Submissions by addictedhelp (lonely-soul)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello everybody I'm a poet and would like to share my work
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jan 2014 00:55am
30th Jan 2014 00:55am
life....
A life controlled with fear and hurt,
Were ppl treat others like fucking dirt,
Always some thing standing in our way,
Either selfish people or a big bill we've to pay,
Were judged on our looks even what we do,
With out a clue what's inside or what we've been going through,
Murderers and theives allowed to roam our streets,
mums abusing children and only sentence with weeks,
Our soldiers are dying fighting a pointless war,
And wer forced to live by each pathetic law,
How can people say that we live open and free,
When the goverment controls us but...
Were ppl treat others like fucking dirt,
Always some thing standing in our way,
Either selfish people or a big bill we've to pay,
Were judged on our looks even what we do,
With out a clue what's inside or what we've been going through,
Murderers and theives allowed to roam our streets,
mums abusing children and only sentence with weeks,
Our soldiers are dying fighting a pointless war,
And wer forced to live by each pathetic law,
How can people say that we live open and free,
When the goverment controls us but...
785 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jan 2014 10:22pm
28th Jan 2014 10:22pm
friend
No words could say what you mean to me,
And no actions could make you see,
A friend and a sister a soul mate to,
still here through the shit that we've both been through,
Lucky I am that you gave me the time,
Now for once in my life iv a friend to call mine,
Was always weird wen we spoke at the start,
I even got scared that you opened my heart,
Your really not a bad person and deserve none of this shit,
I swer if I cud change things and change every bit,
You always try and do whatu can,
Your the only one that's never ran,
Christmas is creeping...
And no actions could make you see,
A friend and a sister a soul mate to,
still here through the shit that we've both been through,
Lucky I am that you gave me the time,
Now for once in my life iv a friend to call mine,
Was always weird wen we spoke at the start,
I even got scared that you opened my heart,
Your really not a bad person and deserve none of this shit,
I swer if I cud change things and change every bit,
You always try and do whatu can,
Your the only one that's never ran,
Christmas is creeping...
652 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Dec 2013 00:24am
21st Dec 2013 00:24am
struggle again
How selfish can some body be who wishes away there days,
There's people who don't have a choice then me with my pathetic ways,
My neice is the sun iin my sky who keeps me going on,
she's the reason I have to live and the reason I am strong,
I don't deserve my family aprreciation I never show,
I make no effort to love them or any effort to make them know,
To sunk and lost in my own depression,
My weakness won and taught me a lesson,
A life I have that I shouldn't of been given,
When there's ill ones who need it who makes the most of living,
I'm here by...
There's people who don't have a choice then me with my pathetic ways,
My neice is the sun iin my sky who keeps me going on,
she's the reason I have to live and the reason I am strong,
I don't deserve my family aprreciation I never show,
I make no effort to love them or any effort to make them know,
To sunk and lost in my own depression,
My weakness won and taught me a lesson,
A life I have that I shouldn't of been given,
When there's ill ones who need it who makes the most of living,
I'm here by...
590 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Dec 2013 2:10am
12th Dec 2013 2:10am
depression through my eyes
Here's a common fight that I struggle day to day,
A story of sad depression that's impossible to push away,
It creeps into the mind slowly poisons your very heart,
takes your strength to go to others and that's just the start,
Stress without a reason so anxious and very lowe,
The one who you want there is the heart you cannot go,
Confused with your own sadness has no one's done a wrong,
Scared because your lonely and them you want seem gone,
Can't have no one that worries just in case they see,
There problems are worse than mine so I'll just pretend...
A story of sad depression that's impossible to push away,
It creeps into the mind slowly poisons your very heart,
takes your strength to go to others and that's just the start,
Stress without a reason so anxious and very lowe,
The one who you want there is the heart you cannot go,
Confused with your own sadness has no one's done a wrong,
Scared because your lonely and them you want seem gone,
Can't have no one that worries just in case they see,
There problems are worse than mine so I'll just pretend...
745 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2013 00:57am
14th Nov 2013 00:57am
battle with depression
Go to fight depression its either now or never,
Be strong and fight it through or live a struggle forever,
Many miles I have to travel for my self to reach recovery,
A journey yet unknown for the path of new discovery,
Leave my demons behind a task of self control,
This painful life I live I'll no longer have to follow,
Shrug of the snide remarks I no its for the best,
Need to make my self believe people do it as an evil test,
Hold my head up high walk right through the stress,
Ignore the ones who do it its just making my life a mess,
Stop seeing good...
Be strong and fight it through or live a struggle forever,
Many miles I have to travel for my self to reach recovery,
A journey yet unknown for the path of new discovery,
Leave my demons behind a task of self control,
This painful life I live I'll no longer have to follow,
Shrug of the snide remarks I no its for the best,
Need to make my self believe people do it as an evil test,
Hold my head up high walk right through the stress,
Ignore the ones who do it its just making my life a mess,
Stop seeing good...
