Friends  save what love can't

How does it make you feel knowing you broke my trust
knowing that you left me in the darkness damped  hole to rust

But so much pain
 that I couldn't even see through my eyes in all this rain
My mind you drove it to be insane
Your heart will no longer be contained

You spoke your mind and left me for so long
if not for a friend this life of mine would have come to an end

She spoke to me with such grace
 so much beauty  that I should have her to  praise

She was the Savior from the dark
 but all she did was leave another scar upon my shattered heart

There's not many things I cherish in this world
so many things in this life that make me cringe and want to hurl

There is only one pleasure that makes me come back for more
it is love I always rush into it
my relationships i always end up on my own
I rush into them even knowing that hurtand pain are written in stone

My heart like molten  iron burning in my chest wishing it was light as a feather floating down from birds nest

I cried asleep I shake my head and weep but never complain or make a peep nobody really knows my life
I have never had someone close to understand my strife
I don't want to be a burden
 I get this feeling  it has gotten To be a life that is never Turning

I think I love but I don't want to rush into what I feel
I know if I share what I think is Real
 she will go and I will be left again
 I don't think I would live in a world then

To play with the heart is sick
 love me or don't take your pick
 because to be broke and I cannot take that shit so please decide and make it quick

Why am I here I ask myself
With my friends there my life, my only source of wealth