Submissions by SuicidalVampire

I wish death could be as eager to take me as it does the ones I love and mourn. This existence seems so lonely, that even time does not have a place for me in its own eternity. If life is to be cherished, then by God, I have cherished it with every encounter I have spent with a mortal elder. To feel their veins against my own smooth skin makes me want to cry so badly, and to know that they will soon lie six feet under makes me want to rip out my heart and give it to one of them every time they do die. If I could, I'd spend eternity in darkness for them. I'd lie in their graves or small boxes...

Am I to spend eternity in darkness without the one I love? If it is to be true, I would rather die in the light than the dark. To feel the cold touch of darkness' hand as well as death's skeletal grasp would be a living nightmare rather than a blessing. And to know that the light now shelters my love midst the other souls it keeps makes me want to cry. I do not wish to die alone; I know that now. But to feel the years of my life to be utterly spent and to feel the sensation of immortality in my veins makes me know...that this hellish torment and solitude will perhaps never end for as long as...