Submissions by Vampyre497
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Killing Booth
My eye starts to twitch and my throat is dry
I need new beauty in a portfolio of mine
I want to suck, I want to drain
My tongue slithers for new red rain
I’ve got a hole in my thumb
I am tonight’s current sun
Seeping blood on my soul
And I am tomorrow’s foal
I’ve stalled long enough, I cannot wait
I’ll forego the use of typical bait
Maybe I’ll change, it’s time to adapt
I want more excitement from my trap
This time I won’t write myself in
No hints to help against my ragged grin
I don’t want to provide...
I need new beauty in a portfolio of mine
I want to suck, I want to drain
My tongue slithers for new red rain
I’ve got a hole in my thumb
I am tonight’s current sun
Seeping blood on my soul
And I am tomorrow’s foal
I’ve stalled long enough, I cannot wait
I’ll forego the use of typical bait
Maybe I’ll change, it’s time to adapt
I want more excitement from my trap
This time I won’t write myself in
No hints to help against my ragged grin
I don’t want to provide...
#murder
#abuse
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Catching Up
His throat is gone, as if he missed
His hand still finished, barrel kissed
That makes it two, with missing toes
One less eye and broken bones
Clearly he knew when at the end
He forced himself to contend
There’s no DNA match, as if a ghost
We’ll have to wait, maybe he’ll boast
Dear all who think them smart
I flutter about, tearing apart
You seek and search, as if I’m near
I hope you simply sleep in fear
My whole plans have been executed
As if suicide were something to be betted
You trace a path that can’t be...
His hand still finished, barrel kissed
That makes it two, with missing toes
One less eye and broken bones
Clearly he knew when at the end
He forced himself to contend
There’s no DNA match, as if a ghost
We’ll have to wait, maybe he’ll boast
Dear all who think them smart
I flutter about, tearing apart
You seek and search, as if I’m near
I hope you simply sleep in fear
My whole plans have been executed
As if suicide were something to be betted
You trace a path that can’t be...
#murder
#abuse
#rhyming
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Something to be Needed
I stare from my place across the room
I know what he will have to do
Start with the knife, it’s more fun
It is what I did, but mine is done
Kill because it’s not my hand
“Good job, son”; I’m not a fan
“Do your best”; I don’t get support
Nor praise for all my effort
What is my purpose; I don’t provide the gun
What is my reason; I don’t survive for anyone
What is my whole; I don’t have a self
What is my honesty; I’ve no hand to be dealt
As the knife cuts her cheek, tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; five...
I know what he will have to do
Start with the knife, it’s more fun
It is what I did, but mine is done
Kill because it’s not my hand
“Good job, son”; I’m not a fan
“Do your best”; I don’t get support
Nor praise for all my effort
What is my purpose; I don’t provide the gun
What is my reason; I don’t survive for anyone
What is my whole; I don’t have a self
What is my honesty; I’ve no hand to be dealt
As the knife cuts her cheek, tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; five...
#murder
#abuse
#confusion
#manipulation
#deception
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Murder of the Worms
They all start to escape the dirt
But get caught in my shit
Swallow and choke on spit
Cough and lie on your shirt
Burrow all the same to find a core
Eroding to feasting to kill me more
I hear the worms screaming and thrashing about
Their intrusive nature turns into a shout
Never escape grasping fingers
Gripping old throats now lingers
My brains rot into maggot stew
Eat up while you still want to
Feast on my entrails of pestilence
Murder the worms in opulence
Fuck your excuses for your mistakes
Rivers of...
But get caught in my shit
Swallow and choke on spit
Cough and lie on your shirt
Burrow all the same to find a core
Eroding to feasting to kill me more
I hear the worms screaming and thrashing about
Their intrusive nature turns into a shout
Never escape grasping fingers
Gripping old throats now lingers
My brains rot into maggot stew
Eat up while you still want to
Feast on my entrails of pestilence
Murder the worms in opulence
Fuck your excuses for your mistakes
Rivers of...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth
#despair
#emptiness
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Pacifier
You be my, pacifier
A pacifist to your masochist ways
You’ve perverted my mind
Though I thought you were kind
You molested my insolence
And yet my innocence
Is the one that feels raped
I’m left all alone
Please just take my clone
Do with it what you will
Get your life and fill
I don’t care anymore
You just use me for
You self-fulfillment
And I don’t care
You be my, pacifier
A pacifist to your masochist ways
You’ve perverted my mind
Though I thought you were kind
You molested my insolence...
A pacifist to your masochist ways
You’ve perverted my mind
Though I thought you were kind
You molested my insolence
And yet my innocence
Is the one that feels raped
I’m left all alone
Please just take my clone
Do with it what you will
Get your life and fill
I don’t care anymore
You just use me for
You self-fulfillment
And I don’t care
You be my, pacifier
A pacifist to your masochist ways
You’ve perverted my mind
Though I thought you were kind
You molested my insolence...
#anger
#hate
#friendship
#abuse
#MentalHealth
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Action Breeds Inaction
As I sit alone by the glass sheeted wall
The banister now seems taller than all
I look down below to see what could be
A never-ending pain mystery
I reminisce of what once was
I never really believed because
How could this go anywhere
Was sat for an hour and talked an affair
Slowly I fall as I keep on walking
My mind blanks out to the constant talking
Maybe I should say what I think instead
But then again, it’s all in my head
I sneak small glances, to see if you will notice
That I believe you to be
My own...
