Submissions by amari25
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've been writing since I was thirteen four poems published hope to have more someday open to critiques always looking for ways to improve my writing.i write from personal experience with raw emotion.message me and we can do a collaboration.
Snap again
Lay in bed
You snap yet again
Super short
Do tou even want me around
Do you even care
I get to where i feel utterly alone
Feeling so lost
How else should i feel
There you go
Snap again
You snap yet again
Super short
Do tou even want me around
Do you even care
I get to where i feel utterly alone
Feeling so lost
How else should i feel
There you go
Snap again
#loneliness
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She is mine
I got up today
Feeling a little bit stronger
Yet still broken
I cant let this break me
You cant have her
She is mine
My reason for being
A piece of my heart
That walks outside of my body
You cant have her she is mine
Her smile her laugh
Her personality
Its me
You cant have her
Your taking the breathe from me
You were meant to help and now this
I just am in a whole disarray
You cant have her she is mine
Feeling a little bit stronger
Yet still broken
I cant let this break me
You cant have her
She is mine
My reason for being
A piece of my heart
That walks outside of my body
You cant have her she is mine
Her smile her laugh
Her personality
Its me
You cant have her
Your taking the breathe from me
You were meant to help and now this
I just am in a whole disarray
You cant have her she is mine
#daughter
#hurt
465 reads
4 Comments
I am going under
The papers. In hand
I feel my knees give out
I struggling fighting for air
Grasping for something anything to keep my head above water
Im going under
I feel the singe like a hot poker in my heart
Taking the breathe right from my lungs
Everything is closing in on me please do not take my sanity
Please do not take my reason for being
I lay down
there it is again
i cant breathe
I am going under
I feel my knees give out
I struggling fighting for air
Grasping for something anything to keep my head above water
Im going under
I feel the singe like a hot poker in my heart
Taking the breathe right from my lungs
Everything is closing in on me please do not take my sanity
Please do not take my reason for being
I lay down
there it is again
i cant breathe
I am going under
#depression
#hurt
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1 Comment
What you would be like today
Wow has it been that long already
It doesn't seem so far away
I still miss you everyday
Tears still fall from my eyes
I still wonder why
No one ever gave me an explanation
You were there
And then you were gone
I wish i could turn back time
Somehow make you okay
I still wonder what you would be like today would we have the same eyes
Same smile
Maybe you would laugh like me
Be mommys little mini
Just a heart beat
Then pain
Then im just numb
I cant believe its really been that long
You were...
It doesn't seem so far away
I still miss you everyday
Tears still fall from my eyes
I still wonder why
No one ever gave me an explanation
You were there
And then you were gone
I wish i could turn back time
Somehow make you okay
I still wonder what you would be like today would we have the same eyes
Same smile
Maybe you would laugh like me
Be mommys little mini
Just a heart beat
Then pain
Then im just numb
I cant believe its really been that long
You were...
#grief
446 reads
6 Comments
Brian
Tell me its a dream
This isn't my reality
Has it been nine years
The wound still stings
My heart has never been the same
Nothing can mend the hurt and the pain
No one can silence my internal screams
Please just come back to me
Wake me from this nightmare
Hold me
I want to hear your voice one more time
Not just a voicemail
For real this time
I want to hold your hand as we laugh about random things
Play video games
Sit beneath the stars
Talk for hours
What i wouldn't give
I lost a piece of my...
This isn't my reality
Has it been nine years
The wound still stings
My heart has never been the same
Nothing can mend the hurt and the pain
No one can silence my internal screams
Please just come back to me
Wake me from this nightmare
Hold me
I want to hear your voice one more time
Not just a voicemail
For real this time
I want to hold your hand as we laugh about random things
Play video games
Sit beneath the stars
Talk for hours
What i wouldn't give
I lost a piece of my...
