Submissions by Shatteredheart
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
my poems come from deep down they are my words my emotions that I have no other way of expressing.
I WANT TO BE A REAL BOY
You can say I didn't love you but I would call it a lie
Because you never gave me the chance to even try
You kicked me over to the curb you were the sun that blinded my eyes
Mistakes were made but you have made worse
Mistakes build you to put you on the right course
My emotion lost you were the connection to that sorce
You used me for a game I once played
You told me to stay away so I stayed
You were in control that's how it was I was below a higher grade
I see now that I was higher then you would ever be. ...
Because you never gave me the chance to even try
You kicked me over to the curb you were the sun that blinded my eyes
Mistakes were made but you have made worse
Mistakes build you to put you on the right course
My emotion lost you were the connection to that sorce
You used me for a game I once played
You told me to stay away so I stayed
You were in control that's how it was I was below a higher grade
I see now that I was higher then you would ever be. ...
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FINE DONT LISTEN
I told you not to do it
I told you not to do it
I told you not to do it
But you did it any way
You riped me to pieces
And shredded my soul
You were the glue that kept me whole
You messed with my mind
And uses me like a tool
To do your dirty work
Now I'm just a emptie vessel
Looking for my lost soul
UGHHHH
you bitch you cunt you are not my love
I am broken because of you
You can tell me you love me
You can tell me you love this broken heart
But can you tell me you love my flaws
And...
I told you not to do it
I told you not to do it
But you did it any way
You riped me to pieces
And shredded my soul
You were the glue that kept me whole
You messed with my mind
And uses me like a tool
To do your dirty work
Now I'm just a emptie vessel
Looking for my lost soul
UGHHHH
you bitch you cunt you are not my love
I am broken because of you
You can tell me you love me
You can tell me you love this broken heart
But can you tell me you love my flaws
And...
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Repeat
Love what does it mean
Nobody knows nobody is that keen
I think I love but I'm proven wrong
My life reapets like a repeating love song
Love found love lost
Heart being broken, for a cost
My life has been torcher form the day it started
I thought I wouldn't be phased when my parents departed
I figured out dad was not dad
I was not dippressed but really fucking glad
Not sad but happy
Knowing from all the pain from when he would slap me
Was over now he's just another dead beat just like a seat to be used...
Nobody knows nobody is that keen
I think I love but I'm proven wrong
My life reapets like a repeating love song
Love found love lost
Heart being broken, for a cost
My life has been torcher form the day it started
I thought I wouldn't be phased when my parents departed
I figured out dad was not dad
I was not dippressed but really fucking glad
Not sad but happy
Knowing from all the pain from when he would slap me
Was over now he's just another dead beat just like a seat to be used...
675 reads
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Broken gears
Dull my mind the fears I contain inside
start my gears so I don't run and hide
the the memories I try so hard to forget the feeling I cringe you make me sick
you text me and I regret remaining friends
I don't know why I still love you I want this feeling to end
There's something new in my world that she has taught
she brings me back from the dead where your left me to rot
You tore my heart to shreds when you admitted that you lied
Oh god you fucking tore, ripped and shredded my insides
You lied That made me fall much harder...
start my gears so I don't run and hide
the the memories I try so hard to forget the feeling I cringe you make me sick
you text me and I regret remaining friends
I don't know why I still love you I want this feeling to end
There's something new in my world that she has taught
she brings me back from the dead where your left me to rot
You tore my heart to shreds when you admitted that you lied
Oh god you fucking tore, ripped and shredded my insides
You lied That made me fall much harder...
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TRYED TO SAVE HIM
I strive to be who I'm not, just to make others proud.
But I try to help only to get shut out.
It gets to a point that I don't know why I open my eyes.
But I do and I slowly but surely cry.
This rainfall could flood a river
I hope to make others proud, when hope is only at a sliver
I wish I could help bring happy memories like I'm the giver
I just want others to like me and not frown upon my existence
And not like me because at first I'm so distant
I was born for a reason ,But I love not knowing for what.
I love helping and...
But I try to help only to get shut out.
It gets to a point that I don't know why I open my eyes.
But I do and I slowly but surely cry.
This rainfall could flood a river
I hope to make others proud, when hope is only at a sliver
I wish I could help bring happy memories like I'm the giver
I just want others to like me and not frown upon my existence
And not like me because at first I'm so distant
I was born for a reason ,But I love not knowing for what.
I love helping and...
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Friends save what love can't
How does it make you feel knowing you broke my trust
knowing that you left me in the darkness damped hole to rust
But so much pain
that I couldn't even see through my eyes in all this rain
My mind you drove it to be insane
Your heart will no longer be contained
You spoke your mind and left me for so long
if not for a friend this life of mine would have come to an end
She spoke to me with such grace
so much beauty that I should have her to praise
She was the Savior from the dark
but all she did was leave another scar upon...
knowing that you left me in the darkness damped hole to rust
But so much pain
that I couldn't even see through my eyes in all this rain
My mind you drove it to be insane
Your heart will no longer be contained
You spoke your mind and left me for so long
if not for a friend this life of mine would have come to an end
She spoke to me with such grace
so much beauty that I should have her to praise
She was the Savior from the dark
but all she did was leave another scar upon...
