Broken  gears

Dull my mind the fears I contain  inside
 start my gears so I don't run and hide

 the the memories I try so hard to forget the feeling I  cringe you make me sick

you text me and I regret remaining friends
 I don't know why I still love you I want this feeling to end

There's something new in my world that she has taught
 she brings me back from the dead where your left me to rot

You tore my heart to shreds when you admitted that you lied
Oh god you fucking tore, ripped and shredded my insides

You lied That made me fall  much  harder
 I almost reached the end then I fell so much farther

You started these gears
 then you almost made them stop
I remember holy shit!!!!
 I had to do so much for that to be fought.

But you know what?
         fuck you!!!!
Because you will get  your karma right on cue
You will be so dumbfounded you will finally have a clue
of my pain
Let me name a few
broken heart
ripped soul
Trust issues
no fucken emotions
And expecially not giving a fuck
                fuck you!!!!!
Because I don't give a fuck about you anymore