Submissions by Riingoo

They say addiction lies deep but lately it's been creeping slowly,
I done many wrongs in my life and made a lot of mistakes,
But I never knew how easy it was to let such a demon seep,
The urge I feel is like the depiction of a wanted poster,
Closer Closer I get to pulling together but without a blink my heart seems to sink,
I really don't know what my mind wonders to think,
Is my conscious really disappearing or is my judgement slowly shrinking

Why is that I feel so alone and insecure? Is it because I'm uncertain of who I am or who I want to be,
Maybe it's because no one listens and it hurts,
The pain is like a knife stabbing through my heart,
No the way I'm thinking is not an art but what I'm writing is what I preach,
All this talk about learning but we seem to forget to teach each and everyone the love of being alive,
My mothers never really happy raised 3 kids on her own she played the man and women of the house,
Took a stand every since the day we landed in Australia,
Expectations to high? Maybe it's...