Submissions by Steveo1694

and of this dream
i have one last breath
all that awaits it
only death
burns a fire
into my soul
rips me to peices
black as coal
destruction in the air
fire at night
how can i ever help them
i try to do whats right
death awaits me
blackness is fair
lonley and forgotten
i lay empty and bare.

" and at the end of our exploring we will arrive where we started and know the place for the first time" - T.S. Eliot

and as i walk this path
knowing not my destination
i look apon from where i came
and see only dark

but as i reach my destination
i lookk back and see the light
im left not knowing why i was ther

but now i see the picture
clear and bright
without being where i started
i couldnt be what i became.

In the widerness i roam
to find the truth
Inside i battle
a war i must win

i sit silently
i close my eyes and wait
i wait

it is silent and lonley
it must be
i must do this alone

they appear
thousands of them
they are viscious
like rabid wolves on the attack
giants as compared to me
i am but a mere ant
every word that comes out of theyre mouths is a lie
they tell me im a failure
ugly
a monster forever alone

I know i Must defeat them
but how
i ask my self over and over
finally i...

Madness
to be driven to this point is unthinkable
a thought
how a minute thought could cause all this
insanity

the cage shrinks
lights come on
the room is white
I cant move
I scream
its to no avail
everyone laughs

WHY ARE THEY LAUGHING?!
I struggle to break free,but i cant
I cant break the binds
LET ME OUT!!
LET ME OUT!!
I WANT TO BE FREE!

I swollow the eventual acceptance
its like a sharp cold metal in my throat
for...ever trapped in this cell
locked away in my own mind