you can break me
By making my heart sink
Every ounce of my being is because of them
How can you stand there and call yourself a man
You did this not me
No call no text
No attention
No affection
You dont come home
Running around like you dont have a family...
#sadness
#relationships
#conflict #hurt
#conflict #hurt
621 reads
4 Comments
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