Submissions by The_Darkness_Insid
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm back!
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jul 2024 00:31am
24th Jul 2024 00:31am
Questions & Answers
Today is a good day to try?
Today is a good day to comply?
Today is a good day to cry?
Today is a good day to die!
Today is a good day to be mislead?
Today is a good day to be misread?
Today is a good day to be bled?
Today is a good day to be dead!
Tonight is a good night to believe?
Tonight is a good night to grieve?
Tonight is a good night to deceive?
Tonight is a good night to leave!
Tonight is a good night to pretend?
Tonight is a good...
Today is a good day to comply?
Today is a good day to cry?
Today is a good day to die!
Today is a good day to be mislead?
Today is a good day to be misread?
Today is a good day to be bled?
Today is a good day to be dead!
Tonight is a good night to believe?
Tonight is a good night to grieve?
Tonight is a good night to deceive?
Tonight is a good night to leave!
Tonight is a good night to pretend?
Tonight is a good...
#death
#depression
#hurt #suicide
#hurt #suicide
306 reads
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2024 8:25pm
22nd Jul 2024 8:25pm
Click
Why you stalling on death when it's time to embrace?
Cuz every time I close my eyes I see their face
Who? The ones who'll turn their back and leave you to rot?
You tell me they're bad for me but maybe they're not
Do you feel any better now that they are around?
Do you feel less lost now that you've been found?
Has it changed anything, does your life still not suck?
You're the one suffering, do you think they give a fuck?
I don't know, maybe they actually care ...
Cuz every time I close my eyes I see their face
Who? The ones who'll turn their back and leave you to rot?
You tell me they're bad for me but maybe they're not
Do you feel any better now that they are around?
Do you feel less lost now that you've been found?
Has it changed anything, does your life still not suck?
You're the one suffering, do you think they give a fuck?
I don't know, maybe they actually care ...
#dark
#death
#despair #suicide
#despair #suicide
260 reads
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2024 4:31pm
22nd Jul 2024 4:31pm
I'm Back!
It feels so fucking good to be back
Now its time to paint this fucking world black
Suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies
Fuck the attachments and these bullshit dependencies
Sinking further every day stuck in an ocean of debt
Slowly drowning inside a river of regret
Its all fucking pointless and I no longer care
I sit alone every fucking day, there's nobody there
Tired of the worrying and I'm tired of pain
Tired of the people and tired of rain
There's no sunny days when you live as a storm
Time for...
Now its time to paint this fucking world black
Suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies
Fuck the attachments and these bullshit dependencies
Sinking further every day stuck in an ocean of debt
Slowly drowning inside a river of regret
Its all fucking pointless and I no longer care
I sit alone every fucking day, there's nobody there
Tired of the worrying and I'm tired of pain
Tired of the people and tired of rain
There's no sunny days when you live as a storm
Time for...
#dark
#death
#despair
#loneliness
#suicide
317 reads
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2024 5:08am
22nd Jul 2024 5:08am
Let Me In
It was a matter of time
Til you came back to me
This positive shit aint you
I know you agree
You got these people around you
You say you want them to stay
But i know all you think about
Is how to push them away
Cuz now its become a burden
And you want to be free
Its ok, I don't mind
You can blame it on me
Cuz Im always the bad guy
The source of your stress
But when you fuck things up
Who cleans up your mess?
With your half assed ideas
About wanting to...
Til you came back to me
This positive shit aint you
I know you agree
You got these people around you
You say you want them to stay
But i know all you think about
Is how to push them away
Cuz now its become a burden
And you want to be free
Its ok, I don't mind
You can blame it on me
Cuz Im always the bad guy
The source of your stress
But when you fuck things up
Who cleans up your mess?
With your half assed ideas
About wanting to...
#dark
#honesty
#hypocrisy
#identity
#weakness
168 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Jul 2024 1:47am
8th Jul 2024 1:47am
Checking In
Hey, how's it going?
I thought I'd check in
You may have turned your back
But I'm still your best friend
This search for the light
Hows all of that been?
Thats a rhetorical question
No need to pretend
You're feeling worse than before
I know, cuz im you
Bumbling around aimless
You don't know what to do
At first I was pissed off
Ill admit that it's true
If you love something let it go
Sometimes that works with hate too
You could never beat me
In truth I just backed away
Cuz I...
I thought I'd check in
You may have turned your back
But I'm still your best friend
This search for the light
Hows all of that been?
Thats a rhetorical question
No need to pretend
You're feeling worse than before
I know, cuz im you
Bumbling around aimless
You don't know what to do
At first I was pissed off
Ill admit that it's true
If you love something let it go
Sometimes that works with hate too
You could never beat me
In truth I just backed away
Cuz I...
