Submissions by Unforgettable_lies
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Believe.
I've come to the end of the road
I thought it would be easier, shedding the load
But I can’t let it go.
I want to be free and get on with my life
But my eyes keep glancing over to the knife
It would be so easy.
It would feel so nice, to let all the anger out
But there’s always that seed of doubt
The little voice that stops me every time.
The little voice has saved me many times
It always tells me ‘you will be fine’
I wish I could believe it.
Then theirs my voice, encouraging me to die
Urging me on, listing to all...
I thought it would be easier, shedding the load
But I can’t let it go.
I want to be free and get on with my life
But my eyes keep glancing over to the knife
It would be so easy.
It would feel so nice, to let all the anger out
But there’s always that seed of doubt
The little voice that stops me every time.
The little voice has saved me many times
It always tells me ‘you will be fine’
I wish I could believe it.
Then theirs my voice, encouraging me to die
Urging me on, listing to all...
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Till death, bitch.
Take away my life
Take away my sanity
Please don't be the one to break me
Please don't be the one to hurt me
I'll do anything I'll pretend I'm sorry
I'll do anything I'll get down on my knees
Just don't push me
Just don't make me you
I will look down on you,
When I'm up above.
Take away my sanity
Please don't be the one to break me
Please don't be the one to hurt me
I'll do anything I'll pretend I'm sorry
I'll do anything I'll get down on my knees
Just don't push me
Just don't make me you
I will look down on you,
When I'm up above.
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I've made a decision.
It's the turning point in the road,
I want to take the path that sheds the biggest load.
Right or wrong what would I know?
This is my last chance to blow.
I'm petrified of happiness but exasperated of sadness,
All I know is that the end of my heartbeat will also end this madness.
I care about nobody, nor myself,
I don't want to be a burden to anyone else.
A knife, a gun, a jump, a fall,
Anything to end it all.
I want to take the path that sheds the biggest load.
Right or wrong what would I know?
This is my last chance to blow.
I'm petrified of happiness but exasperated of sadness,
All I know is that the end of my heartbeat will also end this madness.
I care about nobody, nor myself,
I don't want to be a burden to anyone else.
A knife, a gun, a jump, a fall,
Anything to end it all.
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My future.
The day has finally come
There's nowhere else to run
Time to grow up and become something
Instead of living a life full of nothing
What will I do, where will I go?
The people I meet will never know
Who I am, what I've done
They won't see me come undone
But they will see the true me, I'll break,
The smile I show will always be fake.
There's nowhere else to run
Time to grow up and become something
Instead of living a life full of nothing
What will I do, where will I go?
The people I meet will never know
Who I am, what I've done
They won't see me come undone
But they will see the true me, I'll break,
The smile I show will always be fake.
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I love you, Mum.
Pulling the knife out of her heart,
It was your pushing that tore us apart.
I always told her I couldn't take it,
I always knew I wouldn't make it.
You pushed until you broke me,
No wonder everyone left, now can you see?
I'll never be what you want me to be,
I'm sorry Mum.
It was your pushing that tore us apart.
I always told her I couldn't take it,
I always knew I wouldn't make it.
You pushed until you broke me,
No wonder everyone left, now can you see?
I'll never be what you want me to be,
I'm sorry Mum.
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Carly. <3
There once was a girl
Who wasn't very happy
Everyday,
She felt rather crappy
She's tried to kill herself
Many a time
But she always told people
That she was just fine
She was pretty, smart and kind
But she didn't think so
She always said 'not in my mind'
Oh, her thoughts were so low
She was messed up in the head
But her true self was inside
I hope she is ok
I fear one day soon she will drop dead.
Who wasn't very happy
Everyday,
She felt rather crappy
She's tried to kill herself
Many a time
But she always told people
That she was just fine
She was pretty, smart and kind
But she didn't think so
She always said 'not in my mind'
Oh, her thoughts were so low
She was messed up in the head
But her true self was inside
I hope she is ok
I fear one day soon she will drop dead.
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The judge.
A road to nowhere
The constant blank stare
But they're hiding.
The anger, the hurt, the pain
The lack of feeling that drives them insane
They won't show it.
You think you know them so well
But you've never been inside there hell
You just see the fake smile.
The blood, the guts, the tears
They'll do anything to hide their biggest fear,
You.
The constant blank stare
But they're hiding.
The anger, the hurt, the pain
The lack of feeling that drives them insane
They won't show it.
You think you know them so well
But you've never been inside there hell
You just see the fake smile.
The blood, the guts, the tears
They'll do anything to hide their biggest fear,
You.
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Over the edge.
Push me one more fucking time,
I'm no longer here.
Cry your crocodile tears and make me care,
You're no longer there.
Push me, control me, make me that person you wish I was,
Because I'm nothing but lost.
I am what I am but I'm what you're not.
You're not going to say you're sorry,
Because you're always right,
And I'm the stupid fault you have to live with
Don't make me kill you, or me.
I'm no longer here.
Cry your crocodile tears and make me care,
You're no longer there.
Push me, control me, make me that person you wish I was,
Because I'm nothing but lost.
I am what I am but I'm what you're not.
You're not going to say you're sorry,
Because you're always right,
And I'm the stupid fault you have to live with
Don't make me kill you, or me.
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Don't bother.
When you do something good,
No one remembers
When you do something bad,
No one forgets
Life is only full of regrets
Awaiting game before the unspoken death,
Why do we all want to be better than the best?
No one remembers
When you do something bad,
No one forgets
Life is only full of regrets
Awaiting game before the unspoken death,
Why do we all want to be better than the best?
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Don't bother.
When you do something good,
No one remembers
When you do something bad,
No one forgets
Life is only full of regrets
Life is simply a waiting game before death,
Why do we all want to be better than the best?
No one remembers
When you do something bad,
No one forgets
Life is only full of regrets
Life is simply a waiting game before death,
Why do we all want to be better than the best?
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Help.
The lie we call life
Killing with a knife
Your screams of fear
Make me cry those tears
Exasperated and tired
Of those who lied
Scared and defyed
By the hell you cry
If I become you
If I let you change me
Will you stop controlling ?
And finally leave me be ?
You win.
Killing with a knife
Your screams of fear
Make me cry those tears
Exasperated and tired
Of those who lied
Scared and defyed
By the hell you cry
If I become you
If I let you change me
Will you stop controlling ?
And finally leave me be ?
You win.
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Are you?
Are you happy?
Are you happy you make me feel this way?
Are you sorry?
Are you sorry for driving me insane?
Are you worried?
Are you worried you make me want to die?
Are you prepared?
Are you prepared for me to sacrifice?
Because this is your fault,
I am your fault.
Are you happy you make me feel this way?
Are you sorry?
Are you sorry for driving me insane?
Are you worried?
Are you worried you make me want to die?
Are you prepared?
Are you prepared for me to sacrifice?
Because this is your fault,
I am your fault.
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