Submissions by SilverLily80090
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
12th Jul 2018 2:59am
12th Jul 2018 2:59am
Emotions
#hate
#heartbroken
#abuse
#MentalHealth
#emptiness
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ANGER POEM
Published
25th May 2018 7:50pm
25th May 2018 7:50pm
Family
I don't know how you can see, day after day,
The remnants of my life
And still think everything is the same.
Now I know that you have secrets,
The truth is soon to unfold.
You abandoned me, cast me out,
Because I didn't do what I was told.
The Bible life isn't for me,
But why don't I feel free?
You were my family
But now that's something you'll never be,
Ever again
You live your life in sin
Just as much as me.
The remnants of my life
And still think everything is the same.
Now I know that you have secrets,
The truth is soon to unfold.
You abandoned me, cast me out,
Because I didn't do what I was told.
The Bible life isn't for me,
But why don't I feel free?
You were my family
But now that's something you'll never be,
Ever again
You live your life in sin
Just as much as me.
#anger
#rejection
#family
#religion
#Christian
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ANGER POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2017 1:05am
2nd Nov 2017 1:05am
Gonna Need Some Ice for These Burns
Don't try to scare me,
Telling me adulthood is scary.
I know what responsibility is.
Unlike you.
You're a pathetic, weak bitch.
I wish you ever had me.
You think we're so close,
But you don't even know me at all.
Who sleeps with someone who tried to rape their own child?
Oh that's right.
You do.
You've been so insecure all your adult life,
Relying on men to be your Daddy.
But I will never stoop to your level.
Nobody can stop me.
I've always been my own mother, my own dad.
You seem to be so invested in a...
Telling me adulthood is scary.
I know what responsibility is.
Unlike you.
You're a pathetic, weak bitch.
I wish you ever had me.
You think we're so close,
But you don't even know me at all.
Who sleeps with someone who tried to rape their own child?
Oh that's right.
You do.
You've been so insecure all your adult life,
Relying on men to be your Daddy.
But I will never stoop to your level.
Nobody can stop me.
I've always been my own mother, my own dad.
You seem to be so invested in a...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Oct 2017 4:04pm
30th Oct 2017 4:04pm
My Mental Illnesses Don't Exist
According to my mother,
My mental illnesses don't exist.
They're not real.
But she'll never know
Just how I fucking feel.
Every day is such a struggle.
I'm waiting here to die.
My depression has taken everything from me.
I just want to know why.
Why she treats me the way she does,
Claiming we are just the same.
I think it's all bullshit.
Sometimes I want to get so drunk
That I forget my fucking name.
Anything to escape this world of hurt
Even for a little while.
As for everybody who's shit on me
They don't...
My mental illnesses don't exist.
They're not real.
But she'll never know
Just how I fucking feel.
Every day is such a struggle.
I'm waiting here to die.
My depression has taken everything from me.
I just want to know why.
Why she treats me the way she does,
Claiming we are just the same.
I think it's all bullshit.
Sometimes I want to get so drunk
That I forget my fucking name.
Anything to escape this world of hurt
Even for a little while.
As for everybody who's shit on me
They don't...
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Oct 2017 11:24am
14th Oct 2017 11:24am
It Hasn't Improved.
Here is an update
On my current situation.
It seems I'm always in a state
Of perpetual irritation.
My mother left my jackass step dad,
But he did more for me than my real one ever will.
My real one tried to fuck me,
But my mom is in love with him still.
She sends him nude pics on the daily
I would know, I checked her phone.
The real person within my mother
I can say has finally shown.
Two suicide attempts, tried to throw myself from a car.
Never have I ever dreamed it would go this fucking far.
Seventeen, facing her abuser...
On my current situation.
It seems I'm always in a state
Of perpetual irritation.
My mother left my jackass step dad,
But he did more for me than my real one ever will.
My real one tried to fuck me,
But my mom is in love with him still.
She sends him nude pics on the daily
I would know, I checked her phone.
The real person within my mother
I can say has finally shown.
Two suicide attempts, tried to throw myself from a car.
Never have I ever dreamed it would go this fucking far.
Seventeen, facing her abuser...
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Jun 2015 4:51am
18th Jun 2015 4:51am
Recovery
It's been a while since I last updated so here goes!
You tell me you hate me,
Here is my reply,
"I don't give a fuck.
I don't give one that flies."
Don't give a fuck that like Superman,
Soars through the skies.
You can just join the club.
See you later, Bub.
You can try to contain me,
But you can't even stomach me.
With my peers,
I get high fives and cheers.
They call me a bad ass.
I'm full of extra sass.
To teachers,
Students,
Parents,
And friends.
My snarky,...
