Submissions by ZoeAnn
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Vulnerable on the inside. Hard as stone on the outside.
hush
honest
im mind boggled
argue fight yell
its all the same
we cant even remember what for
i love you
you love me ?
i dont got time to fuck with No bull
i cant handle the pain lose or trust
i need you
i want us, this to work
wtf is up with you not giving me attention?
fuck it bettter to love then to have lost and never lose vfced at all.
Pain is a part of life
As well as love
im mind boggled
argue fight yell
its all the same
we cant even remember what for
i love you
you love me ?
i dont got time to fuck with No bull
i cant handle the pain lose or trust
i need you
i want us, this to work
wtf is up with you not giving me attention?
fuck it bettter to love then to have lost and never lose vfced at all.
Pain is a part of life
As well as love
#sadness
#loneliness
#frustration
#denial
#emptiness
398 reads
1 Comment
Is the pain worth it?
Sometimes the pain is worth it.
The TEARS, the HEARTACHE, every little moment has its own purpose all the love shared every last laugh is worth every shredded tear and every sleepless night. We all need feelings to build memories with, that cant be replaced by any other so is the pain worth it?
EVERY LAST TIME!
The TEARS, the HEARTACHE, every little moment has its own purpose all the love shared every last laugh is worth every shredded tear and every sleepless night. We all need feelings to build memories with, that cant be replaced by any other so is the pain worth it?
EVERY LAST TIME!
694 reads
1 Comment
The past YEAR and a HALF
Its been awhile, i have no one but myself to blame. You think prison would have changed my thought patteren. Its only made things even more intriguing. Wow, it hasnt even been a month and here i am repeating the same thing over again...
INSANITY
That is the correct word.
This isn't the life i want... is it?
Prison was not the place for me.
Im not trying to go back.
So why is so hard to change myself and begin a new, different life entirely?
If i had the right answer i guess i wouldn't be wasting time writing this!
INSANITY
That is the correct word.
This isn't the life i want... is it?
Prison was not the place for me.
Im not trying to go back.
So why is so hard to change myself and begin a new, different life entirely?
If i had the right answer i guess i wouldn't be wasting time writing this!
845 reads
1 Comment
NEAVEH
The Image of her lingers in my reality.
She was half of me and half of him.
Her eyes Calming as they meet mine...
Strong and Steady heart beat sounded just as his.
Mine slowly sank.
Every inch of her 6ilbs body glowing felt as soft silk my
lips meet her forehead, my hands ran across it
Her instantly still glaring up at me innocent and helpless
killing me.
She had to leave me BROKEN unable to cop, my insides screaming.
I need her!
She was the DreaM that i should of never let only be the most amazing dream. Her name was Neaveh.
She was half of me and half of him.
Her eyes Calming as they meet mine...
Strong and Steady heart beat sounded just as his.
Mine slowly sank.
Every inch of her 6ilbs body glowing felt as soft silk my
lips meet her forehead, my hands ran across it
Her instantly still glaring up at me innocent and helpless
killing me.
She had to leave me BROKEN unable to cop, my insides screaming.
I need her!
She was the DreaM that i should of never let only be the most amazing dream. Her name was Neaveh.
931 reads
3 Comments
does anyone hear me?
Is anyone out there
can you hear my tears fall.
im i worth the effort.
what is the reason,
im facing to make this clear to even myself
i hate my self more than imagined and he can tell.
"how do u expect to let someone love you? if you cant love yourself first?"
the thing is i cant make myself love me, i forgot how?
i need guidance a teacher, i want you to show me?
i cried for you to stay , i cried for you to care...
i want to love again! to fell okay again, start over
maybe from scratch. Is there Anyone out there?
Are you out there?...
can you hear my tears fall.
im i worth the effort.
what is the reason,
im facing to make this clear to even myself
i hate my self more than imagined and he can tell.
"how do u expect to let someone love you? if you cant love yourself first?"
the thing is i cant make myself love me, i forgot how?
i need guidance a teacher, i want you to show me?
i cried for you to stay , i cried for you to care...
i want to love again! to fell okay again, start over
maybe from scratch. Is there Anyone out there?
Are you out there?...
821 reads
3 Comments
?question?
Its been at keast 6 months lonely and depressed, now that its almost tine to confuse my heart to him... im frozen slightly gasping for air reminding myself to breath in and out... why cant i find the words to explain how i want u to forgive me for what i dint know how to say what is needed to be for gaven of... i have the next 3 days to get the heart breaking soultion to explain my reasoning of the actions i took and have no one but myself to blame, i wonder if i tell the truth and see the out come and most likely get my heart broken like never befor. Or just wait for them to open there mouth...
739 reads
2 Comments
Run
the offer stands, run away from this town
seems so temping my heart is here though
I wish I could carry it with me
but it must stand still for the time
the body needs to find itself again
will the run help it or could it break it more?
im not sure
the broken cant be broken into
anymore pieces,
its the fact of leaving everything im aware of
and being out and alone.
well im alone anyways no one gets me,
never will!
my heart will soon grow older and learn to need... me?
im not sure, I have been gone from it to long
I...
seems so temping my heart is here though
I wish I could carry it with me
but it must stand still for the time
the body needs to find itself again
will the run help it or could it break it more?
im not sure
the broken cant be broken into
anymore pieces,
its the fact of leaving everything im aware of
and being out and alone.
well im alone anyways no one gets me,
never will!
my heart will soon grow older and learn to need... me?
im not sure, I have been gone from it to long
I...
