Submissions by Queennels (NELLIE)

It's 5 a.m. and I'm writing this letter to you
To tell you I'm sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't please you enough, I didn't tease you enough
I'm sorry I wasn't dressed to impress, dressed my best
Baby I'm sorry
I'll stop calling your phone
I'll stop whispering your sweet sweet name in the deep hours of my sleep
I'll stop thinking of you when I touch myself
And I'll stop crying, begging for you to love me again..touch me again
I'll move on and find a man who'll love me
Except my flaws, and handle my theatrical mood swings
A man who'll play with my hair,...

Making love to the rhythm of this metronome
Serenading me with the sound of this piano
Cold air conditioning
Making these nipples hard
Warm tongue making them harder
Wet mouth in forbidden places
But I ask for more

I can't have her
But she takes my demons away
She rips my favorite black dress to help me undress
But oh what a mess
Kisses my neck to help me melt
The thing is I've already melted

I cry when it's over
We separate for only a night
But it's pure hell

I think I love her

I remember my first heart break
It was a break so hard
My body broke

I remember my first love
It was a love so strong
I couldn't fight it off

I remember my first
I let him in my chamber of innocence
I let him take my pure ness

I remembered my first everything
Then I killed him

Make love
Keep love
Flowing through my veins
Keeping my heart beat
Flow with the rhythm of your name

Sweet hands
Soft lips
Kiss me every where
Love me anywhere

American love
African dreams
To be free to love

Her voice calling my name
Tasting the juice of this forbidden fruit
But gosh I need her

Swallow this sweet, blue gift of bliss
And your life for the moment, is something you'll never miss
Drown in colors you've never seen
Dreams things you've never dreamed
You'll never come down