Submissions by Vampyre497
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Introspection
Shit on my brain
Fuck my mind
Kill this train
End my own kind
Seeping through the pores
Red rain falling for truth
Thoughts are mental whores
Actions are all uncouth
Self-hatred is a true
Self-fulfilling prophecy
Look in the mirror, "fuck you"
Internal clairvoyancey
Never look back
Never look forward
Mental hijack attack
Frontal-lobe misericord
Down a few more pills, bitch
Make a few more marks, bitch
Self-taught real honesty
Double lines, meaningless scars
Fuck...
Fuck my mind
Kill this train
End my own kind
Seeping through the pores
Red rain falling for truth
Thoughts are mental whores
Actions are all uncouth
Self-hatred is a true
Self-fulfilling prophecy
Look in the mirror, "fuck you"
Internal clairvoyancey
Never look back
Never look forward
Mental hijack attack
Frontal-lobe misericord
Down a few more pills, bitch
Make a few more marks, bitch
Self-taught real honesty
Double lines, meaningless scars
Fuck...
#anger
#hate
#SelfHarm #SelfWorth
#SelfHarm #SelfWorth
298 reads
0 Comments
Liar/Paranoia
Are you sleeping well, Fairy
Can you hear us barely
You are not alone, you terry
Are you listening carefully
Freedom is a lazy way of saying control
Freshness is an easy way of saying you're old
Tired is the real way of pronouncing depressed
Hatred is the true way that you see yourself
Paranoia, paranoia, I am living in paranoia
Self-flagellation, personal gratification, I am living with depreciation
Can you hear us barely
You are not alone, you terry
Are you listening carefully
Freedom is a lazy way of saying control
Freshness is an easy way of saying you're old
Tired is the real way of pronouncing depressed
Hatred is the true way that you see yourself
Paranoia, paranoia, I am living in paranoia
Self-flagellation, personal gratification, I am living with depreciation
#anger
#hate
#lies
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
242 reads
1 Comment
Realistic Ideals
In hell of my own creation
Through to the tent of my imagination
Like a whipped ring-master of a flea circus
Take your opinions and destroy my esophagus
Pragmatic reasoning of actions
Heartless religious factions
Creativity stolen from the youth
Dogmatic ideas are your truth
Hatred bred unto the sheep
To live in fear of eternal keep
Lying becomes a paying business
Selling hope while stealing realness
Simple shelter for roots of wrong
I'm not sure, that rope looks long
Explanation of plantation...
Through to the tent of my imagination
Like a whipped ring-master of a flea circus
Take your opinions and destroy my esophagus
Pragmatic reasoning of actions
Heartless religious factions
Creativity stolen from the youth
Dogmatic ideas are your truth
Hatred bred unto the sheep
To live in fear of eternal keep
Lying becomes a paying business
Selling hope while stealing realness
Simple shelter for roots of wrong
I'm not sure, that rope looks long
Explanation of plantation...
#betrayal
#manipulation
#deception
267 reads
0 Comments
Scars and Marks
Let's have a feast; dine, for now, together
Healthy life and love; my most favorite leather
Bumps in the night; bites in the dark
Knives out in fright; never leave a mark
Leave my meal alone; you next victim of phenobarbitone
Featured testosterone; fucking with androsterone
I'll act like a true evzone; just for you, my royal throne
I'll feed you rotenone; and wear your skin and backbone
I will dine with you; while I'm by myself
My bathtub is red and it will drink tonight itself
Turn to me and look me in my eyes
Feel my tears...
Healthy life and love; my most favorite leather
Bumps in the night; bites in the dark
Knives out in fright; never leave a mark
Leave my meal alone; you next victim of phenobarbitone
Featured testosterone; fucking with androsterone
I'll act like a true evzone; just for you, my royal throne
I'll feed you rotenone; and wear your skin and backbone
I will dine with you; while I'm by myself
My bathtub is red and it will drink tonight itself
Turn to me and look me in my eyes
Feel my tears...
