Submissions by Thibor

 
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ANOTHER fine day to feel like SHIT ....why.  
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I just can't seem to figure it out.         
I try ... really I do.      
But she doesn't see it.      
I think ... ummm maybe she does ...??        
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I'M JUST a 43 old man, alone, trying to be the best I can be.    
My Heroin addicted mother pulled me from her fuck hole at the ripe old age of 13.    
Only to Over-Dose on black tar 5 years later from my oh so caring mother-fucker of a father piece of shit.
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I WAS now re-born again at the age of...

.ooOO0000OOoo....ooOO0000OOoo....ooOO0000OOoo..  
 
As the sweet RELEASE of PAIN, slowly enters my mind,  
I realize it is synthetic .... and not real.  
I can't go back to that dark place alone.  
I don't think I can go on without you.  
I now have lost EVERYONE in my life.  
Now I am truly alone !  
Once again, without you.  
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If only you had told me, of your fantasies, so strong.  
Your sexuall addiction, let me know if I do wrong.  
Though Intoxicated Memories,  
Seem to alter state of mind.  
Enjoyment can not be...

Thinking of you
Thoughts of beauty
Completely fills my mind.
Your milky skin, your sexy body
Thoughts turn to emotions,
Emotions, open my heart up FULLY
As you quickly fill my open heart I realize
Distance is not relative anymore.
Fantasy's turn into act's of Love,
Finger's, Hand's, Lip's, Pleasure,
Takes over until we both erupt into a sexual  Ecstasy of pure love
That Only we can control, there are no boundaries now, I am open to
You fully. Feel my body curve into yours.
Explosion .... bashfulness ... Then I smile and think
Eternally...

Sometimes I like to step outside of reality.
It is not hard to do, as long as you know how.
I'm finding myself doing it more and more often now.
Passing through seems to be turning into an addiction now.
But once I have passed through, there are no more restraints,
No more fears, no more cravings, no more addiction's.
For I have left reality behind, and I only experience,
Strings.. LONG narrow 4 dimensional strings,
Stretching on .. Into forever.
Time is present here,
But it moves in an UP and DOWN direction.
Difficult to read, But it seems not to...