Submissions by Tamaura_NightAngel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Oh hollow and numb walking alone . Those of us who look notice nothing but the ones who notice sing the song for death to come...
the Shattred Angel
There is a shattred angel but no one cares to see her pain or the tears that fall down her face .
They see the cuts on her wrist and the bruses all over her face but they all just laugh about it .
they just laugh and make fun of her to the point to where she cant stand it and hides away and just cuts her wrists deeper.
but to your face all she dose is smile and tells everyone its ok.
They call her horrible name to her face and all she dose is agree.
she hates her self more then anything and today is no diffrent she started cutting agan she cant...
They see the cuts on her wrist and the bruses all over her face but they all just laugh about it .
they just laugh and make fun of her to the point to where she cant stand it and hides away and just cuts her wrists deeper.
but to your face all she dose is smile and tells everyone its ok.
They call her horrible name to her face and all she dose is agree.
she hates her self more then anything and today is no diffrent she started cutting agan she cant...
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I dont understand
I dont understand anyone anymore I dont know what is real and what is fake .
I dont know what is the truth or what are lies .
i dont understand people anymore. I dont even understand the person who says they love me the most .
I am so confused by this horrible world. at times I just want to end my life but I know I cant becuse I must keep fighting why? I dont know anymore .
I am falling apart and I have no idea what to do . I dont know who or what to turn to just to pour my heart and my thoughts out . I dont know what to do I want to cut and just watch...
I dont know what is the truth or what are lies .
i dont understand people anymore. I dont even understand the person who says they love me the most .
I am so confused by this horrible world. at times I just want to end my life but I know I cant becuse I must keep fighting why? I dont know anymore .
I am falling apart and I have no idea what to do . I dont know who or what to turn to just to pour my heart and my thoughts out . I dont know what to do I want to cut and just watch...
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Dark December part two
The casted out angel walked alone down a path one night on a dark december. As she walked she found a town. in the the town she saw a house .
The house was beautiful an old victorian style it looked vacant like no one lived there in years she decited to make this her house .
So she went inside and started to look around but to her surprise the house was very clean and nice inside .
The walls were covered in beautiful art work what surprised her was her favorite panting hanning in the living room it was the starry night by vincent van gogh she was in shock wondering who...
The house was beautiful an old victorian style it looked vacant like no one lived there in years she decited to make this her house .
So she went inside and started to look around but to her surprise the house was very clean and nice inside .
The walls were covered in beautiful art work what surprised her was her favorite panting hanning in the living room it was the starry night by vincent van gogh she was in shock wondering who...
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Dark December
She walked alone on a path covred to what was sopoese to be snow on a cold and late day in december . but the snow was not white it was a deep red almost black each step she took left a black and bloodly looking foot print behind her . She was broken and lost clinging to the last bit of hope she had on this horrible day in december .
She was a fallen angel her white wings had turn black and they were cut and dripping blood . The blood was bright red and she was covred in cuts. Her cloths had been torn and her eyes were dead. She had a fight with the gods becuse she did not bleave...
She was a fallen angel her white wings had turn black and they were cut and dripping blood . The blood was bright red and she was covred in cuts. Her cloths had been torn and her eyes were dead. She had a fight with the gods becuse she did not bleave...
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why i dont tell people anything that i am feeling
Today is the day I finly let it all out .
I am not fine I lied .
I am suffring inside but I dont tell anyone anymore and just fake a smile becuse i know no one even cares .
The people who say they love you are nothing but liers.
No matter how meany times I speak my mind or say how your words hurt you dont even care .
I am done hideing from everyone I dont care anymore like I said befor you all win. I know I am nothing but a pupet on strings for you to control and use as you want .
You slap me and abuse me then tell me right after you...
I am not fine I lied .
I am suffring inside but I dont tell anyone anymore and just fake a smile becuse i know no one even cares .
The people who say they love you are nothing but liers.
No matter how meany times I speak my mind or say how your words hurt you dont even care .
I am done hideing from everyone I dont care anymore like I said befor you all win. I know I am nothing but a pupet on strings for you to control and use as you want .
You slap me and abuse me then tell me right after you...
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Shattered Love
Knowing your unloved hurts a lot, Knowing you never been wanted hurts even more .
I loved you with everything I have and wanted to stay by your side for ever . but insted you took a knife and stabed it staight in to my heart making it bleed everywhere .
You then slowly started ripping it out and then throwing it to the ground.
You then stomp on it like it was nothing anyway. I know that is true but did realy have to take my heart away ?
Did you realy have to brake me to there point where there is no saving or fixing ?
You and my past made it...
I loved you with everything I have and wanted to stay by your side for ever . but insted you took a knife and stabed it staight in to my heart making it bleed everywhere .
You then slowly started ripping it out and then throwing it to the ground.
You then stomp on it like it was nothing anyway. I know that is true but did realy have to take my heart away ?
Did you realy have to brake me to there point where there is no saving or fixing ?
You and my past made it...