You tell me you hate me,
Here is my reply,
"I don't give a fuck.
I don't give one that flies."
Don't give a fuck that like Superman,
Soars through the skies.
You can just join the club.
See you later, Bub.
You can try to contain me,
But you can't even stomach me.
With my peers,
I get high fives and cheers.
They call me a bad ass.
I'm full of extra sass.
To teachers,
Students,
Parents,
And friends.
My snarky,...
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ANGER POEM
Published
6th Mar 2014 9:17pm
6th Mar 2014 9:17pm
I'm so done.
Bitch I don't care about you anymore,
You ran back to him.
He talked about you like you were his little whore.
You stand up to me,
Well bitch my advice isn't free.
I'm about to give you the total.
I don't want you money,
I want your pain.
The bitterness and jealousy is my only gain.
I'm about to walk away.
How could you do me that way?!
You're really gonna pay.
You'll see, come what may.
Listen to what I say.
You ran back to him.
He talked about you like you were his little whore.
You stand up to me,
Well bitch my advice isn't free.
I'm about to give you the total.
I don't want you money,
I want your pain.
The bitterness and jealousy is my only gain.
I'm about to walk away.
How could you do me that way?!
You're really gonna pay.
You'll see, come what may.
Listen to what I say.
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Nov 2013 00:11am
1st Nov 2013 00:11am
I miss you
One thing leads to another,
Now I don't even see my own mother.
My sister is gone,
My baby brother is, too.
Where did it all go wrong?
I'll be the one to tell you.
I put my foot down.
I still carry my head with a frown.
Agony and sadness burning,
The scorching flames burn,
As the days keep turning.
Sister I miss you.
I love you.
Same with my brother.
What I say is true.
Now I don't even see my own mother.
My sister is gone,
My baby brother is, too.
Where did it all go wrong?
I'll be the one to tell you.
I put my foot down.
I still carry my head with a frown.
Agony and sadness burning,
The scorching flames burn,
As the days keep turning.
Sister I miss you.
I love you.
Same with my brother.
What I say is true.
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Sep 2013 2:05am
30th Sep 2013 2:05am
Depression Returns
I floated away,
Farther each day.
Never thought that it would end up this way,
Once again.
Where do I even begin?
The depression,
Confessions,
Falling back in the darkest pit.
Remembering every hit.
The words that had been spit.
The anger somewhat dissolved,
What I thought was a problem solved,
Just came back to haunt me.
Why can't the monster hiding under my bed let me be?
He beckons and calls,
He stands out from them all.
He encourages the lonely and painful fall.
The life I left behind,
The people who I remember were...
Farther each day.
Never thought that it would end up this way,
Once again.
Where do I even begin?
The depression,
Confessions,
Falling back in the darkest pit.
Remembering every hit.
The words that had been spit.
The anger somewhat dissolved,
What I thought was a problem solved,
Just came back to haunt me.
Why can't the monster hiding under my bed let me be?
He beckons and calls,
He stands out from them all.
He encourages the lonely and painful fall.
The life I left behind,
The people who I remember were...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Sep 2013 10:23pm
27th Sep 2013 10:23pm
It hurts.
I can't escape the feeling.
The never-ending,
Seemingly endless,
Pit of everlasting despair.
It hurts me when you call.
It hurts.
It hurts when you acknowledge me,
Because you didn't for so long.
How can I let these feelings out?
I can't.
It hurts.
Don't speak to me now.
I looked back on the pain,
The pain you dealt me,
As a small child.
It still hurts,
I can feel the sting.
The never-ending,
Seemingly endless,
Pit of everlasting despair.
It hurts me when you call.
It hurts.
It hurts when you acknowledge me,
Because you didn't for so long.
How can I let these feelings out?
I can't.
It hurts.
Don't speak to me now.
I looked back on the pain,
The pain you dealt me,
As a small child.
It still hurts,
I can feel the sting.
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2013 7:04pm
27th Aug 2013 7:04pm
Untitled
I am ashamed.
Everything may not be my fault,
But it's me who is always blamed.
I'm sick.
I'm sick and I'm tired.
Zoloft doesn't work.
It just makes the backwash of emotions worse.
Am I so fucked up that I can't function,
As an actual member of society?
Can you blame me for acting this way,
For my unfulfilled needs?
I remember who I used to be,
I used to be actually me.
Everything may not be my fault,
But it's me who is always blamed.
I'm sick.
I'm sick and I'm tired.
Zoloft doesn't work.
It just makes the backwash of emotions worse.
Am I so fucked up that I can't function,
As an actual member of society?
Can you blame me for acting this way,
For my unfulfilled needs?
I remember who I used to be,
I used to be actually me.
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