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CRIPPLED SOCIETY
There's a question always in my mind not a question but a problem.
That problem is why do we exist
If you really think about this
Where did we all come from were we Born from mist
Did every one come out just pissed
Or is that just every one else and I just happen to be missed
To finally get hit by this flying fist
We know we come from are mom's and they come from there mom and down the line it goes but to the very first mom where did she fit In
We frown upon this insest shit But in all reality was it not two people who made the whole race...
That problem is why do we exist
If you really think about this
Where did we all come from were we Born from mist
Did every one come out just pissed
Or is that just every one else and I just happen to be missed
To finally get hit by this flying fist
We know we come from are mom's and they come from there mom and down the line it goes but to the very first mom where did she fit In
We frown upon this insest shit But in all reality was it not two people who made the whole race...
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All this anger why?
Anger why does it exist
Why when we're so angry we can't see through this mist
We get so pissed of at somebody when it's not there fault
And they argue but they are the ones thst are wrong when they try to revolt
Anger and anger agian a emotion that gets you so worked up
To a point you say and do things ,and you hardcore fuck up
You can calm down but the damage is done
All that's left is to hide and run
People express anger in diffrent ways some stay quiet, some yell, some rant
Others throw and some run till there winded ...
Why when we're so angry we can't see through this mist
We get so pissed of at somebody when it's not there fault
And they argue but they are the ones thst are wrong when they try to revolt
Anger and anger agian a emotion that gets you so worked up
To a point you say and do things ,and you hardcore fuck up
You can calm down but the damage is done
All that's left is to hide and run
People express anger in diffrent ways some stay quiet, some yell, some rant
Others throw and some run till there winded ...
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IGNITE
A tourchless night in a tourched world
How was it you that let me see the light
Then you extengushed it from my sight
You were my guide to the other side of my darkness
To a place of peace and full of niceness
You left me like we were to bring the fallout
But you and me were the only thing to fall ,out
So peaceful in theses lands of dreams we talked about
Then later it's was only a scream followed by a hurt full shout
You yelled at the top of your lungs and I weeped in a corner afraid of what would happen
I would cry...
How was it you that let me see the light
Then you extengushed it from my sight
You were my guide to the other side of my darkness
To a place of peace and full of niceness
You left me like we were to bring the fallout
But you and me were the only thing to fall ,out
So peaceful in theses lands of dreams we talked about
Then later it's was only a scream followed by a hurt full shout
You yelled at the top of your lungs and I weeped in a corner afraid of what would happen
I would cry...
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TORN
Heart and soul torn agian by love
I don't know why I can't get enough
I love it so much
But always get broken
But the truth it has been spoken
She loves not me and that's the fact
I was nothing but a bump in her path.
She said I was clingy but all I did was care.
But now it's over and I need this time to repair.
She made it known that I was a mistake.
But for love this is the pain I take
Nothing people say can make this pain better
Maybe this pain is to go on endeavor
She toyed with my heart and that makes me...
I don't know why I can't get enough
I love it so much
But always get broken
But the truth it has been spoken
She loves not me and that's the fact
I was nothing but a bump in her path.
She said I was clingy but all I did was care.
But now it's over and I need this time to repair.
She made it known that I was a mistake.
But for love this is the pain I take
Nothing people say can make this pain better
Maybe this pain is to go on endeavor
She toyed with my heart and that makes me...
672 reads
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Pro-strife, Anti-life
Life is it a force that never ends?
Till your on the floor wasting away in your own blood,there will be a knocking on the door pounding you feel the vibrations but all you feel is the sensation as you die.
There is no wake up there is nobody else you are there walking in a world that to everyone does not exist
You hear a noise but it is not from just one direction in this abyss
You are lost wondering how you could come to this moment
You realize it's your fault but this is something you never ment
your eyes are closed so tight there is...
Till your on the floor wasting away in your own blood,there will be a knocking on the door pounding you feel the vibrations but all you feel is the sensation as you die.
There is no wake up there is nobody else you are there walking in a world that to everyone does not exist
You hear a noise but it is not from just one direction in this abyss
You are lost wondering how you could come to this moment
You realize it's your fault but this is something you never ment
your eyes are closed so tight there is...
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FOR YOU!!!
I have lived and almost died
For you I have survived
Nothing I did was good enough
Fucking Christ I know it was rough
For you I changed
Now my hands are stained in all this pain
I have nothing to say to you
But what you said I thought was true
I found out the hard way
In this realm of darkness I stay
This shadow I feel I know it was my fault.
I forced it opon you my love has stoped by your trick I am appalled
You made my heart explode
I am so damaged I need to be towed
I realize now that my heart was...
For you I have survived
Nothing I did was good enough
Fucking Christ I know it was rough
For you I changed
Now my hands are stained in all this pain
I have nothing to say to you
But what you said I thought was true
I found out the hard way
In this realm of darkness I stay
This shadow I feel I know it was my fault.
I forced it opon you my love has stoped by your trick I am appalled
You made my heart explode
I am so damaged I need to be towed
I realize now that my heart was...
662 reads
2 Comments
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