889 reads
2 Comments
slipping
i have been slipping up
making it believable to everyone.
i'm doing everything correctly,
to people that may really care ha.
i'm beyond what could have been expected
half the time i'm catching my self
drift father and father in.
watching everything in a different way
(creepy) never noitcable shit
befor now.
i know this is make no sense
to anyone, not even myself
left in my twisted unexplainable mind.
Am I slipping away slowly?
why do i always choose the oposite then right?
Is it because this life that is exciting or
incredibly...
making it believable to everyone.
i'm doing everything correctly,
to people that may really care ha.
i'm beyond what could have been expected
half the time i'm catching my self
drift father and father in.
watching everything in a different way
(creepy) never noitcable shit
befor now.
i know this is make no sense
to anyone, not even myself
left in my twisted unexplainable mind.
Am I slipping away slowly?
why do i always choose the oposite then right?
Is it because this life that is exciting or
incredibly...
899 reads
2 Comments
suicide
I'm unclear about the idea.
Maybe.
I have grown to be fond of it
No one knows or can see it.
Maybe I'm good at hiding it
I have no reason to live
I'm basically dead anyways,
The voice I live for I no longer can reach for.
His image has been dismissed from my life.
I'm left With the memories
There are few left to keep me sane.
The letters I write to remind him of me
There not enough and it's hard to write
Every time.
I don't even know if she reads them for him.
I have nothing to live for, I'm almost dead anyways.
I think I'd be...
Maybe.
I have grown to be fond of it
No one knows or can see it.
Maybe I'm good at hiding it
I have no reason to live
I'm basically dead anyways,
The voice I live for I no longer can reach for.
His image has been dismissed from my life.
I'm left With the memories
There are few left to keep me sane.
The letters I write to remind him of me
There not enough and it's hard to write
Every time.
I don't even know if she reads them for him.
I have nothing to live for, I'm almost dead anyways.
I think I'd be...
1026 reads
8 Comments
stop pushing me.
I fall asleep.
I really needed it.
I was thinking about killing people.
I wake up.
Maybe it was all just a horrible dream.
Im not this evil.
Id wish id believe myself.
Im looking for my bag of dope,
Its always hidding in my wallet.
I see my money is fucked up,
Not the way i left it.
I count it.
Only fucking 50?
There supposed to be 60.
I asking him in a calm voice.
Did you take 10dollars from me.
He said yes.
Have i not told you before,
DONT fuck with my purse,
Over and over again.
Your a...
I really needed it.
I was thinking about killing people.
I wake up.
Maybe it was all just a horrible dream.
Im not this evil.
Id wish id believe myself.
Im looking for my bag of dope,
Its always hidding in my wallet.
I see my money is fucked up,
Not the way i left it.
I count it.
Only fucking 50?
There supposed to be 60.
I asking him in a calm voice.
Did you take 10dollars from me.
He said yes.
Have i not told you before,
DONT fuck with my purse,
Over and over again.
Your a...
748 reads
4 Comments
3/31
Why do you do this to me?
I love him so much
You kno your killing me slowly
You have my life in your hands
I just want to see him
Tell how much i love him.
Show him.
You dont even let me hold him
Or tell him goodbye
Im not perfect mother
But neither are you.
You think its just hurting me,
No BITCH its hurting him to.
So i said one wrong thing to you
Danmit it slipped.
You tell me to get out of your house
I dont want to leave just yet
Can u not see the tears in his eyes.
He doesnt want me to go.
But...
I love him so much
You kno your killing me slowly
You have my life in your hands
I just want to see him
Tell how much i love him.
Show him.
You dont even let me hold him
Or tell him goodbye
Im not perfect mother
But neither are you.
You think its just hurting me,
No BITCH its hurting him to.
So i said one wrong thing to you
Danmit it slipped.
You tell me to get out of your house
I dont want to leave just yet
Can u not see the tears in his eyes.
He doesnt want me to go.
But...
745 reads
2 Comments
lick
Pull my hair
Make me want you .
Grab my ass as im on top of you.
Lick my ear and pull my hair.
And ill scratch u.
Flipin me over and rip my shirt in two.
Do what u kno i want u to do.
Take my panties off.
Kiss my thighs, and hit the spot.
Make me begg for you stop
Open my legs.
Use ur fingers and pull the lips apart.
Put ur toung on my clit.
Vibrate right up against it.
Ill moan.
Make me wanna run backwards.
Pull me back and dig ur face in my
Moist pussy.
Make me begg for u to stop.
Lick up in down then slip ur two...
Make me want you .
Grab my ass as im on top of you.
Lick my ear and pull my hair.
And ill scratch u.
Flipin me over and rip my shirt in two.
Do what u kno i want u to do.
Take my panties off.
Kiss my thighs, and hit the spot.
Make me begg for you stop
Open my legs.
Use ur fingers and pull the lips apart.
Put ur toung on my clit.
Vibrate right up against it.
Ill moan.
Make me wanna run backwards.
Pull me back and dig ur face in my
Moist pussy.
Make me begg for u to stop.
Lick up in down then slip ur two...
2301 reads
8 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by ZoeAnn