#anger
#anxiety
#dark
#shame
#confusion
194 reads
0 Comments
Your Martyrdom Goes Unnoticed
You ask me these questions, like I'm the one to answer
You ask me to do these things, like I should know how to do them
You tell me these things, like you're the one to always be right
And you pretend to listen to me, like you really care what I think or say
You tell me that your world is crashing down upon you
Like I'm supposed to come help save you
And you let me know that the world is coming to its end
Well' all I have to say now is it's just not soon enough
Goddamn these mixed feelings, that come and go all the time
Why you gotta go...
You ask me to do these things, like I should know how to do them
You tell me these things, like you're the one to always be right
And you pretend to listen to me, like you really care what I think or say
You tell me that your world is crashing down upon you
Like I'm supposed to come help save you
And you let me know that the world is coming to its end
Well' all I have to say now is it's just not soon enough
Goddamn these mixed feelings, that come and go all the time
Why you gotta go...
#love
#forgiveness
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#bittersweet
176 reads
0 Comments
Shadows of Grace
I’ll train you to return, honest
Always focus on how you were blessed
I saved you, I’ll protect you
Don’t cry or feel fear
I’ll help you, I’ll teach you
I will stand back to leer
I can fly to devour
We won’t stay past the hour
Never forget to be aware
We will walk to the future
I can give you your suture
We will make life to be fair
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
Just breathe an we’ll free those in need
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
They allow solicitation with belts ...
Always focus on how you were blessed
I saved you, I’ll protect you
Don’t cry or feel fear
I’ll help you, I’ll teach you
I will stand back to leer
I can fly to devour
We won’t stay past the hour
Never forget to be aware
We will walk to the future
I can give you your suture
We will make life to be fair
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
Just breathe an we’ll free those in need
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
They allow solicitation with belts ...
#murder
#abuse
#LifeCycle
245 reads
0 Comments
Never Alone
You lied to me; I’ve never been yours
You lied to me; we’ve not been checking doors
You lied to me; you used me for lies
You lied to me; you cut my family ties
I will end you; the line should be me
I will end you; the truth will not be seen
I will end you there is no going back
I will end you; you never gave me slack
I will save him; but never again you
I will save him; something you never tried to do
I will save him; I will only protect him
I will save him; I’ll show him how to sin
I can be free now; I’ll bathe in...
You lied to me; we’ve not been checking doors
You lied to me; you used me for lies
You lied to me; you cut my family ties
I will end you; the line should be me
I will end you; the truth will not be seen
I will end you there is no going back
I will end you; you never gave me slack
I will save him; but never again you
I will save him; something you never tried to do
I will save him; I will only protect him
I will save him; I’ll show him how to sin
I can be free now; I’ll bathe in...
#anger
#betrayal
#murder
#violence
#abuse
310 reads
0 Comments
Pestilent Permission
Focus your hate on what you hunt
In others’ home, we never fund
She was the one who hurt you
Her body is gone, I have the clue
I’ve learned the father took the blame
Hid my body for explosive tame
I own him now, I have permission
I guess you’ve never taught a lesson
I made it out, totally free
Your hunt will change, no catching me
The tides have turned, completely sane
With this victory, I’ve no more to gain
I’ll save you; protection racket
I’ll brave you; forget and track it
I’ll tend you; leap for chain ...
In others’ home, we never fund
She was the one who hurt you
Her body is gone, I have the clue
I’ve learned the father took the blame
Hid my body for explosive tame
I own him now, I have permission
I guess you’ve never taught a lesson
I made it out, totally free
Your hunt will change, no catching me
The tides have turned, completely sane
With this victory, I’ve no more to gain
I’ll save you; protection racket
I’ll brave you; forget and track it
I’ll tend you; leap for chain ...