#death
#lover
#hurt
610 reads
7 Comments
Just a little while
#sex
#dirty
1010 reads
9 Comments
Damage of silence
Your words pierce my heart
Like venom straight to the vein
I let you in
And there is nothing but pain
I let my wall down
Let my heart call you home
Here i am yearning yet again alone
Your words i want to hear
You only voice when you have hit the bottle
When sober its just white noise
Why do you do this everytime
I will not make the mistake of giving you my heart another time
You will call
I wont answer
You will write i wont
I made the mistake of letting you in again
Now you can feel the damage that...
Like venom straight to the vein
I let you in
And there is nothing but pain
I let my wall down
Let my heart call you home
Here i am yearning yet again alone
Your words i want to hear
You only voice when you have hit the bottle
When sober its just white noise
Why do you do this everytime
I will not make the mistake of giving you my heart another time
You will call
I wont answer
You will write i wont
I made the mistake of letting you in again
Now you can feel the damage that...
#love
#breakup
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2 Comments
Deprive me
#love
#sex
647 reads
6 Comments
Let you in again
Lets just call me vapid
Feeling like i have no brain
I know what you do
What you did
Yet here i am letting you in again
I feel your fingers pierce my heart
As you lay cuddled in the blanket i got for you
Early valentines present
I love it
I will cherish it forever
Within a blink of an eye gone
Just like before
Ghosted
But who is to blame but me
I know what you did
Yet i let you in
All over again.
Feeling like i have no brain
I know what you do
What you did
Yet here i am letting you in again
I feel your fingers pierce my heart
As you lay cuddled in the blanket i got for you
Early valentines present
I love it
I will cherish it forever
Within a blink of an eye gone
Just like before
Ghosted
But who is to blame but me
I know what you did
Yet i let you in
All over again.
#love
#heartbroken
455 reads
6 Comments
solstice written with Pho3nix19xx
June 19th, two minutes to midnight
Darkness falls amongst clouds inside my mind
[Can I sustain long enough for the light to shine through the darkness or will it consume me?]
Tomorrow's beginning, I know will exorcise these thoughts by the summer solstice light.
[Hoping the spring rain washes away the despair,
The light of summer makes the knife disappear.]
By the clock perched beside thy bed,
I feel the totality of the zero hour toll
Through the fog of last night, a shimmer of fight shines
As invisible birds chirp their love song, ...
Darkness falls amongst clouds inside my mind
[Can I sustain long enough for the light to shine through the darkness or will it consume me?]
Tomorrow's beginning, I know will exorcise these thoughts by the summer solstice light.
[Hoping the spring rain washes away the despair,
The light of summer makes the knife disappear.]
By the clock perched beside thy bed,
I feel the totality of the zero hour toll
Through the fog of last night, a shimmer of fight shines
As invisible birds chirp their love song, ...
#suicide
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0 Comments
Entwined tides written with quitusquill
Knowing this I never found
for I looked blindly
instead of hearing all around
you are not my universe
one can not be when
two are a part of everything.
No matter where we are
distance meaning nothing
when two hearts create a whole.
I will never say I love you
for when our eyes meet
our souls will levitate
as puppets tethered
to the light of the architect.
Being pulled by my souls desire
the words I love you not needed
in the moment as sure as the moon rises in the sky and greets the stars that...
for I looked blindly
instead of hearing all around
you are not my universe
one can not be when
two are a part of everything.
No matter where we are
distance meaning nothing
when two hearts create a whole.
I will never say I love you
for when our eyes meet
our souls will levitate
as puppets tethered
to the light of the architect.
Being pulled by my souls desire
the words I love you not needed
in the moment as sure as the moon rises in the sky and greets the stars that...
#love
333 reads
4 Comments
When do I get this
Engagements are happening all around
Looking back
When is it my turn
When will my heart be found
When will someone long for forever
when they look into my eyes
When will I have happiness
On the day that is all mine
Petal
flowing dress
Veil
When do I get this
Looking back
When is it my turn
When will my heart be found
When will someone long for forever
when they look into my eyes
When will I have happiness
On the day that is all mine
Petal
flowing dress
Veil
When do I get this
#love
#marriage
462 reads
10 Comments
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