Submissions by YAJ

Hi, it is my understanding you'd like to be hypnotized
(me) Yes, i have a problem that i don't think i can fix without going under hypnosis
What can hypnosis do for you and your problem?
(me) my friend wants to kill me and i'd like to rewind to find out the reason why
What is your friends name?
(me) YAJ
HMMM... well i shall now start the process. please close your eyes and focus on nothing but my voice
Can you tell me your name?
(me) JAY
Jay take me back to a day you and Yaj were together last
(me) we went out for drinks last night
Describe your...

i fell in love with a white girl
dangerous, selfish, & addicting
i took a deep smell of her and numbness came to play
how could a white girl make me feel so numb to the pain around me?
i fell in love! in love with the fact that she didn't talk back...
with the fact that i always had access to her..
i fell in love!
She didn't love me back!
she only cared about the destruction she was doing within.
so she upgraded me... upgraded me to the point where i lit her on fire
saw her burn and inhaled all her desires.
destruction, madness, and sickness...

INK HITS THE BLANK PAPER WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT THE HAND WILL WRITE
IT'S LIKE MY HAND HAS ITS OWN BRAIN AND IS JUST RECALLING THE EVENTS OF THE NIGHT
UNFORTUNATELY THE WORDS NOR THE INK IS DARK ENOUGH TO MATCH THE MADNESS AND PAIN
I KEEP REPLAYING HOW WE SAID OUR SAD GOODBYE AND I GET CLOSE TO BEING INSANE
EMBARRASSING ME, PUTTING ME ON BLAST, AND PHONY TEARS HAVE GOT ME DRAINED
BREAK UP TO MAKE UP, MAKE UP TO BREAK UP, LIKE THIS IS JUST A FUCKING GAME!
I KNOW I HAVE MY FAULTS, BUT ITS A TWO WAY STREET WHEN IT COMES TO THE BLAME!