Submissions by THELOSTONE666 (Miguel Quintero)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Well i'm new to writing poetry the poetry I like to write is usually gruesome and about how I feel at the moment of writing
SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2024 7:52pm
25th Sep 2024 7:52pm
I Rather Embrace Death
I really want my life to end because my mind ain't doing alright. I wanna be lit up like a blunt spark me up and ignite. Or maybe a slit throat squirting blood like opening a shaken can of sprite. I feel surrounded by darkness with no light in sight. I feel absolutely hopeless. I have a roof over my head yet, I still feel homeless. Feening like crazy but, I'm broke and, dopeless. I don't no how to deal with my problems I'm copeless. I try to ignore these feelings I wanna get so high I'll be motionless. I never have but, I know a couple that od'd most would consider me lucky. However I can't...
#suicide
234 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2023 00:27am
3rd Dec 2023 00:27am
I Just Don't Know Why
#murder
#suicide
334 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2023 3:12am
22nd Jul 2023 3:12am
Relapse
I feel as if any day now I'll relapse so I smoke and drink till I almost collapse life is a gamble feels like I'm losing my life to the devil in a demonic game of craps sometimes I feel emotionally cold like after the Titanic sank and crashed I've been feeling like my throat and wrist should be slashed because I wanna die fast only then will my problems be a thing of the past when I say "I wanna die fast only then will my problems be a thing of the past " really I'm just lying to myself if I die fast I'll just forever be mourned in a fancy urn made of Victorian style glass.
#drugs
#addiction
453 reads
13 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
21st Oct 2022 6:01pm
21st Oct 2022 6:01pm
I Might Be Crippled But I Can Still Have Fun
#sex
#erotic
#orgasm
252 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Oct 2021 11:58pm
4th Oct 2021 11:58pm
Addiction
I've been worrying everyday about my family's addiction. It keeps getting stressful I wish this was based on fiction. Drugs and gambling just like my past, its my family's main affliction. I know I said past ,but even I still feel addicted.When I'm drunk and high sometimes my good judgement becomes restricted. When it comes to addiction happiness and loyalty are usually the main emotions afflicted. This is no way to be living but me and my family will always live a life of sinning because its just too addicting.
#alcohol
#addiction
458 reads
DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2020 2:05am
2nd Jun 2020 2:05am
What I Truly Love
I'm trying my best to stay away from crystal but it's harder than telling a racist cop to holster their pistol I don't know what to do about this feeling I can't stop feening I wanna pop pills and snort multiple lines to be higher than the fucking ceiling so instead I smoke weed and picked up drinking I don't know what I was thinking alcohol isn't much better it'll just turn what feels like a sunny day into rainy weather not being able to always be fucked up makes me rather die because drugs are what I truly love.
#alcohol
#drugs
#marijuana
#addiction
#temptation
513 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Jul 2019 9:20pm
30th Jul 2019 9:20pm
I can't stop feening
I can't stop feening, if I don't smoke or drink I'll start biting my bottom lip almost to the point of profusely bleeding. I need to hurry up and overdose, so I can die or become completely comatose. I feel like only then will I no longer suffer if I succeed my friends and family will hope that my brain will fully recover, but I'll make sure that I don't come back, I'll do so much drugs and alcohol that my brain shuts down like the banks, and other businesses when the stock market crashed. I wish I could get my throat slashed or, since I'm in a wheelchair I could drive it into a pool I'd make...
#suicide
#drugs
#addiction
742 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Nov 2018 8:52pm
24th Nov 2018 8:52pm
I Really Wanna Die
I really wanna die while i'm hella fucking high snorting line after line after fat fucking line of crushed up oxys and crystal at the same time i'll probably die soon with these drugs by my side when you're around me darkness and sadness is the only fucking vibe i'm contemplating suicide 24/7 365 that pretty much means all the fucking time these lyrics aren't meant just to fucking rhyme this is really how I feel everyday when i'm finished eating i'm hoping it'll be my last meal like I said i'm not lying this is really how I feel I don't always do drugs just for fucking fun I mainly use them...
#sadness
#dark
662 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Nov 2018 11:01pm
11th Nov 2018 11:01pm
Why Should I keep Living
Why should I keep living i'm a ex tweaker with my sobriety slowly slipping. Lately all I can think about is smoking, snorting, acid tripping, or gin sipping. I'm already paralyzed but all this feening is much more crippling.
#addiction
#temptation
679 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Jul 2018 2:29am
27th Jul 2018 2:29am
How I've Felt Lately
Sometimes I feel ashamed to be me I just wanna light myself up with a match and kerosene. Afterwards i'll probably go straight to fucking hell but I won't give a fuck hell is where my mind has always dwelled. Someday my mind will probably break free but when that happens i'll never be the same me. I'll never be the same me because there won't be anything left but a mangled fucking mess I know I said mind but I really mean soul hell has taken its toll on whatever was left of my soul causing my heart to pump blood that's dark and fucking cold. Instead of burning and sending myself to hell I...
#sadness
#shame
#disappointment #emptiness
#disappointment #emptiness
716 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
16th Dec 2016 10:41pm
16th Dec 2016 10:41pm
Thoughts Of Killing And Torturing People
779 reads
1 Comment
DU Poetry : Submissions by THELOSTONE666 (Miguel Quintero)
