Submissions by ZoeAnn
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Vulnerable on the inside. Hard as stone on the outside.
can you
Chances of these working out could b thin.
I love you, i always have since way back when
I miss the young of us.
I miss the sneaking to see you
I miss how you wrapped ur arms around me
I miss the undevind felling you gave me.
Maybe we are to much alike these days
You like dope and i may.
You run from everybody that loves you, and i do.
You said u help me and i want to help you.
You say you love me, but my blackened heart say you lie.
you asume i want to leave you.
I never wanted to, you push me away.
when all i want is you to do is hold me...
I love you, i always have since way back when
I miss the young of us.
I miss the sneaking to see you
I miss how you wrapped ur arms around me
I miss the undevind felling you gave me.
Maybe we are to much alike these days
You like dope and i may.
You run from everybody that loves you, and i do.
You said u help me and i want to help you.
You say you love me, but my blackened heart say you lie.
you asume i want to leave you.
I never wanted to, you push me away.
when all i want is you to do is hold me...
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breathe
I have forgotten how to breath.
It was once easy.
Now i have to remind myself.
Maybe its a sign.
Im a cold-hearted bitch now,
You made me like this.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
My pulse increase.
My lips are like posion.
My skin is pale but slighty glistening.
My i eyes are deep but more mysterious.
Breathe in.
Breathe out
Before you existed.
My lips where sweet as candy.
My skin was darker with revealing bueaty.
My eyes where calming and sensitive.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
This is yet...
It was once easy.
Now i have to remind myself.
Maybe its a sign.
Im a cold-hearted bitch now,
You made me like this.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
My pulse increase.
My lips are like posion.
My skin is pale but slighty glistening.
My i eyes are deep but more mysterious.
Breathe in.
Breathe out
Before you existed.
My lips where sweet as candy.
My skin was darker with revealing bueaty.
My eyes where calming and sensitive.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
This is yet...
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Fame
I dont give a fuck if u like me
If your mom
Or your nanny likes me
I could give to fuck if you
New i smoked doped
Or lived in a hotel for a week
That i fucked your bestfriend
Fuck what you tell my mom
Fuck what you tell my sister
Or my whole family
Fuck you i could tell them myself.
Fuck your fucking judgement
Who fucking asked you honestly?
fuck im a big girl i know
What the fucking truth is
Or what lies i have told
So fucking what.
Do i sit around and creep on you
Fuck no, i dont care to.
so what i fucked up ur...
If your mom
Or your nanny likes me
I could give to fuck if you
New i smoked doped
Or lived in a hotel for a week
That i fucked your bestfriend
Fuck what you tell my mom
Fuck what you tell my sister
Or my whole family
Fuck you i could tell them myself.
Fuck your fucking judgement
Who fucking asked you honestly?
fuck im a big girl i know
What the fucking truth is
Or what lies i have told
So fucking what.
Do i sit around and creep on you
Fuck no, i dont care to.
so what i fucked up ur...
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crystal
Its 5:04am 2 more hours until sunrise.
But i rather it stay black out there.
The heart that once was gave to me
Is now just a black hole.
I hate what i have let myself become.
I cant stand to look at myself in the mirror
For not even a minutes more.
Im not afraid of much these's days.
but looking in it today,
I fell like its getting ready to take me away.
I dont see myself, or the person i use to be.
I see the daughter of a doper.
He is looking back at me.
Never have i seen him in real life.
prison took that away from me.
But i see...
But i rather it stay black out there.
The heart that once was gave to me
Is now just a black hole.
I hate what i have let myself become.
I cant stand to look at myself in the mirror
For not even a minutes more.
Im not afraid of much these's days.
but looking in it today,
I fell like its getting ready to take me away.
I dont see myself, or the person i use to be.
I see the daughter of a doper.
He is looking back at me.
Never have i seen him in real life.
prison took that away from me.
But i see...
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if he only new
I hide my pain,
Loneliness, hurt, and shame.
I have had two boyfriends
In the past two months.
and about 6 guys i talk to
get me by.
Smoking dope is what
Keeps me sane even though
i have said i quit to most.
The one i have now smokes
Too.
We have known eachother for
a little over 8 years.
I was 14 and he was 18.
So back then it wouldnt work.
Now im 21 and he is 25.
So we have been dating
for over a week.
Absolutely dreadful.
Nothing like what i expected.
We used to talk about everthing ...
Loneliness, hurt, and shame.
I have had two boyfriends
In the past two months.
and about 6 guys i talk to
get me by.
Smoking dope is what
Keeps me sane even though
i have said i quit to most.
The one i have now smokes
Too.
We have known eachother for
a little over 8 years.
I was 14 and he was 18.
So back then it wouldnt work.
Now im 21 and he is 25.
So we have been dating
for over a week.
Absolutely dreadful.