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What IF
Pain, joy, love, sorrow and hate . these are all things your body tells you your sopose to feel when things happen in your life. But what if you dont ?
What if your empty like me what if you dont even care or have any feelings at all? what if you gave them all away and you can never find them or get them back ? But what if you want to find them and take them back becuse you feel so unhuman and you just want to be human agan but what if your better off with out them?
I have seen and watched people suffer becuse of these emotions so maby just maby I am realy better off...
What if your empty like me what if you dont even care or have any feelings at all? what if you gave them all away and you can never find them or get them back ? But what if you want to find them and take them back becuse you feel so unhuman and you just want to be human agan but what if your better off with out them?
I have seen and watched people suffer becuse of these emotions so maby just maby I am realy better off...
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I Cant Fight Anymore
I cant fight anymore I give up you win.
I cant live in the light I must always stay in darkness its where I belong .
For years I been fighting my family, friends, and the world.
But I give up I cant do it anymore . I am tired and numb from all the pain and torment I get everyday.
Now all of you go celabrate you did it you won . Beaten the girl down that you hated so much to the point she wants to hide away and never resurface agan.
Haveing a boyfiend who says he loves you but gose and fucks your best friend having your best friend tell you...
I cant live in the light I must always stay in darkness its where I belong .
For years I been fighting my family, friends, and the world.
But I give up I cant do it anymore . I am tired and numb from all the pain and torment I get everyday.
Now all of you go celabrate you did it you won . Beaten the girl down that you hated so much to the point she wants to hide away and never resurface agan.
Haveing a boyfiend who says he loves you but gose and fucks your best friend having your best friend tell you...
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Hide Away
I wish that I could hide away from everyone and everthing .
Lock my self up deep inside and throw away the key . Stop my self from crying late at night till early moring . lock away all my fellings thoughts and dreams .
Seal myself inside an empty shell and go threw life with out feeling anything just the feeling of being empty and hollow.
I realy want to hide away into the darkness and never come out agan.
But I do feel hurt and pain you know I am not a robot.
But maby I should be come one ... I stoped talking becuse I cant find any words to...
Lock my self up deep inside and throw away the key . Stop my self from crying late at night till early moring . lock away all my fellings thoughts and dreams .
Seal myself inside an empty shell and go threw life with out feeling anything just the feeling of being empty and hollow.
I realy want to hide away into the darkness and never come out agan.
But I do feel hurt and pain you know I am not a robot.
But maby I should be come one ... I stoped talking becuse I cant find any words to...
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thank you for letting me know i am never going to be loved
Is it eazy for you to throw me away like trash on any normal day?
Yes I have mental probloms will so what so do you .
You act like your better then me becuse every girl you meet wants to have sex with you . and you say guys just want to run away from me becuse I am a freak and i am not even pritty.
You know I am happy they run away becuse just like you said no one can handle me :)
You on the other hand are nothing but an ass.
You say you love me and then go and fuck any girl who says she wants you in her bed .
I had enough of your...
Yes I have mental probloms will so what so do you .
You act like your better then me becuse every girl you meet wants to have sex with you . and you say guys just want to run away from me becuse I am a freak and i am not even pritty.
You know I am happy they run away becuse just like you said no one can handle me :)
You on the other hand are nothing but an ass.
You say you love me and then go and fuck any girl who says she wants you in her bed .
I had enough of your...
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UP All Night
Up all night agan my thoughts never seems to want to end.
Agan with all the horrible thoughts and the ones that I thought I forgot.
Alone and scared crying for someone to hear me knowing no one gives a shit.
Late at night returning back to child like.
Rembering the torture and abuse crying with out makeing a sound. hiding under the blanket just like a small child dose when they think a monster is comeing for them.
The phone never stops ringing I dont dare to answer it becuse I know its the fucking slut.
The answer michine gets it and...
Agan with all the horrible thoughts and the ones that I thought I forgot.
Alone and scared crying for someone to hear me knowing no one gives a shit.
Late at night returning back to child like.
Rembering the torture and abuse crying with out makeing a sound. hiding under the blanket just like a small child dose when they think a monster is comeing for them.
The phone never stops ringing I dont dare to answer it becuse I know its the fucking slut.
The answer michine gets it and...
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Phone Call
You called me today we have not spoken in years.
You called me today to ask when will i die why?
You say that god said it was my time?..
You know how fucked up you are or how crazy you sound for years I put up with you telling me god hates me the most. your mental you need help you suffer from schizophrenia.
You have any idea what it was like being a small child and liveing with you and that asshole everyday of my life untill I was old enough to take flight?
You did anything and everything you wanted becuse you said god said its ok .
...
You called me today to ask when will i die why?
You say that god said it was my time?..
You know how fucked up you are or how crazy you sound for years I put up with you telling me god hates me the most. your mental you need help you suffer from schizophrenia.
You have any idea what it was like being a small child and liveing with you and that asshole everyday of my life untill I was old enough to take flight?
You did anything and everything you wanted becuse you said god said its ok .
...
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