#lies
#betrayal
#murder
#manipulation
#deception
185 reads
1 Comment
Bleeding Heart
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
I’ll wash my sins with his hands
You’ll never hurt him again
I have now found your helpless victim
You scream that it wasn’t you
But your lies familiar, I see through
Just like mine, you hurt another
How can you call yourself a mother
I’ll have him end your evil life
Maybe then you’ll see the rolling dice
I found someone to take care of
You’ll never understand how to wait above
Fuck your evil, darling fate
I’ll teach to protect and hate ...
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
I’ll wash my sins with his hands
You’ll never hurt him again
I have now found your helpless victim
You scream that it wasn’t you
But your lies familiar, I see through
Just like mine, you hurt another
How can you call yourself a mother
I’ll have him end your evil life
Maybe then you’ll see the rolling dice
I found someone to take care of
You’ll never understand how to wait above
Fuck your evil, darling fate
I’ll teach to protect and hate ...
#lies
#betrayal
#murder
#manipulation
#deception
241 reads
0 Comments
Personal Original Sin
I have started to hunt again
I hear my feelings go to lend
I’m numb but that doesn’t mean I’m dumb
I’m prone, but that doesn’t mean I’m alone
I’ll spend my time with you today
Not that you have a choice anyway
I figure we’ll talk, communicate hate
Not that you can with your mouth gate
I see the holes in the wall
Physical representational call
I wonder aloud why you have so much
It seems unlikely for an organ touch
Listen, I think you’re lashing out
Against whom, I’m lost about
Maybe you have a victim of your own
You...
I hear my feelings go to lend
I’m numb but that doesn’t mean I’m dumb
I’m prone, but that doesn’t mean I’m alone
I’ll spend my time with you today
Not that you have a choice anyway
I figure we’ll talk, communicate hate
Not that you can with your mouth gate
I see the holes in the wall
Physical representational call
I wonder aloud why you have so much
It seems unlikely for an organ touch
Listen, I think you’re lashing out
Against whom, I’m lost about
Maybe you have a victim of your own
You...
#murder
#abuse
#DomesticViolence
310 reads
1 Comment
Down in the Toy-Box
When did you last listen to the wind
You should lose your ears for sin
Why did you last taste the sea
You should lose your tongue for me
How did you last smell the field
You should lose your nose to yield
What did you last touch the Earth
You should lose your hands, rebirth
But you will always have your eyes
I won’t relieve you of their guilt
I’ll make you open blinds
Don’t worry, you won’t die from what I’ve built
Slice through what’s in the way
I’ll drop your health for you
Sleep will continue to stay at bay ...
You should lose your ears for sin
Why did you last taste the sea
You should lose your tongue for me
How did you last smell the field
You should lose your nose to yield
What did you last touch the Earth
You should lose your hands, rebirth
But you will always have your eyes
I won’t relieve you of their guilt
I’ll make you open blinds
Don’t worry, you won’t die from what I’ve built
Slice through what’s in the way
I’ll drop your health for you
Sleep will continue to stay at bay ...
#murder
#death
161 reads
0 Comments
Sacrificial
You will be mine; I will own you
You will be mine; I will eat you
You will be mine; I can’t wait to have you
You will be mine; I will kill you
I cannot feel; your pain will entertain
I cannot feel; your fear’s in vain
I cannot feel; your hatred’s a game
I cannot feel; your ignorance shame
You will be my sacrificial
Your eyes are gifts but superficial
My taste does love your hiding mind
My love does taste of your killing bind
You will not move; I’ve done the work
You will not move; I no longer lurk
You will...
You will be mine; I will eat you
You will be mine; I can’t wait to have you
You will be mine; I will kill you
I cannot feel; your pain will entertain
I cannot feel; your fear’s in vain
I cannot feel; your hatred’s a game
I cannot feel; your ignorance shame
You will be my sacrificial
Your eyes are gifts but superficial
My taste does love your hiding mind
My love does taste of your killing bind
You will not move; I’ve done the work
You will not move; I no longer lurk
You will...
#murder
#abuse
#DomesticViolence
347 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by Vampyre497