How I've Felt Lately

Sometimes I feel ashamed to be me I just wanna light myself up with a match and kerosene. Afterwards i'll probably go straight to fucking hell but I won't give a fuck hell is where my mind has always dwelled. Someday my mind will probably break free but when that happens i'll never be the same me. I'll never be the same me because there won't be anything left but a mangled fucking mess I know I said mind but I really mean soul hell has taken its toll on whatever was left of my soul causing my heart to pump blood that's dark and fucking cold. Instead of burning and sending myself to hell I should have put my soul for sale because all I do is fail however my soul is worthless like food thats gone stale. I know throughout this verse I talk about hell, and shit related to religion but thats not my mission i'm just expressing the way that i've lately been feeling.
Written by THELOSTONE666 (Lil Triste)
Author's Note
I got the idea because i've obviously been feeling depressed and alot of people relate to religion even though i'm not religious that's why I talk about hell and angels so people can relate
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