#BestFriend
#dark
#death #TruthOfLife
#death #TruthOfLife
189 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Jun 2024 5:44pm
25th Jun 2024 5:44pm
Just-Rob
#anger
#dark
#hate
228 reads
7 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Jun 2024 7:24pm
14th Jun 2024 7:24pm
Im Gone
I have nothing left to say
So I guess its time to go
I'd like think Ill stay away
But you never really know
It has always been about release
The purpose has been met
The dark thoughts have begun to cease
No longer feel a threat
If you never see my works again
Just know that I am free
I am laying down my pen
No need to search for me
I leave behind my pain in word
If someone feels alone
Know that you are not unheard
Your suffering not unknown
So I guess its time to go
I'd like think Ill stay away
But you never really know
It has always been about release
The purpose has been met
The dark thoughts have begun to cease
No longer feel a threat
If you never see my works again
Just know that I am free
I am laying down my pen
No need to search for me
I leave behind my pain in word
If someone feels alone
Know that you are not unheard
Your suffering not unknown
#bittersweet
#LifeAsAWriter
231 reads
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jun 2024 12:55pm
14th Jun 2024 12:55pm
Worry
I worry
Waking from a restless sleep
My mind is immediately filled with thoughts
Three kids on her own
Deadbeat dad
Trying to be strong
Working hard
Overwhelmed
Five heart attacks
Congestive heart failure
Body failing her
Living alone
Feeling hopeless
Trapped in her body
Shackled by anxiety
Dragging herself forward
Unrelenting pain
Feeling invisible
Full of self doubt
Looking for a remedy
Stricken with trauma
Missing a fathers love
Barely treading...
Waking from a restless sleep
My mind is immediately filled with thoughts
Three kids on her own
Deadbeat dad
Trying to be strong
Working hard
Overwhelmed
Five heart attacks
Congestive heart failure
Body failing her
Living alone
Feeling hopeless
Trapped in her body
Shackled by anxiety
Dragging herself forward
Unrelenting pain
Feeling invisible
Full of self doubt
Looking for a remedy
Stricken with trauma
Missing a fathers love
Barely treading...
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#love #support
#love #support
220 reads
9 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jun 2024 3:59am
14th Jun 2024 3:59am
Dad
I look over to the shelf
A box full of ashes
All that remains of you
Happy Birthday Dad
I miss you and thats the truth
So many reasons why I shouldn't
Why I should hate you
But I don't
I forgave you for what you did
For what you were
I sent you a text before you died
I wanted you to know
I found out after that you never got it
That still bothers me
I know that you were broken
I didnt understand it then
I know now
Childhood trauma destroyed your mind
Mine...
A box full of ashes
All that remains of you
Happy Birthday Dad
I miss you and thats the truth
So many reasons why I shouldn't
Why I should hate you
But I don't
I forgave you for what you did
For what you were
I sent you a text before you died
I wanted you to know
I found out after that you never got it
That still bothers me
I know that you were broken
I didnt understand it then
I know now
Childhood trauma destroyed your mind
Mine...
#father
#forgiveness
#regret #son
#regret #son
169 reads
6 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Jun 2024 5:44am
13th Jun 2024 5:44am
From Dark To Dim
I think its pretty clear from my writes
The dark subject matter
That I was in a really bad place when I found DU
I needed an outlet badly
I needed to know that I wasnt alone
I was wallowing in self loathing
Death seemed like the only relief possible
In a little under 2 months this place has become quite a boon to me
Seeing others show support and share how they relate has been so therapeutic
My blunt nature and direct approach got me into some trouble
I briefly walked away because I questioned if I belonged here ...
The dark subject matter
That I was in a really bad place when I found DU
I needed an outlet badly
I needed to know that I wasnt alone
I was wallowing in self loathing
Death seemed like the only relief possible
In a little under 2 months this place has become quite a boon to me
Seeing others show support and share how they relate has been so therapeutic
My blunt nature and direct approach got me into some trouble
I briefly walked away because I questioned if I belonged here ...
#DeepUndergroundPoetry
#gratitude
#respect #support
#respect #support
245 reads
14 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Jun 2024 00:54am
13th Jun 2024 00:54am
Keep Swimming
Watching her go through this journey
Seeing the strength she has even at her young age
I feel honored to even be a small part of the growth
Im amazed at how she has managed to keep her kindness
She can turn to the darkness understandably
Yet she loves and cares for others
Even in the absence of feeling it herself at times
She reminds me of my daughters and I don't want her to feel alone
She reminds me of myself and how much I wanted my dad to love me
I know she has so much to offer this world
I can't sit by idle...
Seeing the strength she has even at her young age
I feel honored to even be a small part of the growth
Im amazed at how she has managed to keep her kindness
She can turn to the darkness understandably
Yet she loves and cares for others
Even in the absence of feeling it herself at times
She reminds me of my daughters and I don't want her to feel alone
She reminds me of myself and how much I wanted my dad to love me
I know she has so much to offer this world
I can't sit by idle...
#courage
#friendship
#kindness
#strength
#support
193 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Jun 2024 00:34am
10th Jun 2024 00:34am
No
Crazy how 2 letters can cause me so much hesitation
The anxiety that is wrapped up inside those letters
The amount of self doubt that comes with saying them together
2 letters that drag me under like anvils strapped to my waist
Hatred and dread surround those letters
They rob me of my purpose
Erase my worth
Make me useless
Make all of this pointless
I sit with the letters on the tip of my tongue
Hoping for something else to say
But there is nothing else to say
I have no choice
No other option...
The anxiety that is wrapped up inside those letters
The amount of self doubt that comes with saying them together
2 letters that drag me under like anvils strapped to my waist
Hatred and dread surround those letters
They rob me of my purpose
Erase my worth
Make me useless
Make all of this pointless
I sit with the letters on the tip of my tongue
Hoping for something else to say
But there is nothing else to say
I have no choice
No other option...
#anxiety
#fear
#sadness #shame
#sadness #shame
250 reads
2 Comments
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