The banister now seems taller than all
I look down below to see what could be
A never-ending pain mystery
I reminisce of what once was
I never really believed because
How could this go anywhere
Was sat for an hour and talked an affair
Slowly I fall as I keep on walking
My mind blanks out to the constant talking
Maybe I should say what I think instead
But then again, it’s all in my head
I sneak small glances, to see if you will notice
That I believe you to be
My own...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #MentalHealth
#loneliness #MentalHealth
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Cage and Show
Alone and afraid to break
Sitting and shivering as I take
Reality from a bottle
I’m never left to my devices
As I’ll indulge in my final vices
Nothing helps but throttle
Alter everything and calm
The pain in my head and palm
Something for later
Open my door but close my heart
Slander my name and destroy my art
My life curator
I fucking hate you
You deserve to die
I fucking hate you
You fucking animal
Dance you fucking monkey
Lose your life or spunky
Use you guillotine
Others drown...
Sitting and shivering as I take
Reality from a bottle
I’m never left to my devices
As I’ll indulge in my final vices
Nothing helps but throttle
Alter everything and calm
The pain in my head and palm
Something for later
Open my door but close my heart
Slander my name and destroy my art
My life curator
I fucking hate you
You deserve to die
I fucking hate you
You fucking animal
Dance you fucking monkey
Lose your life or spunky
Use you guillotine
Others drown...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles #MentalHealth
#LifeStruggles #MentalHealth
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A Secondary View
You continue to suck up all your mistakes
While I continue to fuck up all my decisions
I continue to disown all my breaks
While you just don’t recognize your visions
Piercing blue skies and a knife to kill
Favored eyes and a price to bill
It is not their choice
It is not their food
And I must live with the consequences
The dull, low hum of the outside world
Keeps you deafened from all the true lies
Let all your plans be unfurled
As your victims run to their own demise
Piercing blue skies and a knife to kill ...
While I continue to fuck up all my decisions
I continue to disown all my breaks
While you just don’t recognize your visions
Piercing blue skies and a knife to kill
Favored eyes and a price to bill
It is not their choice
It is not their food
And I must live with the consequences
The dull, low hum of the outside world
Keeps you deafened from all the true lies
Let all your plans be unfurled
As your victims run to their own demise
Piercing blue skies and a knife to kill ...
#anxiety
#depression
#suicide #MentalHealth
#suicide #MentalHealth
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Death Music
Goodbye
Sleep well
I won’t see you tomorrow
The world will keep turning
In the absence of logic
and I hope
You can breathe
Something new of sorrow
A sigh of relief in the mourning
To the ends of my panic
I will sit
By myself
All alone on my stool
I will hate myself
And I will like it
My lack
Of freedom
Will be liberating
While my increasing weaponry
Will introduce peace
I feel I know
What others feel
I wish that I did
I wish I could take their burden ...
Sleep well
I won’t see you tomorrow
The world will keep turning
In the absence of logic
and I hope
You can breathe
Something new of sorrow
A sigh of relief in the mourning
To the ends of my panic
I will sit
By myself
All alone on my stool
I will hate myself
And I will like it
My lack
Of freedom
Will be liberating
While my increasing weaponry
Will introduce peace
I feel I know
What others feel
I wish that I did
I wish I could take their burden ...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth
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Sights of Views of Thought
Does your mind actually exist
Your thoughts make me feel missed
I know I’ll never learn your truth
But I will always wonder of youth
Novel empathy
Can I trust myself with
Sights of views of thought
Will I teach myself of
Sights of views of thought
My dishonest solipsism lies
Disguise your realism eyes
I hide in my dungeon of faith
You knock the walls for taste
Understand acutely
Can I trust myself with
Sights of views of thought
Will I teach myself of
Sights of views of thought
...
Your thoughts make me feel missed
I know I’ll never learn your truth
But I will always wonder of youth
Novel empathy
Can I trust myself with
Sights of views of thought
Will I teach myself of
Sights of views of thought
My dishonest solipsism lies
Disguise your realism eyes
I hide in my dungeon of faith
You knock the walls for taste
Understand acutely
Can I trust myself with
Sights of views of thought
Will I teach myself of
Sights of views of thought
...
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#MentalHealth
#philosophical
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Flexible Understanding
I’ll bend over backwards when asked
You’ll think yourself personally blessed
Ignore the honesty others present
As if no one works hesitant
See your own truth
Opinions never move
Honesty needs no help
Where you lie along the grooves
I can sing when you require assistance
There’s no need for true persistence
I never need to be your conscious
You will hunt with alien haunches
See your own truth
Opinions never move
Honesty needs no help
Where you lie along the grooves
New honesty will always...
You’ll think yourself personally blessed
Ignore the honesty others present
As if no one works hesitant
See your own truth
Opinions never move
Honesty needs no help
Where you lie along the grooves
I can sing when you require assistance
There’s no need for true persistence
I never need to be your conscious
You will hunt with alien haunches
See your own truth
Opinions never move
Honesty needs no help
Where you lie along the grooves
New honesty will always...
#regret
#rejection
#shame #emptiness
#shame #emptiness
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Emotions of Evolution
Have I finally learned something new
Or am I simply becoming mature
I figure it obstinate to kneel your pew
As if personal religion is societal couture
Was I stunted by the external
Or was it avoiding belief expiration
My thoughts made it eternal
So I could pretend self-immolation
I don’t need to avoid anger
I can learn new ways to follow
My thoughts clearer of personal abuser
Will I learn to mentally swallow
I seek guidance from you
I realize now none of this is true
Can I believe myself to be few
No one needs...
Or am I simply becoming mature
I figure it obstinate to kneel your pew
As if personal religion is societal couture
Was I stunted by the external
Or was it avoiding belief expiration
My thoughts made it eternal
So I could pretend self-immolation
I don’t need to avoid anger
I can learn new ways to follow
My thoughts clearer of personal abuser
Will I learn to mentally swallow
I seek guidance from you
I realize now none of this is true
Can I believe myself to be few
No one needs...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#emptiness #apathy
#emptiness #apathy
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