861 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2013 9:20pm
13th Nov 2013 9:20pm
pushed to far
Sat in another mess tears are streaming down my face,
Just a few pathetic words and I'm led to this painful place,
I can't deal with things like normal people do,
emotional stress just kills me an I feel I can't get through,
Music never helps its so hard to try calm down,
Can't ignore who made me feel this way I just want them in the ground,
To sit in fear and scared from your mind or just being awake,
its just awful to hold back from anger and hard for me to take,
Knowing I'll never be understood cos no one will ever understand,
There only good to drag...
Just a few pathetic words and I'm led to this painful place,
I can't deal with things like normal people do,
emotional stress just kills me an I feel I can't get through,
Music never helps its so hard to try calm down,
Can't ignore who made me feel this way I just want them in the ground,
To sit in fear and scared from your mind or just being awake,
its just awful to hold back from anger and hard for me to take,
Knowing I'll never be understood cos no one will ever understand,
There only good to drag...
619 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Oct 2013 2:25am
26th Oct 2013 2:25am
painfull downward spiral we watch our mum fall
I love you mum with all my heart,
It tears me up that one day we'll part,
I trust you how i would a friend how mother and daughter should be,
I try to see you often but how you are is painful to see,
We've had alot of laughs and a family who fought to live good,
But mum were your kids and need you to get of this curse of a drug,
We all hate you have this habit and we all really do try,
Some times i pretend your not on it then it breaks me down until i cry,
I accept your not your self i just wish you normal again some day,
Till then im by your side im never...
It tears me up that one day we'll part,
I trust you how i would a friend how mother and daughter should be,
I try to see you often but how you are is painful to see,
We've had alot of laughs and a family who fought to live good,
But mum were your kids and need you to get of this curse of a drug,
We all hate you have this habit and we all really do try,
Some times i pretend your not on it then it breaks me down until i cry,
I accept your not your self i just wish you normal again some day,
Till then im by your side im never...
621 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
26th Oct 2013 1:52am
26th Oct 2013 1:52am
my body! my life! my *own free will*
691 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Oct 2013 11:37am
12th Oct 2013 11:37am
pushed aside like a nobody
How wrong am i just to think people care,
And to beleive that i am the one they want there,
Every smile and effort it must all be a lie,
Because everythinks fake and alone i get by,
No body cares unless its them reaching out,
what is with this world why the hate and why all doubt,
People are cruel its just how they get through,
With out a care on how much they hurt you,
Some people deserve nothing not even there soul,
Maybe im one with anger i cant controll,
Keep to your self ppl say its easier to live,
Realising right its just heartache you give,...
And to beleive that i am the one they want there,
Every smile and effort it must all be a lie,
Because everythinks fake and alone i get by,
No body cares unless its them reaching out,
what is with this world why the hate and why all doubt,
People are cruel its just how they get through,
With out a care on how much they hurt you,
Some people deserve nothing not even there soul,
Maybe im one with anger i cant controll,
Keep to your self ppl say its easier to live,
Realising right its just heartache you give,...
606 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2013 2:49pm
3rd Oct 2013 2:49pm
agression AGAIN
Here we go just like before,
My mood is winning and taking so much more,
Heat and pressure it burns right through,
I mood that forced confused what to do,
Cant empty anger cos pains my thought,
Cant go back there so many battles iv fought,
How one can turn u to this big red flame,
With no bad feelings cos to them its a game,
All i can say is im stronger today,
No more knifes or anger just find my way,
My mood is winning and taking so much more,
Heat and pressure it burns right through,
I mood that forced confused what to do,
Cant empty anger cos pains my thought,
Cant go back there so many battles iv fought,
How one can turn u to this big red flame,
With no bad feelings cos to them its a game,
All i can say is im stronger today,
No more knifes or anger just find my way,
594 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Sep 2013 00:06am
18th Sep 2013 00:06am
9 years you was taken away
9 years grandad since you passed away,
There's just so many things I never got to say,
All us grankids was happy with u for how u play,
You made us all feel special and you did it in a loving way,
You hid our jigsaw pieces you took mints out our hand,
took us to the seaside and buried us deep in the sand,
Never failed a sunday to our house you'd walk,
Maybe just a drink or just a little talk,
None of us told you that you was the best,
The best we could ever ask for much better than the rest,
Memories are engraved and from our heart they won't be gone,...
There's just so many things I never got to say,
All us grankids was happy with u for how u play,
You made us all feel special and you did it in a loving way,
You hid our jigsaw pieces you took mints out our hand,
took us to the seaside and buried us deep in the sand,
Never failed a sunday to our house you'd walk,
Maybe just a drink or just a little talk,
None of us told you that you was the best,
The best we could ever ask for much better than the rest,
Memories are engraved and from our heart they won't be gone,...
739 reads
4 Comments
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