Nothing like what i expected.
We used to talk about everthing ...
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SUNshIne
Babyboy you are my blessing
My reason on this horrible earth
Im sorry momma and daddy didn't
work out
And that Nene had to take u away
Cause i thought tryin to be with daddy was best
nope i was wrong
Family violence and drug charges
Me and him not getin along was not
what u deserved
Nene saved u
but at the same time took my life
from me.
I tried so long to stay straight and i left daddy babyboy
But Nene wouldnt let me come home with you.
that crushed me even more.
The guilt and shame
Brought me to my breaking point
i...
My reason on this horrible earth
Im sorry momma and daddy didn't
work out
And that Nene had to take u away
Cause i thought tryin to be with daddy was best
nope i was wrong
Family violence and drug charges
Me and him not getin along was not
what u deserved
Nene saved u
but at the same time took my life
from me.
I tried so long to stay straight and i left daddy babyboy
But Nene wouldnt let me come home with you.
that crushed me even more.
The guilt and shame
Brought me to my breaking point
i...
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so what i like girls, who asked u?
yes i have a boyfriend
so what i want a girl to!
She is the wrong girl
This I kno.
Im not supposed to be gettin high
But she does !
And i want to,
My boyfriend is a dick
To fucking controling...
Fuck it we r in her hotel room
And she is bout to shoot it up!
I know she wants me
Cause she can i want her.
Fuck it!
we r going to do this.
I kno how to make her
Feel like she never has.
And she says she can do the same?
So i lay here watching tv
Thinking about it..
So fuck it its happening now! ...
so what i want a girl to!
She is the wrong girl
This I kno.
Im not supposed to be gettin high
But she does !
And i want to,
My boyfriend is a dick
To fucking controling...
Fuck it we r in her hotel room
And she is bout to shoot it up!
I know she wants me
Cause she can i want her.
Fuck it!
we r going to do this.
I kno how to make her
Feel like she never has.
And she says she can do the same?
So i lay here watching tv
Thinking about it..
So fuck it its happening now! ...
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f**k! Confusion!
I told myself id stop
im going to recover
everytime i hit it the pipe
it doesnt even Work!
So why keep doing it?
i'm just spending more
and more.
Whats the point anymore?
So i decided to enter
this road i never been
down before
recovery!
I don't want to freakin
stop being anyones friends.
Or even have to think bout
that.
but just maybe its the best
but there not all as bad as u
might think.
I know i need to freakin
saying i don't want
and just do whats right.
but danm its hard with no
family in...
im going to recover
everytime i hit it the pipe
it doesnt even Work!
So why keep doing it?
i'm just spending more
and more.
Whats the point anymore?
So i decided to enter
this road i never been
down before
recovery!
I don't want to freakin
stop being anyones friends.
Or even have to think bout
that.
but just maybe its the best
but there not all as bad as u
might think.
I know i need to freakin
saying i don't want
and just do whats right.
but danm its hard with no
family in...
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TO my SPERM doner...
I have asked so many questions about you.
The answers she didn't have a clue.
You chose the demon inside of you.
Over your Bueatiful baby girl, how could you?
I'd ask myself, when i see a father and daughter playing, Where could he be?
My DAddy. I want someone to push me on a swing, or tell me a bedtime story.
But NO,
you chose Demons over me, how could you?
As I have grown, the years have flown by.
You messed so many things,
That you can never regain.
The phone rang one late night.
She said they have taken you
To be locked away...
The answers she didn't have a clue.
You chose the demon inside of you.
Over your Bueatiful baby girl, how could you?
I'd ask myself, when i see a father and daughter playing, Where could he be?
My DAddy. I want someone to push me on a swing, or tell me a bedtime story.
But NO,
you chose Demons over me, how could you?
As I have grown, the years have flown by.
You messed so many things,
That you can never regain.
The phone rang one late night.
She said they have taken you
To be locked away...
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must i really.
If i didn't loss my entire world
For the mistakes i had pretended where never made.
I would have never let the devil with in me.
For i kno what it is doing to me.
With that being said,
if there is a God,
can you help me?
Give me strength,
Give me hope.
But as i lay here,
he doesnt answer...
So i toke a lil more
Tryin to give myself strength and hope
But NO
Just made myself guilter than befor.
So,
now im left tryin to find peace again.
I Have only lived with the devil for little over a
month now.
So maybe,or i just...
For the mistakes i had pretended where never made.
I would have never let the devil with in me.
For i kno what it is doing to me.
With that being said,
if there is a God,
can you help me?
Give me strength,
Give me hope.
But as i lay here,
he doesnt answer...
So i toke a lil more
Tryin to give myself strength and hope
But NO
Just made myself guilter than befor.
So,
now im left tryin to find peace again.
I Have only lived with the devil for little over a
month now.
So maybe,or i just...
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