I WANT TO BE A REAL BOY

You can say I didn't love you but I would call it a lie
Because you never gave me the chance to even try
You kicked  me over to the curb you were the sun that blinded  my eyes
 
Mistakes were made but you have made worse
Mistakes  build  you to put you on the right  course
My emotion lost you were the connection  to that sorce

You used me for a game I once played
You told me to stay away so I stayed
You were  in control that's how  it was I was  below a higher grade

I see now that I was higher then you would ever be.
Then you would ever see.
you were short to my level I was  taller  then you.
It was only my love that could  stand true.

You can  tell me  you loved me  and you can lie  through  your teeth
But it was you that was beneath
There was nothing  I would not do because  I believed that you were my God
I was faithful  and I had my faith
But you rubbed my words back in my face

I was wondering why  you made me hate my emotions  that I locked up
Bound in chains unbroken
You opened me  up and broke me down  you and me had so many things  that were spoken

I told you so many things  that I have never told anyone  I trusted you  in all I loved you holy fuck,  you broke this trust
Discussed, distrust  this old heart  rusts fuck, I can't believe  I meet  you

A real boy that's all I wanted to have real skin a heart, hair, organs, bones and muscles  too.
You opened that up and it shot me down you left  and I have nothing now that  day I rue

 this object  controlling  me
 I'm a puppet upon this brutal stage
I just want to be a real boy in my day and age