Submissions by Rogerh
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
End
End
I wish my world would end tomorrow
Jus to escape this pain and sorrow
Chained by depression and despair
Around people I do not see that care
Yesterday and tomorrow always the same
Just another heartbreak for me to claim
Fall cracks forming in my impudent skull
The damage maker is no longer dull
End of the day, end of the miserable night
I wish I could meet the end that is in sight
I wish my world would end tomorrow
Jus to escape this pain and sorrow
Chained by depression and despair
Around people I do not see that care
Yesterday and tomorrow always the same
Just another heartbreak for me to claim
Fall cracks forming in my impudent skull
The damage maker is no longer dull
End of the day, end of the miserable night
I wish I could meet the end that is in sight
#depression
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Lascivious
Lascivious
You say my love for you is lascivious
That we should just keep it between us
I do not care what word that you say
I want to make love to you every day
Taste the sweat that our bodies produce
As we make our love on the loose
Feel the power that we both enjoy
We will use each other like a play toy
When we are done we will lap each other clean
Trace each other from seam to seam
Then we will do each other over again
We will cover ever inch of each others...
You say my love for you is lascivious
That we should just keep it between us
I do not care what word that you say
I want to make love to you every day
Taste the sweat that our bodies produce
As we make our love on the loose
Feel the power that we both enjoy
We will use each other like a play toy
When we are done we will lap each other clean
Trace each other from seam to seam
Then we will do each other over again
We will cover ever inch of each others...
#love
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Your Fire
Your Fire
I walk inside of the fire
Burning up with your desire
The ashes that get in my eyes
When you leave they make me cry
Your fire burns me from toe to head
I succumb to you where ever I am led
Your hair flow puts rivers to shame
I am always ready even before you came
When you do arrive it is pleasure abound
Through our love we derive heavenly sounds
I am a slave to your charm, you shiver every nerve
You give me every thing that I deserve
I walk inside of the fire
Burning up with your desire
The ashes that get in my eyes
When you leave they make me cry
Your fire burns me from toe to head
I succumb to you where ever I am led
Your hair flow puts rivers to shame
I am always ready even before you came
When you do arrive it is pleasure abound
Through our love we derive heavenly sounds
I am a slave to your charm, you shiver every nerve
You give me every thing that I deserve
#love
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Scrap Yard
My life is a scrap yard
broken pieces on the ground
Junked up corroded memories
rusting slowly all around
Sharp jagged edges from my past
cutting deeply into me
Infecting inside my blood stream
...
broken pieces on the ground
Junked up corroded memories
rusting slowly all around
Sharp jagged edges from my past
cutting deeply into me
Infecting inside my blood stream
...
#depression
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Shade
Shade
I live in the shadow of your cold shade
Frozen in place by past mistakes I have made
Seismic echoes of pain running through my veins
In my cryptic blood it flows now I must drain
When I love it always ends up the same
In the end I am the only one left to blame
In the shade of the mirror truth must be told
In the shade I am the only one left for me to hold
I try to hide away from the things that I have done
Inside of the shadows of the shade away from the Sun
I live in the shadow of your cold shade
Frozen in place by past mistakes I have made
Seismic echoes of pain running through my veins
In my cryptic blood it flows now I must drain
When I love it always ends up the same
In the end I am the only one left to blame
In the shade of the mirror truth must be told
In the shade I am the only one left for me to hold
I try to hide away from the things that I have done
Inside of the shadows of the shade away from the Sun
#depression
#SelfHarm
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The Great Rain
The Great Rain
Down from my eyes pours the great rain
Never enough to wash away all my pain
I guess I only get what I truly deserve
Lap up whatever cold she does serve
Flood of evil emotions over my brain
Still leaves behind thoughts I claim
The deluge of darkness pillage my day
No amount of self deception can fade it away
Red fingers pour like a great rain on the floor
I so wish I was not myself anymore
Down from my eyes pours the great rain
Never enough to wash away all my pain
I guess I only get what I truly deserve
Lap up whatever cold she does serve
Flood of evil emotions over my brain
Still leaves behind thoughts I claim
The deluge of darkness pillage my day
No amount of self deception can fade it away
Red fingers pour like a great rain on the floor
I so wish I was not myself anymore
#depression
#SelfHarm
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Ever Darker
Ever Darker
I can feel the Sun going down
My life it is getting ever darker
Time for me to get out my chisel
Time to make my final marker
I hear the grave beckoning me closer
It wants me to come crawl in
I try my best to try and fight it
I know that in the end it will win
Every time I take three steps forward
I always get pushed four steps back
Mornings my heart gets broken to pieces
Time to put it inside a burial sack
She breaks it without even...
