sometimes i search for light sometimes i cant stand whats right i see many people but none see through my peephole am i smart? or am i pure evol because i hide so well the things im ashamed to tell.
i live in the embarrassment sulking in silence of my self-produced harrassment but i, like others, find joy in the pain how my tears run again when i reflect oh how many have i chose to neglect?
cheap thrills, deep chills when the shows over and i feel myself alone so again, i send "you...