I can feel the Sun going down
My life it is getting ever darker
Time for me to get out my chisel
Time to make my final marker
I hear the grave beckoning me closer
It wants me to come crawl in
I try my best to try and fight it
I know that in the end it will win
Every time I take three steps forward
I always get pushed four steps back
Mornings my heart gets broken to pieces
Time to put it inside a burial sack
She breaks it without even...
#depression
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Razors In The Dark
Razors In The Dark
Razors in the dark calling for me
Come to the dark where peace will be
Though I know the pain will ensue
I must not leave a clue
From the razors in the dark
Razors in the dark, my only friends
Even though I know how it all ends
Blades upon the flesh over scar
That is how they are
Those razors in the dark
Razors in the dark, I try to stay away
On my emotions they know how to play
I must give into there call
...
Razors in the dark calling for me
Come to the dark where peace will be
Though I know the pain will ensue
I must not leave a clue
From the razors in the dark
Razors in the dark, my only friends
Even though I know how it all ends
Blades upon the flesh over scar
That is how they are
Those razors in the dark
Razors in the dark, I try to stay away
On my emotions they know how to play
I must give into there call
...
#depression
#SelfHarm
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My Last Day
My Last Day
This is going to be my last day
Tonight I am going far away
No one will look for me, if they did
They would never find where I hid
Beneath a leafless tall crooked tree
In the land where worms like to feed
My loneliness pain I will never again know
Underneath where forgotten flowers grow
Mixed in amongst the choking bitter weeds
Where my wrist scars will never bleed
I am going back to the dirt that I am
Escape the vicious lion just like the lamb
This is going to be my last day
Tonight I am going far away
No one will look for me, if they did
They would never find where I hid
Beneath a leafless tall crooked tree
In the land where worms like to feed
My loneliness pain I will never again know
Underneath where forgotten flowers grow
Mixed in amongst the choking bitter weeds
Where my wrist scars will never bleed
I am going back to the dirt that I am
Escape the vicious lion just like the lamb
#depression
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Lazarus Speaks
Lazarus Speaks
Arisen from his burial tomb
He departs his death cave
Wrapped inside a white shroud
From lonely darkness he is saved
Once dead but now again alive
He speaks of things he has seen
Of when death walked by his side
Until his presence was no longer deemed
The skin that once was his treasure
It is now blemished and falling away
He is no longer who he once was
He now walks only by night, hides by day
Though he is now far from the grave
...
Arisen from his burial tomb
He departs his death cave
Wrapped inside a white shroud
From lonely darkness he is saved
Once dead but now again alive
He speaks of things he has seen
Of when death walked by his side
Until his presence was no longer deemed
The skin that once was his treasure
It is now blemished and falling away
He is no longer who he once was
He now walks only by night, hides by day
Though he is now far from the grave
...
#depression
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Shadow Walls
Shadow Walls
Dark shadow walls are surrounding me
Eyes of the night they can always see
Dark on my side the other side light
Trying to decide which one is right
Love in the shadows is always pain
A broken heart can never be sustained
I try to break free but when I try to
I always turn my heart wrong to you
Lost to wonder these mind twisting halls
Cannot to break free from these dark shadow walls
Dark shadow walls are surrounding me
Eyes of the night they can always see
Dark on my side the other side light
Trying to decide which one is right
Love in the shadows is always pain
A broken heart can never be sustained
I try to break free but when I try to
I always turn my heart wrong to you
Lost to wonder these mind twisting halls
Cannot to break free from these dark shadow walls
#depression
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Provision Number 9
Provision Number 9
Cold fingers of death grab my spine
Twisting it until it breaks my mind
I leave all the others behind
To grasp what I cannot find
Along the road are blurry signs
I cannot read what they say
Except the one that tells me where to lay
Until the dirt over me has its weigh
Because now my debt it is time to pay
As my last breath from me has slipped away
Cold fingers of death grab my spine
Twisting it until it breaks my mind
I leave all the others behind
To grasp what I cannot find
Along the road are blurry signs
I cannot read what they say
Except the one that tells me where to lay
Until the dirt over me has its weigh
Because now my debt it is time to pay
As my last breath from me has slipped away
#depression
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